ok ok ok don’t get too excited, but I finally got the juice to start working on the next part of Fanatic 🖤 most of you guys will be like ‘who cares’ but i know some of you have been waiting for this for a while! it’s been what, 2 months?? hope I’m not jinxing myself by saying this *knocks on wood* also not to hype myself too much but it’s kinda bomb 😳 maybe this is just my sick bias but I’ve really been wanting to write about...aftermath iykwim haha. reader all scared & shy & trying to avoid him but yk he’s not going to leave her alone :P
I also figured out the ending to it will come back!! it wouldn’t be shiggy if it didn’t get dangerous 😈 also gonna be nice to write some eyes-rolling-back-in-the-head fuckery so our favorite handsy creep can finally get his dick wet with his beloved little nursey <3
here are some other vague ideas, some based on requests, some not. as always no promises!!
BNHA—pillage & plunder with fantasy AU warlord Bakugo (and his gang of ruffians?? hmm...)
BNHA—Overhaul makes you work off your daddy’s gambling debts the extra hard way uwu...also I have SO many ideas for Overhaul 😷 after I finish iwcb my next multi-part fic will probably be with him
BNHA—various things with reader as an aspiring villain set in the same universe as Caught in the Act: reader getting quarantined with shiggy & dabi...dabi getting mad at you after you keep fucking up...incel shiggy jacking it to his adorable protégée without her knowledge (a galaxy brain request from a very good buddy!!!!)
BNHA—ABO with alpha Hawks and omega reader in an elevator...and uh-oh, it’s stuck! and you’re going into heat! oh no, whatever will you do??
Haikyuu—you get stuck in a hole in a wall, good thing your dutiful boyfriend Kuroo is there to help you out ;)
Haikyuu—gangbang with Tsukki, Bokuto, Akaashi, and Kuroo...a challenge bc I’ve never written a gangbang before!! will have to do some research 🧐
Haikyuu—your bf Atsumu does mean things when he’s jealous, like putting his hands up your skirt in public
KNY—Kokushibou decides to keep a shrine maiden as his cute little human pet 💜 actually already wrote pt. 1 but I’ll wait to post til I’m done with Fanatic
AxK—just some no good very bad yandere content with Dr. Midori...neglect play stuff...sensory deprivation stuff...icky icky
Gintama—something with Kamui. does this count as monsterfucking? very very rough...idk what exactly? some form of dastardly acts
thanks for the concern friends 💕💕 I’ve been preoccupied by things happening irl for the past few weeks, trying to educate myself, going to protests, etc.
also in case anyone else is confused, my stance is and always has been that Black lives matter and all cops are bastards. I’m not sure my porn blog is the right place to talk about this at length but if you’re a bootlicker, please smash that unfollow button and don’t let the door hit you on the way out. if you don’t already have a decently functioning moral compass you should not get anywhere near my writing...fr
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omg thank you & yes yes a million times yes!!! hope you don’t mind commitment issues and student loan debt 💝👯♀️
the line between not hawksfucker and hawksfucker is very thin and very blurry, beware.....lol and thank you!!
the video you recommended...like damn!!! that’s exactly the vibe I feel like fratty Hawks x reader from be a little bad would be like if they had a happy ending eventually (start at 1:39)!!!!! “I didn’t make you do this” “I’m not accusing you of anything” it’s that exact dynamic. imo Hawks might be a little less willing to make things official and reader would prob have a hard time being straightforward enough to ask tho...hmmm
I did get several requests for a part 2! I’m thinking it over atm. I will say tho that most of my reqs have very slow turnaround so if I write it, it might be a while
ooh I love getting recommendations! here’s what I like:
fanfic: I read stuff like what I write (smut, kink, yandere, villains). at some point I’m going to make a long post of fic recs of my own! I also read fluff and character x character ship fic so interests are pretty broad
TV: humor, crime shows like Bones, Criminal Minds, Psych, that kind of thing. nothing too dark or complicated, nothing that requires too much investment. same goes for anime
movies: pretty much everything! lately I’m really into Howl’s Moving Castle and Once Upon a Time in Hollywood
books: literary fiction. can I say I’m into dark academia if the only dark academia I’ve read is The Secret History? favorite books I’ve read semi-recently are TSH, All the Light We Cannot See, The Poisonwood Bible, and Discipline & Punish. currently reading Foucault’s History of Sexuality
music: idk man...all kinds of stuff. I listen based on vibe more than genre. all my spotify playlists are named things like “sunday” and “the power” and “[sparkle emoji]”. my artists on repeat are Hozier, The Weeknd, Kendrick, M.I.A., The Neighborhood (F I’m a basic bitch) but I’ll try anything once
jfc these two asks have given me so much hope 🥰😭💗 you know what? sooner or later I’m going to post Kamui x reader smut and it’s going to get 3 notes from the three of us liking it and that’s okay because I’ve thirsted over this man too long and too hard to go my entire life without reading over-indulgent reader-insert porn of him. yes the villain kink jumped out but DAMN!!! the man has ‘h*rny scumbag who lets his instincts rule him’ baked into both his DNA and his psyche, and I’m so here for it 😌
if you don’t know who Kamui is, do me a favor and watch gintama. yes there are like 400 episodes but it’s worth it. I will convert more bitches to the gintama thirst train if it costs me my life. Kamui was made to star in disrespectful breeding kink smut and this is a hill I will die on.
??? sure, if you can point me toward part 2 ????? lmao
I’m guessing you meant to ask for a pt 2 instead of pt 3? in which case, thanks for asking!! but tbh...for some reason I have a really hard time imagining what a pt 2 would look like, maybe because I wrote it 100% from Overhaul’s POV so it’s hard for me to define the reader’s feelings. I’m not saying it’ll never happen but 🤷♀️
HOWEVER if it’s Overhaul content in general you’re craving, you’re in luck!!! he’s a favorite of mine. legit he ticks so many of my boxes—villain kink? check. medical/scientist kink? check. yakuza kink? honey I’m weak. I’ll definitely be writing more for him in the future!
oh no! I checked it on my computer & on mobile and all of the links are working for me? are the links still broken for you guys?
anyway, here are the rules, here’s the short version of the request rules, and here is part 1 and part 2 of it will come back.
thank you to everyone who has sent kind words, everyone who replies to my writing, and everyone who posts thirst in the tags!!! I read that shit!!!! and it makes me fucking cry, I love you all
one more thing: several people have requested continuations to Sleepless, Sidekick, and Fanatic. on one hand, I’m so flattered that you guys want more!!! on the other hand, I actually already answered asks about pt. 2′s for those particular fics. before you request a continuation of anything, it’s probably a good idea to look up the name of the fic as a tag on my blog so you can check and see if anyone else had the same question 💖💖💖
One night in Gridania was enough for the shinobi. His mind was in turmoil and his injuries, while not completely healed, would not hinder traveling back to Shirogane via aetheryte. A mild case of vertigo maybe and a need to rest, but he’d manage. The others had already made their way back and it took much convincing for Lady Quillsong to do the same. In the end though, he wasn’t sure if she had listened or merely took a room at the inn. Still, his mind was set on traveling back to be by his master’s side and so he did.
As expected, aetheryte travel took a toll on his already weakened body and the first thing Katsuro managed as he materialized in familiar lands was to vomit bile by the side of the road. At least none were around to see him in this state and thus he slowly made his way to the estate and into the headquarters of Hagane-kai. His goal was to first aim for the bathroom to make himself more presentable but alas, luck had other ideas. The sliding door to the Chantry of Shadows - Hagane’s work office - opened and the man himself stepped out.
“[By the Kami, Katsuro! You look like you came back from the Seven Hells themselves. Come, you need to sit down.]”
Katsuro tried to protest but he soon had an arm wrapped around him for support and was led inside the Chantry. The familiar place and the sense of security he always had when entering this room soon made him realize how tired he really was. Thus he let himself be guided to a cushion and he gladly sat, trying his best to hide the fact he was injured, though his right hand went instinctively to his left side when a sharp pain flared through his body. Something, of course, that didn’t go unnoticed by his master.
“[Remove your coat and let me tend to that injury. It seems to have reopened.]” Came Ujitoshi’s concerned yet commanding voice as his ardent gaze was fixated on Katsuro’s hand, fingers sticky with the fresh blood seeping through the fabric of his shirt. Katsuro knew better than to argue with his lord and thus he let his heavy coat slide off his shoulders. All the while Uji went to his hidden room and into the cabinet to retrieve a fresh towel, bandages and medicinal ointment. The tall Raen then sat right by his shinobi, lifting the black shirt without warning, to reveal the bloody bandages over the stab wound Katsuro had received the day prior.
“[Your mind is in turmoil]” The Raen stated as he began to cut the soiled bandages with a small kaiken dagger. “[Otherwise I highly doubt you’d be injured so by mere ruffians. Katsuro… what happened?]”
Katsuro’s jaw clenched, his body tensed. Yet not a single word made it past his lips. His eyes averted from his master, looking at the floor, at anything, really. But Hagane knew him too well. He’d trained that man since he was still merely a boy, seen him grow and become the fearsome ‘weapon’ he was today. Thus Ujitoshi changed his question, listening to his own instinct. “[What has Lord Shodai asked of you?]” He kept his voice low, recomforting in a way. Yet Katsuro was still unable to speak; or unwilling. Raising a clawed hand, Hagane gently yet firmly grabbed Katsuro’s chin and turned his face towards him. “[Look at me. Lift your eyes, and look at me Katsuro. And tell me what he asked of you.]”
Katsuro finally did raise his crimson gaze to meet with his master’s. And the dept of his pain was such that even the Raen was taken aback. The mask had completely fallen, leaving nothing between Katsuro’s heart and the outside world.
“[Kita’s head… less my … ‘failures’ never be forgiven. I can’t.. I can’t choose between you and.. And… I can’t.]” The sting of tears at the corners of his eyes. A vulnerability he so seldom let others see. Even his master. But at that exact moment, Ujitoshi had made a decision. Letting his hand slide to the back of Katsuro’s head, he brought him closer in a silent acknowledgement of his pain. That’s all it took for the dam to break.
This was the ugly kind of sobbing, when there’s not enough air and the whole body is shaking violently, assailed by an invisible enemy. Thus the Raen kept the other man close - the only thing he could do, really - until the storm had passed.
“[I will speak with him. You should not be denied closure and I will make certain it stays that way. I’m sorry for placing you in such a precarious position, especially since the loss of your beloved is still so fresh. But for now, you need rest. I will send Thanos in your stead until you’ve recovered.]”
The Raen didn’t push Katsuro away nor did he hold onto him. He simply waited for his shinobi to regain control and push away of his own volition. Obviously, the shame of having utterly broken down in front of his master tainted Katsuro’s cheek a nice shade of pink, paired with his reddened eyes, both from tears and fatigue; really, he was a mess.
“[Let me finish what I started then you can get some rest. And that’s not merely a suggestion…]” Ujitoshi went back to the task of cleaning the other’s wound and bandaging it. “[There. All done. But… I’ll go see Hyeon and ask him to go by your place later on. And that also is not a suggestion.]”
Twice Katsuro had opened his mouth to speak but refrained in doing so. He knew his master was right… he needed rest. And Hyeon’s healing magick would make his recovery all the faster. “[Thank you.]” Is thus all he managed to say. But it was heartfelt and it meant so much more than those two simple words.
***
Later on that same day, Ujitoshi would come knocking at the door of Dr. Caius, one bleeding finger wrapped in loose bandages. As he delicately removed it for the Garlean doctor to see the extent of the injury, the latter had to raise an eyebrow in silent questioning.
“[Shinu yubi… no, iki yubi? For whom?]” The doctor eventually asked as he began the task of disinfecting, numbing and stitching the wound.
“[Katsuro.]” Came the short reply from the Raen.
“[I’m surprised. He’s not the type to make such mistakes as to warrant that kind of punishment. Granted… he has a lot on his mind lately. Does he know?]”
Hagane sighed softly and shook his head. “[Not yet. I want him to rest and not worry about what’s already done. Besides, the fault is mine. Katsuro may have withheld information from Lord Shodai but I did as well, by never mentioning in details the threat we were facing. A threat, you and I both know, that has been far bigger than anticipated. This gesture.]” He pointed at his left hand of which the distal phalanx was missing. “[Served to prove our loyalty and sincerity in working with Tora-kai. Lord Shodai is a man fast to anger but he’s not impossible to reason with. But I recon both he and us will have to adapt. He has his ways of doing things and we have our own.]”
“[I see… whatever happens, you know we’ll have your back, Uji. All done by the way. It’ll obviously hurt for a few days and, knowing you, you won’t want any medicine for the pain.]” Caius replied matter of factly, yet not without a smile.
Ujitoshi had to chuckle a bit at that. “[You know me too well, doctor. And thank you. I know I can count on my lieutenants and trust you all with my very life. Ah! Before I forget… would I impose too much on you in asking you to be our liaison with Tora-kai until Katsuro had time to rest and heal properly?]”
The doctor seemed to ponder for a few seconds. “[I happen to know you still have a bottle of that red we both love so much… invite me for a cup, or two, over dinner and I’ll agree to make room in my busy schedule for your request.]”
“[You rascal!]” The Raen busted out laughing. “[Agreed! But I get to choose what we eat.]”
“[Then we have ourselves a deal.]”
Yubitsume is the Yakuza ritual of chopping off part of one’s pinky finger as either punishment or an apology. The reason this is done is amputation of the little finger makes a proper grip on a samurai sword impossible, weakening him in battle and forcing the person to be more reliant on his boss for protection.
Photo : TWPhoto / Corbis via theguardian.com
New Battles Without Honor and Humanity - единственный фильм, где герой Бунта Сугавары, Makio Miyoshi, сделал все верно. И не подставился, и не проиграл
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В итоге приносить извинения все равно пришлось бы М-21, у него же ускоренная регенерация, ну и палец пришить можно если что
