WE ALL GOTTA WRITE BIRTHDAY MESSAGES SO HERE IS MINE TO YOU OK -- literally i don’t wanna get too sappy bc i always do anyway bc that’s just me and things but i have to write something because you know... IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THAT IS A SPECIAL DAY OBVIOUSLY............. so here we go a hem vdfbhfhbfhb;
literally pam is like.......... someone who idk we just met and it was instantly like having the same interest when it came to owari no seraph, despite us having met way before that i know we properly connected when we began writing as yuichiro and mikaela. honestly i was in love with your writing as him and i was just... who else can do this? like you understand yuichiro so well and i am just baffled honestly.... i was just.. uwahh with it all. i felt i had to pick up my pace and when it just became a natural thing that we were partners with it, i felt really blessed again for that because it’s like not often that it happens. due to past experences my trust in that sort of thing disappeared, but you helped regain that trust and over time you brought back a lot of other things too. literally i am a lot stronger now that you have given me confidence in a lot of things, and especially recently with everything that has happened, you’re the one friend who has just given up your time to call me everyday and i’m just??? honesty DO I DESERVE THIS....... you’re so passionate, kind and bubbly and confident and you make people laugh and smile in general overall. but the one thing that stands out the most is how loyal you are as a friend, and that you are willing to do so much for people and you care and really that’s amazing. i honestly admire you with these traits and of course respect them too. you’re someone who people should be very proud to know and be friends with like,, it’s hard to explain but yeah.
thank you for being there for me, honestly that’s the main thank you i want to give to you because my god it means so much and i honestly don’t know where i’d be right now. you’ve stuck with me in my darkest times and i could be feeling complete shit but as soon as we have our calls i feel better almost immediately. you’re someone i feel completely myself around and 100% comfortable around and that’’s great bc i can’t always be lively and loud and sometimes i like sitting in silence, and you’re the type to just roll w/ that and be there despite that and it means so much! thank you for being amazing pam, and for being a best friend to me. after my trust went completely, you helped me with many things and you still continue to help and be there for me, and it just sounds so inadequate in words typed but i literally am so thankful everyday. you make me laugh and i can literally talk to you about anything. you’ve made my experiences and times online w/ role playing and other things so much better and worth it. if it wasn’t for you, i don’t think i’d still be here. so thank you pam, i’m glad to always be giving to you bc literally you were there when i felt most lonely with what’s been going on -- i can’t thank you enough. so just have this message and i hope you have a wonderful birthday because you deserve that. i’ll also probs make a voice thing or another message tomorrow idk but just have this as soon as u turn 16. i hope you have the best birthday ever.
