My mom's funeral was yesterday. I don't know how to cope with her being gone, I guess that's why I'm not crying like any normal person. My heart is at peace, because I know she's in Heaven. But I feel the urge to cut is getting stronger. I can't break my sobriety though, because I stopped for God, not for myself. If I didn't have him in my life, I would've been dead. I won't let Satan tempt me into some stupid crap that I know won't help me. I can't do it again. I haven't relapsed yet, & I won't relapse now. #staystrong💪stayweird🖖stayrockin🤘staypraying🙏JesusChrist✝️=☮️💟