dizzy eyes try to focus on the dirty bathroom tiles beneath them. always gets so anxious before things like this, things where rory has to talk about themselves, what inspires their art, things that feel a little too personal to share with strangers. it’s an hour or two before they’re supposed to go on and they’re feeling a little sick from the alcohol that they’ve quickly consumed. they’re all too aware that eren’s behind them while they’re clutching the toilet seat and retching, not too anxious to be embarrassed about it. ‘ sorry.. ’ they breathe, clammy hands pushing messy curls back while their head is spinning. ‘ you .. you don’t have to be here you know ? ’ manages to get it out before vomiting into the disgusting toilet in front of them, shame burning into their cheeks. ‘ sorry..’ voice is quiet as they bury their head in their hands. / @yourfool .
