Make It Worthwhile
♡ kang younghyun x female reader
♡ smut, fluff (?) 🔞
── .✦ younghyun drops by your place before he flies out in the early dawn.
hello these pics made me go wild but i hate myself for writing the fic this way ㅠㅠ i was feeling kinda soft :3
inspired by 260306 youngk where he actually flew out in the dawn lol 💗
It’s nearing four into the serene dawn.
The light from the living room peeking through your door, alongside the rustling sounds of clothes awaken you from your deep sleep; your hand automatically scrabbles around on the bedside table, switching the lamp on.
With eyes half open, you manage to make out the figure of your boyfriend entering the bedroom and taking off his outerwear after.
“Younghyun…?”
You’re about to get up from your lying position until he stops you; his words insistent, but soft.
“It’s okay, baby. Stay where you are.”
The bedside lamp is bright enough for you to see him approach with the corner of his lips curling into an enthusiastic smile—a sight of him you so dearly miss, even though it hasn’t been 24 hours since the last time you met him.
Younghyun settles into the bed, enveloping your body with his arms—giving off warmth much better than the blanket, and ultimately, it’s the sense of security he provides every time you both are together; the empty space on the cold bed is now made homey again by his presence.
“Sorry I woke you up, baby.” Younghyun rests his weight on his elbow; while one hand cradles your jaw, lovingly swiping his thumb against your cheek.
You shake your head lightly, not minding a bit of the situation.
“I thought you’d be leaving by now.” You hold his wrist and rub your thumb gently against the back of his hand; reciprocating his affectionate gesture.
“The flight’s a little later… and of course I wanna see you again before I leave.”
A cheeky smile paints your face upon hearing his words, then he leans down to capture your lips in a welcoming kiss, and you return the favour, feeling the tenderness against yours.
Lying down on his side again, Younghyun moves on to shower you with slow smooches all over your face; while his hand sneaks up underneath your camisole to give your back a soothing massage, causing you to lean towards him with your breasts pushed against his chest.
His hand then travels smoothly to your waist, and he doesn’t wait any longer to slip into your panties, touching everywhere to heighten the tension—kneading your ass and before you know it, he’s cupping your pussy, all the while you both are exchanging kisses.
The atmosphere is getting heated with the action of his tongue brushing against yours, and there isn’t any word needed—by now you’re aware of what Younghyun wants, specifically—and so you turn around, arching your back instinctively so he’s now spooning you.
He rests his grip on the curve of your waist and presses his body to yours; making sure you feel the hardness inside his jeans, at the same time you grind lazily against his bulge.
Younghyun’s hand roams carefree on your torso, giving it sensual rubs and you squirm in response, ticklish at the feel of his fingertips tracing around and reaching down to your navel.
Shortly after, he lifts up your camisole enough to expose your chest; grabbing your tits in his greedy hand again and not missing the chance to play with your nipples, perking up under his touch.
As he advances the foreplay, you turn your head to meet his lips for more and more kisses that have grown rather passionate—intending to show him that you’re worked up as equally as he is.
“Need you, Younghyun.”
You catch his little smirk before you face away from him, feeling his fingers behind you get busy undoing his jeans and lowering his briefs.
His lips, in the meantime, don’t ever cease for one second to pamper you with kisses on your neck, trailing down your open shoulder.
Younghyun then pauses for a moment however; running his fingers through your hair and whispering in your ear, his voice husky.
“Were you thinking about me, baby?”
“Always.”
The sultry voice of yours confirms better how in great need you are of him, even more so when he continues to speak.
“Sweet girl. I’m sorry I’ll have to make you miss me again.”
His voice seeps into the deepest of skin; your entire body is consumed with the tingly sense of arousal at his words—commanding, but calming with an apology he doesn’t necessarily have to say.
Younghyun is on a mission to get you totally weakened under him—his fingers working their role on your clit for a good while and stretching your cunt out from the front, simultaneously pushing his bare cock against your ass from behind; keeping both your bodies attached to each other as close as possible.
You further lean cosily into him to receive greater pleasure; at the same time feeling safe beneath his larger build basically engulfing you in the position.
Still moving with patience, he pulls your underwear aside enough for him to drag his tip along your cunt, and soon inserting himself carefully into the tightness of your hole, feeling its delicious grip around his dick.
“God, fuck…,” you moan softly, yet sounding especially sinful the moment you feel him go deeper, as you adjust yourself around the thick girth of his cock; your hand reaching for his above your head, fingers intertwined.
At the signal of your thumb stroking against his and your whimper of approval; Younghyun begins to move, rocking his body into you in a gentle and relaxed manner.
Your eyes are made shut, and your lips are pressed together from the sensuous feeling of his shaft going back and forth inside your pussy, though quiet moans slip off your mouth easily.
“So tight, baby. You feel so good,” he compliments, nibbling on your ear and nuzzling up against the side of your neck. “You always know how to welcome me, hm?”
“Mmhmm…,” you whimper softly in reaction to his words; you’re reminded of how much you love the position because it soothes you more than you think—all you do is lay there comfortably in his embrace and take him, letting him do all the work as he likes.
Younghyun’s movements are slow, unlike any other days where he would commonly go fast and rough—but sharp and skilful nevertheless; you feel your climax start to build up from the steady shoves of his manhood to your sweet spot after a good amount of time.
You grasp his hand tightly, while another holds onto the pillow as you eventually give in to the natural reaction of your body; shaking slightly in front of him, to which he smirks in amazement.
“I guess you needed me badly.”
He scores the opportunity to tease you, then lands a kiss on the back of your head.
You feel your knees go weak at that, given how you’re a sucker for it—and he knows.
“I need you all the time.”
You whine quietly, confessing your longing for him which is already obvious by your body language, needless to say; what’s more when you bring your hand up to bury your fingers in his hair and play with his ear—urging him to move faster.
The surrounding temperature feels much hotter with the fabric of his jeans rubbing quite roughly against the sheet as he fucks you for his pleasure now; you both taking in the sensation of the passionate act under the blanket.
“I’m going to miss you so much, baby.” Younghyun continues to drill into you with thrusts turning increasingly quick; his hand squeezing your breasts for some relief throughout the steamy session.
“I’m close,” he whispers, fucking into your pussy where his movement that was steady has now become erratic instead—all in the name of chasing his own awaiting release, and the eagerness to finish into you.
“Take it so you’ll always miss me, baby. So you only think about having me inside you.”
You bite your lip at his dirty talk, always getting shy and giddy at the thought of him filling you up; and every time he does so, it’s like you’re living in the delirious state of being covered in his love—it’s dirty, yet so precious.
A few more acts of pushing in and pulling out later, Younghyun spills his seed inside your cunt; bringing his hand from your breast to press onto your hip as he grunts low, while you purr at the satisfaction of being stuffed with his cum.
He stays in place for a while, emptying his load into you as he waits for his irregular breathing to find its rhythm again.
Younghyun pulls out seconds later, and you feel his warm liquid dripping out a bit, probably staining the sheet—but you don’t mind that; it’s simply one of the usual sexual shenanigans you both have in bed.
He shifts his position to lay on an elbow again as you turn to face him, a bashful smile painted across your blushing face, all the while he gazes at you with intense admiration.
“Don’t look at me like that,” you can’t help letting out a shy giggle; swarmed by the contentment of having given him pleasure, as much as you’re pleased yourself, although it was quick.
“You’re such a sweetheart.”
Younghyun leans down to your lips for a kiss so loving yet again; you both smiling in unison in the middle of it.
Later breaking off the kiss, reluctantly, you feel yourself melt into a puddle when he fixes the pillow beneath your head and pulls the blanket over you, and you’re tucked in the bed nicely.
There isn’t a single moment where he fails to make you feel loved and give you all kinds of princess treatment after intercourse, but you’re only lying to yourself if you say your heart isn’t breaking at the fact that he’ll be leaving any minute now.
Younghyun starts to tidy himself up as you watch him, the fitted fabric of his dark blue jeans wrapped around his thighs—something that entices you like crazy—it makes you want to get down on your knees right then and there to beg him to stay, ever so desperately.
But you’ve got to knock some sense into your head—even when your heart screams otherwise.
“So you’re really leaving…,” you utter as you try to suppress the despair in your tone; saying whatever obvious to brush off the temptation.
“You know I don’t want to, baby… but duty calls,” he flashes you a smile, one so naturally charming that for a moment you forget whatever upsetting feeling you’re about to drown yourself into.
He has his long coat on and his bag slung over his shoulder now as he walks towards you, sitting at the edge of the bed.
“Get some more sleep, baby. I’ll call you, okay?”
Younghyun caresses your head, and you swear you’re dissolving under the fondness of his touch—moments like this is what makes it even more difficult for you to see him go.
He attaches his lips to yours for the nth time that hour, delicate yet deeper, telling you that it’s farewell.
“I love you.”
Those three words have never tugged so much on your heartstrings, and you hate it—particularly when you’re still learning to get used to his occasional absence.
This happens every time, and you can’t bring yourself to be familiar with it, at least not yet—though you’re aware that it’s the nature of his work, and that this kind of life is what you’d signed up for.
“I love you too,” you murmur softly in response with a smile regardless, the sweetest one you could give at that second; but only you know how much bitterness is hidden behind it from the fact that he’s going to be away again.
Younghyun leaves one final lingering kiss on your forehead before he stands, putting his cap back on.
At last he heads out of the room, shutting the door close—now only silence and an abundance of yearning fill the air.
Some short minutes have gone by, and your phone pings suddenly, snapping you out of your gloom.
You grab it immediately knowing that it has to be nobody else but Younghyun.
And it is, indeed, when you see his name pops up on the screen.
Younghyun: Miss you already. 😊
Younghyun: See you in 3 days ♡
Younghyun: I’ll make up for it soon. Promise.
Despite feeling sleepy again, his texts have you grinning widely like a fool—it’s the way he constantly knows how to win you over—you think it’s a charm he was born with, and it’s irresistible.
It dawns on you that Younghyun must’ve always felt racked with guilt—and that the separation, although momentary, is just as heavy on him as it is on you.
You both once endured being apart for months—so what, a few days are just going to pass by in a blink of an eye.
Burying your face in the pillow, the comforting scent of his cologne accompanies you, as well as the remembrance of him between your thighs he leaves you with—you fall back asleep with a mind relieved and a heart at ease.
It’s only a matter of time until the two of you reunite, and it’s the willing effort he shows that makes it all worthwhile.
And Younghyun always, always assures you of that.
