So this story was written for @iwantthedean‘s YouAUChallenge. It’s a few days late and I’m sorry for that. As of now the story has 3 parts and is done for now, though I may write drabels later on.
Summary: Jared’s younger sister Allie has an unusual question for Jensen.
(images not mine, found on google)
Two weeks later and the night of the gallery shows has finally arrived. You had thrown yourself into getting your prints ready for the show after your disastrous talk with Jensen. Gen sidles up next to you handing you a glass of white wine.
“These pictures are amazing.” She gushes with enthusiasm and pride.
“Thanks, where’s Jared?” You ask noticing that the rest of your family was here except for your lumbering giant of a brother.
“Jensen’s truck wouldn't start, so he left to pick him up.”
“Oh” you reply, “I thought he wasn't coming.”
“Seriously?” Gen says, “Jensen wouldn't miss this, especially after he promised you he’d be here.”
“Well I wasn't sure. We haven't talked in two weeks…” you take a sip of your wine, “I think I may have lost my best friend.”
Just as Gen is about to respond to arms slide around your waist from behind. Looking down you immediately recognize them them as Jensen’s. Looking over your shoulder you see hie green eyes sparkle mischievously a crooked smile on his face,
“Sorry I’m late…” he states as leans down and places a chaste kiss on your cheek, “I wouldn't have missed this for anything and know you haven't lost your best friend. But we will need to talk later.”
“Deal.” You tell him before facing your brother who had his arm around Gen, “thanks for picking him up.”
“Like any of you would have let me live it down if I hadn’t.” Jared says as he snags your wine glass and downs the remainder.
***QOAL***QOAL***QOAL***
When the gallery closes for the evening you offer to drive Jensen home so that Gen and Jared can get home to the boys. As you turned on the car your radio came to life. Suddenly an arm stretched over and changed the station on the radio. Quickly you reach out and slap the arm, “hey, driver pick the music, shotgun shuts his cake hole.”
Jensen looks at you in shock, “seriously you’re gonna quote my own lines at me?”
“If the shoe fits, hell yeah I am.”
The remainder of the car ride the two of you joked back and forth, both of you avoiding the elephant in the car. When you pulled up into his driveway he invites you in. The two of you take a seat on his sectional, sitting in an uncomfortable silence for a few minutes.
“Look I’m sorry I’ve been so distant. That was an asshole thing to do. But honestly you through me for a loop.” Jensen stated.
“No, you’re right this is big. I get that.” You say reassuringly.
“So I’ve thought of nothing else for the last two weeks and I want to do this. However, I have a few conditions before I’ll agree.”
“Such as?” You ask cautiously.
“We do this, we do it without doctors…”
“What do you mean? You can't do IVF without doctors.”
“As I was saying we do this without doctors. We do this the old fashioned way. You and me. That’s it. If we don't succeed I’m not against medical help but I don't want the conception of our child to be some cold clinical procedure.”
“So you want us to have sex?” A hint of disbelief creeping into your voice.
“Yes ma’am. Also I want you to move in with me.” Jensen continues.
“Why?” You ask now clearly confused.
“Allie I want to be a part of this pregnancy, but also a part our baby’s life. I want to be actively involved when I’m home and you live in a shoebox of a house. This place is huge and we could all live here comfortably. “
Sitting there stunned you can’t find a single flaw in his logic. “alright. I can agree to that. But Jay be honest with me, why are you insisting on this?”
Jensen takes a deep breath before speaking, “because I’m in love with you. I can’t remember a time where I wasn't in love with you.”
His confession stuns you momentarily, slowly you rise and make your way over to him. Stepping close to Jensen you feel him wrap his arms around your waist. Leaning in you place your head over his heart listening to the steady beat. Standing up on your toes you pull his head down and kiss him on the lips. When you break apart you look him in the eye, “I love you too.”
So this story was written for @iwantthedean‘s YouAUChallenge. It’s a few days late and I’m sorry for that. As of now the story has 3 parts and is done for now, though I may write drabels later on.
Summary: Jared’s younger sister Allie has an unusual question for Jensen.
Masterlist
(image not mine, found on google)
The next morning Gen comes over for coffee, a weekly tradition you’d started when she moved to Austin. You both sat down on the barstools in the kitchen.
“So how did last night go?” Gen asks as soon as you put down the plate of breakfast pastries.
“Good morning Gen how are ya? How’re my brother and the boys?”
“Cut the shit Allie. How did dinner go with Jay last night? Did you ask him?”
Taking a sip of your coffee you sigh deeply, “I asked him and I think I should a just kept my mouth shut. ARGH! Why did I think asking this of my best friend was a good idea?”
Gen reaches across the table and squeezes your hand, “did he say no?”
Shaking your head in the negative, “he said he’d have to think about it, that it’s a big decision. Which is true. But I also think I offended him when I told him he didn’t need to be involved beyond the initial contribution.”
Gen’s eyes got big and her jaw dropped open for a second before she snapped it shut, “what the fuck Allie! Why in the hell would you ya say that to him, of all people. You know how he feels about family. Not to mention you.”
“That’s why I’m saying I fucked up last night. And what do you mean how he feels about me. We’re best friends, have been since Jar introduced us, nothing more.”
“Keep tellin’ yourself that.” Gen replied before eating a piece of her blueberry muffin.
“I can’t talk about this anymore. Please tell me you found a babysitter for the gallery showing and that you’ll be there.”
“Jar and I will both be there. I promise.” Gen reassures you. “Don’t be nervous you’re an amazing photographer.”
A smile creeps up on your face as you chuckle, “thanks. I’m not sure why but shows always make me nervous.”
Eating a few bites of your own blueberry muffin, you sat there thinking about what Gen was insinuating. After a few minutes Gen breaks the silence by updating you on the boys antics and plans that she and Jared have made, for the time he's home. This included asking you to babysit your nephews one night before he leaves for the next convention. Eagerly you agree to watch your nephews, thinking about all the fun things you could do.
***QOAL***QOAL***QOAL***
Jensen’s POV:
I drove home from Allie’s house on autopilot, the conversation we’d had running through my head on repeat. Walking into my house I immediately made my way over to my liquor cabinet and pulled out a bottle of whiskey, not bothering to grab a tumbler glass opening the bottle I take a swig. Relishing the burn as it goes down my throat leaving a warm sensation behind. Knowing I’ll not be able to sleep anytime soon I make my way out onto my back porch and take a seat on one of the Adirondack chairs.
I continue to drink my whiskey while looking at the night sky. Unsure of what I’d do next. Before I know it the night sky begins to lighten as the sun slowly advances up the horizon.
(image not mine, found on google)
I’m so lost in my thoughts I don't even notice that someone has entered my house until a hand clasps my shoulder. I jump in my seat and the empty whiskey bottle crashes onto the porch floor. Looking up you see Jared standing behind you holding a tray with two cups of Starbucks coffee.
I get up from the Adirondack chair and accept the cup of coffee jared hands me. After taking a large sip of hot coffee and scalding my mouth in the process. “Not that this isn't welcome…” you say motioning to the cup, “what brings you by this early in the morning?”
“I needed to talk with someone.” Jared responded before taking a seat.
Jensen copying him and sitting back down in his own chair. “What’s up?”
“Something is going on Gen is keeping secrets and I think it has something to do with Allie. “ Jared let out a frustration filled sigh at the end.
Jensen coughed as he inhaled his small sip of coffee. “Um… I may know whats going on there.”
Jared’s head whips around and he looks at Jensen with narrowing eyes. “What do you know?”
One of Jensen’s hands comes up and he begins to rub the back of his neck, a sheepish expression on his face. “I went over to Allie’s last night and we had dinner…”
“You’re always hanging out…” Jared pauses his eyes narrowing, “did something happen between you to?”
Jensen sets his coffee down and holds his hands up in surrender “whoah…slow down. Nothing happened.” Jensen shifts in his chair uncomfortably before continuing, “it seems Allie’s caught baby fever…”
“Your telling me my sister’s pregnant?”
“Damnit, will you shut up and let me talk without interruption.” Jensen grumbles in frustration. “No Allie’s not pregnant, but she wants a baby and as she’s not seeing anyone, she’s asked me to be the baby’s father.”
Jared looks at Jensen his eyes having gone huge, “what?!” Jared gets up and paces on porch for a few minutes. “What did you tell her?”
“I told her I’d have to think about it.” Jensen replies honestly.
“What the fuck man? Man up and tell my sister you’re in love with her. Fuck, date and marry the girl. But this is just crazy.”
“I’ll take that under advisement.” Jensen tells him, “you’re right I’m in love with her. I’m just not sure she feels the same way. I’m not sure what I’m going to do.”
So this story was written for @iwantthedean‘s YouAUChallenge. It’s a few days late and I’m sorry for that. As of now the story has 3 parts and is done for now, though I may write drabels later on.
Summary: Jared’s younger sister Allie has an unusual question for Jensen.
Masterlist
Pacing back and forth in front of the fireplace I couldn’t help but ring my hands. My stomach lurches and my anxiety is through the roof, today will decide the course my life will take from here on out. I jump when there is a sharp knock on my front door. Taking a deep breath I walk through my living room and open the door. “Hi Jay, come on in.” You state giving him a quick hug as he steps through the door.
“So what’s going on…the message you left on my voice-mail sounded urgent.” Jensen says as he makes himself comfortable on a barstool in your kitchen.
“Uh…I’ll get to that after dinner. I got us a couple of rib eyes from O’Malley’s Meat Market and grabbed a couple of potatoes. Feel like firing up the grill and doing the steaks? While I finish baking the potatoes. And do you want the works on yours?”
Jensen stands up from the barstool and grabs both the plate with the steaks you were holding as well as some tongs. With a cocky grin he states, “sure I’ll grill these and you know damn well I want the works on my potato. But don't think for a minute that this will get us out of our conversation.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it handsome.” You taunt opening the oven to check the potatoes you had put in earlier.
Fifteen minutes later both of you are sitting at your dining table eating fully loaded baked potatoes, steak and a garden salad. “How’s work going Allie?”
“It’s good. Busy, but that just keeps me out of trouble.” You say while smirking.
Jensen laughs “yeah you’re just like your brother. Jared always manages to find trouble.”
“Yup we both suffer from this curse.” You take another bite of your dinner “before I forget to ask will you be coming to my showing at the gallery?”
“Of course I’ll be there, I’ve made sure to keep my schedule clear and be back here in Austin for it.”
“I’m glad you’ll be there. I need my BFF…” you say with a smile, “so tell me what’s been going on in your life Jay… Are you seeing anyone.”
“Right, because I’ve had all this free time between filming the end of the season and conventions to meet someone. Other than my mom, sister and female cast members, you’re the only woman I have regular contact with. How about you?”
“I’m done with men…”
“So what you gonna start dating women?” He interrupts his green eyes sparkling.
“No!!! Now you’re just being a damn idjit.” Getting up from the table you begin to clear away the dishes.
Jensen stands up knowing he’s upset you.
“Allie…”
Ignoring him you start loading the dishwasher.
“Alyssa…” Jensen tries again. When that doesn’t garner a response he sets down the dishes he’s carrying. Reaching out he grasps your shoulders and turns your body. “Alyssa…Allie, hun I’m sorry that was a dick move.”
Shrugging out of his reach you wipe away a stray tear. Even though you know he’s joking, the comment still delivers a brutal sting.
“Allie please, I’m truly sorry.”
“Whatever. Lets just finish cleaning up.”
“You got it.” Jensen responds grabbing the last of the dishes from the table. “So what was it you wanted to discuss today?”
Instead of answering him you make your way into the living room and take a seat in the recliner. Jensen who followed you takes a seat on the couch and waits with his hands clasped in front of him.
“So I have a huge favor to ask you…” you say grabbing the blanket next to the recliner and pulling it in your lap.
“Anything you know that.” He cuts in.
A chuckle escapes before you respond, “Jay I think you should hear me out before you agree. This is not your conventional favor.”
“Allie, you know I’ll do anything for you.” Jensen states reassuringly. “So what’s going on?”
“I want a baby and I want you to help me with this.”
You watch as Jensen’s mouth opens and closes several times as he tries to say something, you also see confusion fill his green eyes.
“Jay I love kids, being around Tom and Shep is amazing and I want that for myself. But you know as well as I do a stable and safe relationship isn't in the cards for me. I have shitty luck when it comes to meeting men. I’ve tried going to a sperm bank and picking some random guy out of a catalog but in the end I couldn't go through with it.” You tell him as you pick at the seam of the blanks in your lap.
“Why me?”
“You’re my best friend. I trust you.”
Jensen gets up from the couch and begins to pace your living room, “so say hypothetically I agree to do this, how would this work?”
“I don’t have it all figured out. But I figured IVF to get me pregnant. As for how involved you’d be in this baby’s life would be up to you.”
“So we would see a doctor, do some procedures and then at the end of the day, have a baby. Not to mention you think I would what just walk away from my child? Or not acknowledge it and still be in its life? What the hell kinda man do you take me for?”
Getting up from the recliner I walk over to Jensen. Stepping in front of him he stops, “Jay I know exactly who you are and what type of man you are. But I don't want to make assumptions about how involved you wanna be in all of this.”
“Allie if I were to do this, we would co-parent, there is no way I would not be involved in my child's life. We would do this as a team.”
“I’d be ok with that Jay.” You reply as you lean in to give him a hug. When you break apart you guide him over to the couch. Once you’re both seated you tell him about what was involved: from how the sperm samples are collected, to the medications and injections you would need to get and then how the IVF treatments are done.
“Thats a lot to think about.” Jay finally states. “Look let me think this over for a few days.” “Do you mean that or are you just unsure of how to let me down. I’m a big girl Jay, if you don't wanna do this just say so.”
“Allie this is a lot to process. I’m not saying no. But I’m also not ready to say yes either… Does anyone know about this?”
“Gen knows. I don't think she’s said anything to Jar. If you want to talk it over with him, I don't mind.”
“Allie, not sure I wanna have this conversation with your big brother. That sounds like a good way for me to get my ass kicked.”
This challenge was created by @iwantthedean, and its great! Here’s my stab at it! (This was written in an hour lmao with more under the cut off bc its p long)
The fire blazed around the girl, seemingly stuck to the ceiling. It seemed there was an incision on her stomach, as blood leaked through her white shirt. Her lips were parted in a soundless scream of terror, her blonde hair slowly turning black. A single word tore through the silent night, and suddenly the fire engulfed the girl. “Jessica!”
Grey sips at their beer, savouring the way it burns down their throat. They let out a quiet sigh after they swallow, setting the beer back on the bar. The dream-- no, the vision-- runs through their mind, over and over again. It doesn’t make a damn lick of sense. Why are all of their damn visions of people they don’t know? Grey has never seen that girl in their entire damn life!
“Damn!” They curse out loud, before downing the rest of the contents of the cold glass. They run a hand through their damp hair, water droplets from the outside rain flicking from their hair.
“Tough job?” A gravelly voice asks from Grey’s right side, and they turn to see a tall man with short cut hair and emerald green eyes. They startle for a second, before remembering that this was, in fact, a bar for hunters. The only place in the states that hunters could gather, share nightmarish stories, and drink their asses off.
“Is there ever an easy job?” Grey replies, a grim smile stretching across their face. The stranger with amazing eyes looks Grey over, probably trying to assess their gender. Yeah, get in line, dude, Grey thinks to themselves, snorting silently.
“Amen to that,” the man eventually responds, nodding once and returning the tight smile. “Ellen! Grab me an’ Sammy another beer!” He then shouts to the bartender-- A pretty woman that Grey knows quite well. On the man’s right, Grey sees an even taller man sit, and Grey estimates that he’s at least six-foot-five. They can’t get a good look at the man’s face, but Grey feels a hint of something strange… They feel like they recognise the man, but from where?
The bartender glances over at the two men, a fond glare taking over her usually drawn face. “I don’t think I heard a ‘please’ in there, Dean Winchester. I would’a thought your daddy raised you with some manners,” she makes a ‘tsk’ing sound as she shakes her head, but Grey can see that it’s all rather lighthearted. Grey can hear the man on the other side of Dean snort. Ellen grabs two glasses, and starts filling them with the gold colored liquid.
Dean crookedly, lifting his shoulders in a shrug. “My bad, Ellen,” he replies, nodding his thanks when Ellen sets the two beers down.
“What about you, Grey, want another beer?” Ellen asks Grey, a kind smile resting on her lips.
Grey nods, returning the kind smile happily. “You know me well, ma’am,” They say, lifting a hand to run through their hair-- which was curly and thick on top, while shorter on the sides and in the back. Also producing more water droplets.
Grey wears a black Fall Out Boy muscle tank, showing off their well toned arms, as well as an almost flat chest. Along with torn up black jeans and deep red, mahogany, combat boots, you can’t really tell if Grey is a dude or a chick-- and, to Grey, it really doesn’t matter. A lot of people would ask Grey straight up, “Are you a boy, or a girl?” and Grey would just respond with a shrug.
When Ellen asked, Grey did just that. It made the woman laugh, and she turned out to be the only person that really didn’t care.. Grey and Ellen had met a few years back, and Grey did a few jobs for her-- jobs being both supernatural as well as stuff for the bar. They had bonded, grew close, and now Grey came here quite often to get away from the job, or even if they were on a job. Like they were now.
Ellen comes back with another beer, setting it down in front of Grey with a smile. She picks up the empty glass, before doing a double take between Grey and the man on the other side of Dean- was his name Sammy? Probably Sam. Grey could feel Dean tense up next to him, and they wonder what’s happening.
Ellen leans in towards the three of them, flicking her eyes between Grey and Sam. “I should tell you guys, that both of you have the weird vision things.” Her voice was hardly above a whisper, and Grey feels their heart rate pick up.
Grey swivels out of their stool, and moves swiftly so they were on Sam’s other side. “You’ve got the demon blood, too?” They ask quietly, their eyes wide. They had no clue that other people were like them.
Sam has the same expression, and he nods once. “Y-Yeah, I do… I didn’t know anyone else had the premonitions like I do.” He is quiet when he speaks, and then he moves the over-the-shoulder bag off the stool next to him. Grey sits up on the stool slowly, looking Sam up and down.
“There are others?” Grey asks, resting their hands on their lap. They can see Dean leaning up to look over Sam’s shoulder, his own eyes wide and confused. They lift their eyes and watch Ellen smile slightly, turning away and going to tend the bar.
“Yeah, their are. I’ve only met three others, but I know there are more. All have the same parent death, too.” Sam speaks lowly, and Grey bites their lip.
“They all only have one power?” Grey asks quietly, thinking about how they, in fact, had multiple. It was weird-- one day they could run extremely fast, the next week they could telepathically control people, and now they were having visions.
Both Sam and Dean make the same expression, one of confusion and what seemed like suspicion. “Yeah, no one has more than one power. Why, do you?” Sam asks hesitantly, raising an eyebrow. Grey swallows hesitantly looking around the bar. There are too many people here, Grey thinks to themselves, just as they feel something brush against their hand. They turn their head, along with Sam and Dean, and see Ellen tucking a key under their fingers. Ellen points upstairs, before turning away, and Grey sighs softly. It’s as if Ellen could read their mind.
“C’mon.” Dean says sharply, reaching over and snatching the key from under Grey’s hand and getting off his stool. He obviously thinks that Grey is a threat, but Sam doesn’t look like he agrees. They both pace in sync up the old wooden stairs, and Grey slips off their own stool, grabbing their green canvas bag, slinging it over their shoulder. They follow the two men up the stairs, watching silently as Dean unlocks the first door on the left. He pushes it open, taking a quick, calculating look inside before proceeding in-- a very hunter like thing to do, Grey notes. They saunter inside the room after Sam, shutting the door slowly.
“To answer your question, yes. I do have multiple powers. I dunno why, though.” Grey shrugs nonchalantly, leaning against the back of a chair and crossing their arms over their chest. They watch silently as Dean looks them over, his suspicious look still present. Perhaps Grey should feel threatened by the way Dean stands, and the obvious gun tucked into the back of his jeans. But, Grey could handle themselves, after long hours training at the gym, and fighting off monster after demon after ghost.
“Show us what other powers you have,” Dean says after a moment, exchanging a look with his brother. Grey’s shoulders slouch, and they let out a quiet sigh. “What, is that a problem for you?” Dean asks when Grey doesn’t do anything.
“The problem is that I can’t. I don’t know how to control it, it’s completely random for me. Just like I don’t know why I have multiple powers, I don’t know how to change from one to another.” Grey speaks a bit slowly, wanting to make sure that nothing they say could ever be considered a lie. Both of these guys seem like they could take care of anything they wanted- and not in a sweet way. Grey doesn’t want any reason for the two to hate them, especially when this Sam guy has demon blood, and maybe even some answers.
“That’s a bit convenient, isn’t it?” Dean mumbles sarcastically, his eyes flicking back to his brother.
The taller man shrugs, “I dunno, Dean, it could make sense. I’ve had this weird power for about a year now, and I still can’t even explain it…” He pauses, as if he is thinking something over. He turns his gaze towards Grey, who feels quite awkward in this situation. “Would you mind telling me all the powers you’ve had?” He asks, almost gently. Dean scoffs, shaking his head but staying silent.
“Uh, yeah. I’ve had these powers and all for about a year, like you said, and it started with terrible migraines,” Grey pauses to think for a moment, rolling their lip between their teeth. “Let’s see, besides premonitions, I’ve had telepathy, telekinesis, invisibility, super speed, super strength, the ability to talk to animals, the ability to control people, stopping time, and seeing people's emotions,” They list off, their eyes staying steady on Sam. He looks both impressed and slightly intimidated, his bottom lip pulled between his teeth.
“Is there anything else about it that you can tell us?” Dean speaks up, sounding a bit exasperated. He looks like he doesn’t believe a thing that Grey just said, his eyes narrowed still. He stands with his arms crossed, and Grey just now notices that he is bow legged, and while they say nothing about it, they take a moment to look him over, being as inconspicuous as possible.
“Uh, yeah…” Grey mumbles as they raise their eyes up to meet Dean’s, biting their lip as they thought for a moment. “I know that the, um, powers seem to change right when I need them too. Like, I was hunting a vamp, and one thing led to another, and he was chasing me. I’m sure you know how impossible it is to out run a vamp, but suddenly I was. I saw trees flying by me, but then I realized I was flying by the trees,” Grey pauses, shifting their weight and sighing softly. “I thought I became a vamp myself. I came here, locked myself in this room, and I never felt any urges to bite someone’s neck off. Figuring out I wasn’t a vamp, I tried to harness the power and figure out to control it. Then, suddenly, I’m having a vision about a woman I don’t even know dying, and…” They trail off, eyes flicking frantically to Sam. Their eyes widen, and suddenly, it clicks.
“It was… your girlfriend. I’m so sorry, I didn’t realize it was you until now.” Guilt floods through Grey, realizing that they could’ve stopped the Sam’s girlfriend from dying if they had tried. They clench their jaw, mentally slapping and kicking and punching themselves.
Sam’s eyes widen, and to Grey’s relief, he doesn’t seem to look angry or hurt. “You… You saw Jess die? Are you sure it was her?” He doesn’t sound accusatory, unlike how Dean looks, but rather confused and surprised.
Grey nods, a sigh leaving their lips. They shift their weight, eyes falling to the ground. “I know it was her, because you were there too. On the bed, staring up at her… I didn’t understand it, let alone know how to find you.” They force their eyes to meet Sam’s, but they refuse to let tears fill their eyes. “I’m so, so sorry.” Their hands fall to their sides, hoping that Sam understands just how terrible they feel now.
Grey watches silently as Sam opens, then closes his mouth, his eyes looking sadder than they had moments before. But not angry, Grey realizes.
“I don’t blame you. I had the same visions, and I didn’t do anything about it, not until it was too late.” Sam speaks quietly, a small, seemingly guilty smile spreading on his chapped lips.
“Woah woah woah, hold up. Lemme get this straight- you both had the same freaky demon vision thing about Jess?” Dean steps forward, his narrowed green eyes flicking between Sam and Grey. His arms are still crossed, trying to seem bigger than he is.
Sam nods slowly, his pale pink bottom lip pulled between his teeth. “Had you ever met her?” He asks slowly, Grey almost able to see the wheels in his head turning.
Grey shakes their head, not needing to think the question over. “No, never. I’ve only known one person that I’ve had a vision of,” They answer, pale hands burying in their pockets.
“And who was that?” Dean butts in, still glaring daggers at Grey. If the circumstances were different, Grey would’ve laughed at that.
“My girlfriend,” Is all Grey answers with, eyes dropping to the ground for a moment, traitorous memories drowning Grey. They pull themself out of the thoughts, lifting their eyes but not looking at either of the men in front of them. “I was too late to save her, just as you were.” Dean’s eyes seem to soften a bit, no longer holding a defensive glare.
Sam’s eyes are sad, though. Holding a deep regret that Grey mirrored. They were both too late to save the ones they loved, and that will always haunt them both. “I’m sorry,” he speaks quietly, a tone of empathy. Grey nods once, fearing their voice would break if they were to say anything.
And then, they are unable to breathe. A shadow of a hand has clamped over their mouth, and fear strikes through their body. Not this again, they think, Not now, not in front of these two. Tears pool in their eyes, unable to stop from flowing down their face. They can’t move, can’t hear, can’t feel anything but pain and it. They see Dean’s lips moving, than Sam’s, but no sound is registering. Energy seems to be forced out of them, and their eyes fall shut, exhaustion setting in. There’s a stinging pain resonating throughout their body, but they can trace it back to their shoulder and wrist. Where their scars reside.
Suddenly, the sound of a groan registers through Grey’s ears, and they regain their ability to move, and they instinctually snap their fingers. Time stops around them, they are the only thing present in the moment. They move in slow motion, pulling themselves out of the shadow’s grasp, Finally planted on the ground, Grey takes a moment to breathe, looking up and seeing that Sam has fallen to his knees, clutching left his wrist. A black light seems to admit from between his fingers. Grey moves quickly then, rushing forward and grabbing the gun out of Dean’s jeans. They only have so much time to spare in this stopped-time state, so they have to act as fast as they can. Swinging around, they cock the gun and aim, just as time starts again. They pull the trigger, watching it rip through the shadows. They hear Dean gasp, and watch the shadow disappear.
Grey quickly passes the gun to Dean, not bothering to explain anything as they crouch beside Sam, a sigh of relief flowing from their lips as they see Sam is breathing.
Sam starts coughing loudly, his body spasming slightly and Grey moves to sit him up, supporting his weight as he catches his breath. They try to steady their own breath, their heart racing rapidly and tears still falling down their cheeks. Once Sam can sit on his own, Grey pulls away and stands up rapidly, immediately getting light headed. They keep moving, backing away from the brothers. Dean looks too shocked and scared to do anything, and Sam stares at Grey.
“I’m so sorry,” Grey whispers, eyes drawn to the new, pale scars resting on Sam’s wrist. The pattern is the exact replica of their own scars.
Dean gets angry then, a look of protection taking over his features. “What the hell was that? What did he do to Sammy?” He yelled, gun raised up, aimed at Grey.
Sam looks down at his wrist, eyes wide at the white scars that were definitely not there before. “Are some of these… cigarette burns?” He asks quietly, his thumb brushing over the scars.
Grey pales, blue eyes wide with terror and uncertainty. “Yes,” They answer with a quiet voice, eyes moving down to their own wrist. Sam looks up, his own eyes wide, more confused than anything. “Those are my scars,” they whisper, uncovering their wrist, bearing the scars.
“What the hell?!” Dean yells, his voice booming, sending a shiver down Grey’s spine. It’s now that they decide it’s time to flee, and they snap, time suspended around them. They turn and run out of the room, down the creaky wooden staircase. Time flows back into motion right as they pass Ellen, and a loud gasp leaves her lips.
“Grey!” Ellen calls, one second too late as Grey all but flies out of the door.
Ellen stands shocked in the bar, watching as Grey runs away as fast as possible. Her heart drops to her stomach, fearing the worst had happened and not even knowing what that is.
“C’mon, Sammy!” Ellen hears Dean yelling, and her head whips toward the stairs.
“Watch the bar!” Ellen calls to her daughter, Jo, just emerging from the kitchen with a plate of burgers. Jo looks confused, but she knows better than to argue, so she just nods. Ellen turns her attention back to the brothers, descending the old stairs. She stands directly in front of them, her arms over her chest as she tried not to let her emotions cloud her face.
“What the hell happened?” Ellen asks the moment Dean’s green gaze meets her own. She knows that Grey would never hurt anyone, unless the circumstances were dire. But, she also knew that Sam wouldn’t let Dean do anything stupid, so she has no idea what could've happened.
Dean looks more than pissed, an arm around his little brother’s shoulders, supporting his weight though it seemed like Sam didn’t need it. The younger man pulls away slightly, and Dean clenches his jaw. “The friggin’ bitch summoned a damn demon and did somethin’ to Sammy!” He says in an angered tone, and Ellen huffs softly, turning her eyes to Sam.
“Grey didn’t summon that… thing, Dean,” Sam quickly interjects, looking at his brother, “It wasn’t even a demon, I don’t think. And Grey was completely terrified, and then…” He trails off, unsure of something, “They,” he eventually murmurs, unsure of Grey’s gender it seems, “saved us.”
Dean scoffs, his eyes narrowed and his anger no where near fading. “They did something to you!” He all but shouts, and Ellen glares at him with the force of a mother.
“It was a type of demon, and Grey didn't do anything to anyone,” Ellen mutters, giving Dean an expectant look as she pulls out her phone. Number two on speed dial.
“I’m so sorry, Ellen,” Grey answers, obviously trying to hide a sob. Ellen feels fear strike deep in her gut, and she motions for the boys to follow her as she swiftly exits her bar.
“It's not your fault, Grey. You can't control it, you know that. Where are you?” Ellen asks, her voice rushed. She gestures to Dean’s 1967 Chevy Impala, and holds her hand out, eyes locked on Dean's eyes. She suppresses a sigh as Dean finally hands over the keys, and she unlocks the car, getting in and starting it quickly.
“I can't- Fuck, I’m so scared, Ellen. I hurt them, just like I hurt Kit, just like I hurt you. I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” Grey breaths out, seeming to hyperventilate. Ellen can hear the sound of creaking doors and pounding footsteps, and she knows immediately where Grey is.
“Don't do anything stupid, Grey! It's not your fault, the boys don't blame you. Just stay there for me, okay? I'm coming to get you.” Ellen is speeding out of the parking lot the moment Sam closes the back door, tears filling her eyes. “Stay with me, Grey!” She shouts into the phone.
“They're too loud! I can hear her, Ellen, she wants me to find her! I have to find her.” Grey’s voice is eerily calm as their sentence goes on, and then the line drops. Ellen yells a loud curse and presses the gas, dropping her phone in her lap.
“Damnit, damnit!” Ellen yells, tears leaking out of her eyes as she sped through a yellow light.
“What the hell is happening?” Dean demands from the passenger seat, and Ellen can hear worn leather creaking as Sam leads forward to hear them.
“Grey has several mental issues, Dean. Things they can't control, thanks to that damned demon.” Ellen trails off, swiping a quick hand over her eyes in an attempt to stop her tears.
“It's okay, Ellen. They'll be okay, we'll help them before they do anything,” Sam’s gentle voice comes from behind her, and she is ever grateful for that boy. She nods slowly, before turning her eyes to Dean.
“They're like a child to me, Dean. Just like you and Sammy. They would never hurt a soul.” Ellen’s voice is quiet, scared, as she pulls her eyes away from the oldest Winchester, back to the long road ahead of her. Dean says nothing in response, and Ellen just continues to speed down the road.
Ellen hastily pulls up to the old, burnt house, memories of red and orange flames snaking up towards the sky, screams filling her ears. She quickly threw the car into park and turned it off before opening the door and rushing out. She runs up the porch stairs, then into the house. She can hear the brothers footsteps falling behind her as they follow.
“Grey!” Ellen calls, taking the creaky stairs two at a time. She runs down the hallway, then into Kit and Grey’s old room. She stops in her tracks, eyes wide as she sees Grey, sitting on the window sill. Her heart plummets to her stomach, and she seems to freeze in the moment. The fear of losing a child figure rocking her to her core.
“Grey, wait,” Sam speaks quickly, pushing past Dean to stand next to Ellen in the doorway. “I don’t know what the demon did to us, but I know that we’re bonded now.” He pauses, waiting, as if to see if Grey was listening.
Grey is stalling. They know it, too. They just want a few minutes, to sit in this old house, one they haven’t been in for years, and feel the cool night air on their skin. Their legs dangle over the window sill, and they stare blankly at their hands. The steady fall of harsh rain does little to drown out their terror. The voices are back, after not hearing from them for a full month. Now the demons want death, and Grey is ready to deliver. They close their eyes, and just feel the cool air on their skin.
It seems that they pass out for a few minutes, because suddenly, Ellen’s voice fills their ears. They jolt up, eyes wide as footsteps rush up the stairs. Three pairs, it seems. Might as well let this play out, Grey thinks, though they’re ready to snap if needed.
“Grey, wait,” Grey hears Sam speaking, and they fight the urge to turn and face the brothers. “I don’t know what the demon did to us, but I know that we’re bonded now.” He pauses for a moment, but Grey stays still, gazing at the stars above them. Sam probably wants them dead, after whatever happened to him.
“We’re bonded, Grey. I have your scars, and I’m sure you have mine. On your right shoulder- a faded werewolf bite,” Sam speaks quietly, almost soothingly. Grey stays silent, because they felt their shoulder burning as they ran from the bar. They raise their right hand, brushing under the collar of their black muscle tee, feeling the ragged scars. They drop their hand, a soft breath leaving their lips. What’s Sam’s point? They’re better off dead, so they don’t hurt anyone.
“That means that if you die, I die.” There it is, the canon. They can feel Dean stiffen, surely terrified of his brother’s life resting in some suicidal freak’s hands. That terrifies them, too. They can’t kill Sam, that’s not fair.
“I’m sorry for risking your life,” They whisper quietly, starting to turn their body. But then, a fire roars to life. It burns their legs, where they dangle off the sill. The demon, that thing, trying to take both Grey and Sam. They can hear the house crackle and creak, fire consuming the house, and they’re too slow and groggy to snap, the voices seeming to stop them from even trying. I’m going to fall, they think, their body already feeling the affects of gravity pulling them down. They have to accept it, there’s nothing they can do. They’ve caused enough destruction in their lifetime.
Grey is going backwards out of the window, and they accept it. But then, two arms are around their waist, and they slam to a stop. Not falling, just dangling now. They’re eyelids are heavy, unable to focus. What is happening to them? They’re too tired to care, not reacting as they’re pulled into the room. They expect to meet hard floor, or anything but the warmth of a body. They’re being cradled, it seems. And then, they’re outside, barely conscious, eyes too heavy to open. They can vaguely hear talking, or yelling, and they can feel the heat of the fire. Voices are loud in their head, screaming and telling them to die.
Grey is crying now, hands flung over their ears, begging the voices to stop. They can faintly hear a different voice, one that seems soothing and familiar.
“Grey, breathe, okay? Just breathe, you’re okay. I’m right here, I got you now. The demon can’t hurt you now, we’re going to a hospital to fix up these burns.” Grey fights away the other voices, and recognises Sam’s kind voice. They realize that Sam is crying, too, still holding Grey gently, careful of the burns that reeked of flesh. Then, they force themself to regulate their breathing, almost clinging to Sam, taking in breath after breath. Finally, the voices are gone, and they open their eyes. They’re sat up in a car, Sam’s arm around their shoulder, holding them close to his body. Dean is driving, and Ellen is telling him where to turn. They want to move away from Sam, doesn’t want to seem weak, but they are. And Sam is so comforting and warm and safe, and that’s what matters.
Dean turns a bit, seeing that Grey is awake, and he huffs, still visibly unnerved by Grey. They don’t blame him. “What the hell was that?” He asks accusingly, and Grey tries their best not to flinch. They open their mouth, ready to speak, but they feel Sam tense next to them.
“It’s not their fault, Dean, calm down,” Sam speaks up in their defense, which is surprising to Grey. That’s not something that happens very often. Dean looks ready to argue, but Grey doesn’t want that. They don’t want to be the reason that these brothers fight.
“It is my fault, Sam. I… I don’t know really, what happened. I’m, um, schizophrenic. I hear things, I guess, and this type of demon latches onto mentally insane people,” Grey’s voice is quiet, and they shift away from Sam, staring at their hands. “The demon usually just aids in helping the victim go insane, but it’s different for people who know it’s a demon. With people like that, the demon tries even harder.” They stop speaking now, a shudder racking their body. “He killed my girlfriend, but when I got back on my feet after that, he didn’t give up, I guess.” Grey shakes their head, a humorless laugh leaving their lips.
“They try to kill anyone that I love, anyone that brings me the slightest happiness. But I… I don’t know what he did to you, or why he did it.” Grey turns their gaze to Sam, their eyes seeming to tremble “I won’t let him kill you or Dean.” They say firmly, not pulling their eyes away from Sam’s. “I don’t know how to kill it yet, but I can fight it.”
Sam’s eyes never pull away from Grey’s, and he nods, glancing to Dean before speaking, “Do you know what it is? Anything lore that we can use to figure out how to take care of it?” He looks back at Grey, who pauses for a moment.
“No, I have no idea what it is, and every other hunter Ellen and I have talked to have never heard of anything like it.” They look down, eyes on the hands in her laps.
“We'll help you out, okay? Just relax for now. Nothing's gunna happen,” Sam soothes softly, and Grey nods a bit, slowly easing into the warmth of Sam.