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I DID IT!!!!
after spending 40 million years trying to make this fic, i finally posted it 🥹 its 54 pages long and 22,765 words and full of blood, sweat, tears, coffee, and drugs (saline and tylenol)
Trigger warning: Eating disorders and ED-related body dysmorphia, DEAD DOVE (DO NOT EAT)
Author's note: This was heavily inspired by multiple things: K-pop Demon Hunters (strong loser Jinu-core energy in this one tbh), Kiro's route from Mr Love: Queen's Choice, as well as a few IRL celebrities and pop-stars. (Bonus points to anyone who spots the two direct references in this work. Hint: one is a man, the other is a woman.)
This time, I decided to write something purely self-indulgent just for myself, and I had a lot of fun writing it. No small thanks to my beloved mutuals, especially @starrychronicler who got me so excited that I actually drew the cover visual for this fic as well.
As always, reblogs and comments are preferred to likes. Don't forget to stan idol!Scaramouche while you're at it! He loves all of his fans. ✦
Pairing - Baekhyun x fem reader -> exes to lovers | Genre - Angst, fluff | warnings - none | taglist - @twancingyunhoe @trashlord-007 @tiddy-boys | synopsis - when Baekhyun and you broke things off a year ago, it felt alright, but you came to the painful realization that nobody could ever replace him or love you like he did | word count - 2.1k | thanks to @tiddy-boys for beta-reading ♡
It's days like these, rain hitting the window in harsh taps and angry wind blowing, when the nostalgia hits the hardest. After all, you were always one to dwell on the past. It's just what you do.
Every day felt the same after the two of you broke things off. You don't even remember why exactly you even ended it in the first place. The pain still sits deep, coming to haunt you when you least expect it.
Rainy days like those just trigger the nostalgia, the memories and bygone feelings.
It's 12pm when you check your phone, yet you're still laying in bed. The lack of motivation due to this sudden wave of sadness is something you're not experiencing for the first time.
And it's killing you slowly. These feelings are eating you up from the inside out.
Without even realizing, tears are running down your cheeks in even, salty streams.
"Why am I even crying…" You mumble and lift your arm to cover your face, trying to make it stop. "God, I'm so pathetic"
You try to manage to stop your tears, wrist harshly rubbing your eyes. After a minute or so, you succeed in stopping them.
instead pick up your phone, unlocking it and opening Instagram.
One peek won't hurt, right…?
His name at the top of your searches seems to be mocking you as you hover your finger above it. Should you really do it? What if he found someone new and his profile is filled with couple pictures? Or what if he feels nothing and is glad to be alone? What if, what if, what if…
"Fuck it" you hiss and tap on his username, his profile popping up after a brief second of loading the page.
He… hasn't posted anything for a few months, his last post being from October last year.
Oh for fucks sake… is this a good sign or not? It could mean he's been seeing someone new, but it could also mean he's just been living his life like usual.
So many possibilities, yet no resolution seems to be in sight.
"This is so annoying, oh my gooood" You groan and smack your head into your pillow, laying sprawled out like a star with an annoyed pout on your face.
"It's been a god damn year," You grumble, "why do I still feel like this?"
The sound of your fist hitting the mattress of your bed is dull, not the way you wanted it to sound. "I hate this, UGHH" The frustration in your voice is for sure loud and clear, accentuated well by the 'ugh'.
This whole situation is stressing you out. "I need a shower.." You mumble, absent-minded, as you fling the covers back and swing your legs over the edge of your bed.
—
Despite the gloomy weather, you decided to take a walk outside. The rain still hasn't let up, droplets of it occasionally hitting your face.
"Why is it so cold today? It's already spring…" You mumble quietly to yourself, eyes strictly trained on the path in front of your feet and head held low.
You're so lost in your thoughts, you don't see the person headed your way.
And apparently, the person doesn't seem to notice you as well. So your shoulders collide and you stumble, umbrella falling out of your hand and fast quick steps to regain your balance.
"I'm so sorry! Are you al-" The man rushes to apologize, but his words get stuck in his throat as he takes in who he just, quite literally, stumbled into.
Rain has hit you mercilessly, soaking you from head to toe within seconds as you stand there, paralyzed. "Baek…Baekhyun?"
His eyes are wide and mouth slightly open in shock as he doesn't know what to say or do.
He hasn't seen or talked to you in at least nine or ten months for sure. What is he even supposed to say? "Yeah… it's- it's surely been a while" he dumbly answers. "Ah! Your umbrella!" Baekhyun rushes to pick it up and hold it over your figure.
But the damage is already done.
You're shivering, dripping with water but still you've a tiny smile on your lips at the sight of him.
You delicately take hold of the handle, fingers gently enclosing around the man's hand.
He doesn't move to let go, just standing there and staring into your eyes. "I-"
You cut him off by mistake with a sneeze, the cold creeping in deep. It feels like your bones might freeze, grasp around both Baekhyun's hand and the handle of your umbrella tightening, muscles contracting to desperately stay warm. "S-Sorry for interrupting you" You say, teeth clattering and eyes averting.
"No no don't worry about it!" He insists, "but we should get you home, your hand is cold as ice, Y/N"
"Ah… you're right" You nod and he flashes you a warm smile.
"Do you still live in the same apartment or did you move?" Baekhyun asks, back to being concerned about your wellbeing now.
"I- I still live in the same place" You reply, your free hand holding onto your jacket for warmth, but in vain.
"That's too far away, my place is way closer" He objects and gently pulls you along, "come on, let's get you freshened up before you really get sick"
You only manage an awkward nod and let him lead you along, a surprisingly pleasant silence engulfing you two.
—
Baekhyun unlocks the door to his apartment and firstly puts both of your umbrellas away, taking off his wet shoes in the process and you follow along.
"Come on, I'll show you the bathroom" He says and you tag after him.
He opens the door, turns on the light and quickly pulls out two towels for you. "You can just use my shampoo, I don't have anything suitable here for you, sor-"
"Thank you" you break his rambling. "You wouldn't need to do this, so thank you"
Baekhyun smiles softly, although his eyes tell a different story. "I'll bring you some clothes in a bit, okay?"
"Mhm" you nod and give him a curt bow before he leaves the room, shutting the door behind him.
You waste no time in stepping out of your soaked clothes and into the shower.
You set the water to a nice warm temperature and rinse off the cold first, feeling relieved.
Then there's a knock. "Hey Y/N, I'm putting some clothes on top of the washing machine for you now" he announces before opening the door, doing as he said and then leaving just as quickly as he came.
"Still the considerate guy he always was…" You mumble with a sad smile, old memories coming back to haunt your mind with sweet images of the two of you. Him always knocking before he'd enter a room you would be in to announce himself.
You loved that about him, he was always mindful of others and you're happy to see it hasn't changed at all.
—
You finished quickly and put on the clothes he gave you. Some boxers and a way too big on you, black shirt. You dried your hair as best as you could with the towel he gave you and made sure you don't look like a lion by patting down your hair a bit.
"Baekhyun?" You timidly call out after opening the door a bit.
"Yeah?" He replies and you hear his footsteps approach. "What is it?"
"Uhm- Where to put my wet clothes?" You ask.
"Oh- Hold on, I'll put them in the washing machine" He says with big eyes and opens the machine for you to put them in. "I'll dry them after they're washed so you can change back, alright?"
You nod quickly and thank him quietly. He opens the machine and you put your clothes inside, him doing the rest.
"So, uh-"
"Do you want some water?" He quickly asks, ears flaring red as he avoids your eyes.
"Sure" you squeak back and follow him into the kitchen. He gets a glass out of a cupboard and fills it with water before handing it to you.
You nip at the liquid as Baekhyun leans against the countertop adjacent to you, eyes taking in your figure.
He missed seeing you in his clothes, you always looked so good in them. He just missed you in general.
The reason why the two of you broke up a year ago?
Baekhyun remembers it all too well.
It was a work related thing actually. The two of you worked in different shifts and barely saw each other, yet alone had time for any couple stuff.
Free days? Spent alone or arguing about never seeing each other.
And at one point you had said to just break up. In that moment Baekhyun felt like he was hit by lightning, body stiff and eyes wide. He couldn't believe what he heard. Baekhyun felt anxiety cursing through his veins as his brain processed your words.
You had told him that you wouldn't hate him, but that your situation at that time just didn't allow any dating. The two of you never had hard feelings about the outcome, but it was hard to suddenly go back to being alone.
And now you're here, in his apartment, wearing his clothes and smelling just like him. He can't believe this is happening.
"Uhm, so" You speak up after setting the glass down on the other counter behind you. Your hands come up to grab the surface besides your waist and you avoid the man's eyes.
"Yes?" Baekhyun can't help the hopeful hint in his voice as he urges you to continue your thoughts.
"How has life been for you?"
A chuckle escaped his lips at your question, shoulders jumping up and down in the process before he answered. "It's been rather boring but nice, if you get what I mean? I found a different job and work from home now"
You nod quietly, "I've also found a new job and my shifts are less hectic"
"Have you… found someone new?"
You halt at his inquiry, gears in your mind temporarily stopping and he seems to take the lacking answer the wrong way. A frown pulls at his normally friendly and soft expression, making him look grumpy and bothered. "I see"
"No, no! I- I haven't found anyone!" You quickly say, "I just… I couldn't move on"
His expression changes to a sad smile, although he's kind of glad you're still somehow his. "Me neither"
You scoff lightly, a cheeky smirk suddenly on your face. "No wonder, nobody could put up with your annoying ass anyway"
"Hey!" He exclaims in shock.
"I'm joking, I'm joking!" You insist, holding your stomach and laughing. "You're bearable most of the time"
"That doesn't make it any better!" Baekhyun whines and you laugh out loud, hand flying up to cover your mouth.
"Still the cocky little girl you've always been" He fires back and you snort.
"Like you're one to talk" You roll your eyes at him and he exhales through his nose.
His hands grab you by the collar of his shirt you're wearing and unexpectedly pull you into him. You squeal, hands shooting up to brace against his broad chest and you look up to be met by his cocky smile. "You never knew when to stop, no change at all there" he playfully nags.
"Shut up" You weakly fight back.
Baekhyun chuckles and you feel the rumble drumming against the palms of your hands. "How come you haven't moved on?"
You lower your head, hands fumbling with his shirt. "Well… I came to the conclusion that just nobody could replace you. Nobody could love me like you did…" You mumble against his chest and Baekhyun feels a smile creeping up on his face.
"I felt the same" He whispers back and his arms move to pull you into him more by your waist.
After hearing that, you look back up at him with big eyes. "Really?"
He nods and flashes you a bright smile. "Even though we fought a lot and barely had time for each other, I never stopped loving you"
"Shut up" You almost whimper and move your hands to pull him closer by the back of his neck, lips meeting in the middle.
Baekhyun's eyes almost fell out of their sockets before he came to his senses.
One of his hands found its place on the back of your head as he moved his lips against yours with fervor. He greedily breathes you in, not wanting this to end as moves his mouth against yours.
You shiver when his tongue meets yours and that's when you draw the line… for now.
He chases after you for a second and you chuckle, dazed eyes meeting yours. "Slow down tiger" you say and peck the corner of his mouth.
"Okay, okay" He smiles and pulls you in for a hug, "will you let me love you again?"
Diavolo, of course, wants everyone’s approval. A marriage between him and Lucifer would be a merging of their families, and even though Diavolo doesn’t have much of a family left... Lucifer has a big one.
So Diavolo asks every single one of them. Some, like Beel, Levi, and Asmo, are easy. Others are a bit more difficult.
Mammon agrees, but only after he puts Diavolo to the test. (How can you expect to keep up with Lucifer if you can’t keep up with the Great Mammon!) Mammon essentially drags him on a heist. It’s the most chaotic day of Diavolo’s life (which is saying something), but neither one of them get caught, and he passes with flying colors.
Satan is a bit trickier. Normally he would claim that he didn’t care (and in a way he truly doesn’t. Lucifer is free to date/marry whoever he wishes), but the opportunity to mess with both Lucifer and Diavolo is too good to pass up. He also puts Diavolo to the test. (You’re very bold, but how do I know that you’re telling the truth? Declare your feelings for him at RAD’s next assembly, and don’t hold anything back). And much to Lucifer’s eventual dismay, he does exactly that. That assembly is one that goes down in history, and videos of Diavolo calling Lucifer “his precious little peacock” take over the internet. Satan, of course, gives him his approval, along with the recording that he took of the entire thing. Diavolo saves it on his phone. (Satan got an excellent angle of Lucifer’s blushing face!)
Belphie is the hardest, event though he never gave Diavolo a massive task. The two of them sit down, and Diavolo tries to have a heart to heart with him. But Belphegor hasn’t changed, and refuses to listen. And in anger, Diavolo shouts his true intentions. (“I’m trying to ask you for your permission to marry Lucifer!”). The conversation comes to a hault. Belphegor is surprised that he was even considered. (“But why should that come as a surprise? You’re a part of his family”). Belphegor then asks him why he wants to marry Lucifer in the first place, and Diavolo answers with a passion and earnestness that only he is capable of. And surprisingly enough, Belphegor relents. (“I don’t like you at all. And that’s never going to change. But you really love Lucifer I guess, so you can marry him if you want”). Diavolo pulls him in for a hug, and Belphegor angrily shoves him away. But Diavolo doesn’t care, he almost has everyone’s approval.
There’s only one person left.
Simeon is perhaps an interesting choice, but he is (or was) a part of Lucifer’s family as well. Outside of Lucifer’s brothers, he is the only one who knew Lucifer before the fall. This is the closest that Diavolo can get to asking for a father’s permission. It’s also the most terrified he’s ever been. With the others, he knew what to expect, and he knew that he would eventually be able to win them over, no matter what. But with Simeon...
He doesn’t know what Simeon is going to do, or if Simeon will ever agree to it. Yet for Lucifer, he is going to try. And he’s never going to give up, no matter what.
~ s8ncake 💚🎂
Look I got carried away with this, but it just got me going and I couldn’t stop. This is almost 2k words of wedding/married life/ and kids rambles. I’m so sorry. (Also I don’t know-how adoption works so I just made something up instead of researching it so I’m sorry)
Mammon also reminds Diavolo to get used to it and he is more than welcome to join him the next time Mammon does it. Honestly it bonding time and more time to learning about Mammon and Diavolo loves and adore every minute of it.
Levi was weary of why Diavolo wanted to meet with him. Diavolo tried to start the conversation with Anime but failed miserably. Then Diavolo just gets to the point and Levi is surprised, “Why do you want my permission?” But Levi says yes, and he will get Diavolo all caught up on Anime soon.
Diavolo knew Satan was giving him this task to embarrass Lucifer but Diavolo made it a reason to remind Lucifer how much Diavolo needs him. Both as a student council member, as his right-hand man, and as his partner. Diavolo poured his heart into that speech and even had his heart on his sleeve. In private Lucifer would call him a sap and pull him in a breath-taking kiss. He watches the video of Lucifer’s reaction in secret, but he cherishes it.
Asmodeus is so excited! Immediately tries to start planning the wedding then and there and Diavolo loves the enthusiasm but reminds Asmodeus that Lucifer hasn’t said yes and it’s a secret. Asmodeus swears he won’t tell a soul but wants to be apart of the wedding plan. Already listing possible venues, colors, and flowers.
Beelz was easy, asking him over dinner. Beelz was surprised but not too much. Nods his head and definitely says dessert is needed to celebrate and Diavolo can’t seem to disagree.
Simeon is surprised but really impressed that Diavolo would think to ask him. Goes as far as asking Diavolo if he wants to ask Lucifer’s father or even Michael and Diavolo stutters. Finally landing on, “I would love to but, I don’t think that has what’s best for Lucifer in mind,” Simeon laughs at how hard Diavolo seems to be thinking over this. And gives Diavolo his blessing with no strings attached.
When it comes to asking Lucifer to marry him, Diavolo is at a loss. While Diavolo wants to do it in public and then scream it to the world, he knows Lucifer would want it in private and more intimate. So, Diavolo pretended to have an emergency meeting. When Lucifer came Barbatos had just finished setting up for tea and there were Lucifer’s favorite sweets and pastries. Diavolo tries not to be sappy but he loves the blush on Lucifer’s face and how he squirms in his chair when he gave praise but Diavolo ends the speech asking Lucifer to marry him. Diavolo's gold eyes are bright with hope as red eyes meet his. “Such a sap,” Lucifer would kiss Diavolo’s temple before pulling him in a gentle kiss. “That doesn’t answer the question at hand here,” “Of course I will”
Then comes the wedding planning and Lucifer is more stressed than Diavolo ever imagined. Lucifer doesn’t know what to do about best man. He couldn’t possibly have all his brothers so how does he pick. Thankful the brothers come to him saying to just pick two of them. Lucifer ends up picking Mammon and Satan. Both are more than surprised, Mammon recovers the quickest, “Of course you want the Great Mammon!” The only thing Lucifer requests is to leave any jokes/pranks to the reception.
Lucifer swallows his pride and eventually goes to Simeon and ask him if he would be interested in handing him off to Diavolo. That there is no pressure, but he thought he’d ask. Simeon would laugh and say this is the second time he been surprised by the couple. “What was the first”
“Diavolo asked me your hand in marriage,” Lucifer short circuits for a moment, “I’m pretty sure he asked all your brothers too,” Lucifer isn’t emotional about it or that’s what he tells himself at least.
Levi claimed to want to be the DJ, Beel wanted to be in charge of food and dragged Belphie to help him, Asmo ended up being the second wedding planner, working alongside the royal wedding planner. Mammon and Satan claimed to have Best Man duties. In some ways, the planning was going a lot smoother than Lucifer thought.
The wedding was at the Castle and more or less a public event. Diavolo promises a smaller one for just close friends later, but Lucifer says the big one will be enough. The exchange rings, Lucifer had picked a white gold ring, something that contrasted with Diavolo’s yellow gold. There was a single blue sapphire in the ring and engraved with My Beloved. Diavolo had picked a simple gold ring with a ruby that was set in the ring, with My Forever engraved on the inside. While Lucifer wore the ring during the wedding and the reception Diavolo had a final gift beside himself to give to Lucifer and that was a matching gold chain, so Lucifer could wear the ring around his neck rather than wear it. Day to Day basis Lucifer does wear the ring on the chain, but for any events, Lucifer wears the ring proudly on his finger.
While they are married, Lucifer still prefers his office in the House of Lamination, “If I were to stay, neither of us would get any work done,” He just required to be back before dinner and any work he needs to continue is done in the castle. Then Diavolo is started to be pulled in the brother’s/ family’s shenanigans. The first time he stayed over at The House of Lamination after being married to Lucifer was different. Instead of everyone being stiff and on best behavior, they were normal, or at least what Diavolo thinks would be more normal. Levi comes in late, mumbling about being tired, and “Beel did you eat my breakfast again!?” Beel was stuffing his face, but occasionally checking to make sure Belphie ate something before class. Mammon and Asmo already arguing who is better looking Diavolo tells them “The answer is obvious, it’s Lucifer” which has Lucifer blushing and both of the brothers arguing and dragging Diavolo in it with them. Satan just ate breakfast and watched in amusement occasionally throwing fuel into the fire to watch it all unfold. Lucifer just pinched the bridge of his nose and drank his coffee. “I don’t know why you are encouraging them,”
Diavolo is ecstatic the first time Satan and Belphie come to him and ask to help them prank Lucifer. “He thinks he is safe in the Castle,” Diavolo is all for it and now they come to him occasionally to help with a prank and Diavolo loves every moment of it. No matter what the punishment from his husband will be.
Levi kept true to his word and got Diavolo into a few anime shows. Some went over his head but others he really appreciated and understood why Levi liked it so much. And sometimes it turned into a marathon with the other brothers. Diavolo loved it, it finally felt like they all were a family.
Mammon even offered to take Diavolo on other adventures and heist and while Diavolo is always hesitant. He can’t truly say no unless he is busy. The lecture they both get from Lucifer is worth the shit-eating grins and laughs they shared to get there.
They talked about kids before, Diavolo for sure wanted them and Lucifer had always been on the fence. After three years of being married Lucifer brings up kids and Diavolo is over the moon with his excitement. Diavolo definitely asked what made Lucifer decide he wanted kids. Cue a very blushy Lucifer as he mumbles about seeing Diavolo with Simeon’s and Barbaros’ baby they had just adopted.
Diavolo sets everything up as soon as he could. They had decided they would want an infant/ young toddler. As they were led to the infant area, Diavolo turned to look at his husband and saw him a few paces behind them. Worried Lucifer had gotten cold feet, Diavolo walked over to him to reassure him they didn’t need to decide today. The words died in his throat when he saw Lucifer was watching two young boys, most likely twins, and a little girl.
In short, the boys were twins Darius and Lucas, and the little girl Lily. “We couldn’t possibly separate them, they are family,” Lucifer was serious as he watched over the children. And that’s how they ended up adopting three kids instead of just one.
Parenting was tough for both of them. Good Cop/Bad Cop was definitely a thing in the house and Lucifer always ended up being the bad cop. But Lily seemed to make a bond with Lucifer. To the point, most times it took Lucifer coming home/coming to her to get her to stop crying. Diavolo has countless pictures of Lucifer falling asleep on the couch with her laying on his chest fast asleep. Diavolo on the other hand was usually the good cop and the twins definitely tried to use that to their advantage. But neither would change it for the world, the castle was so much more alive. It was never as loud and lively when Diavolo was a kid. The twins had prince/royal lessons that they hated with a passion. They rather play as princes than study to be one. They would fuss about Lily not having to it, “She will start when she is older,” The uncles were definitely the twin’s favorite adults, both seemed to idolize Mammon, much to Lucifer’s dismays. Even Lily seemed to have a soft spot for Lucifer, “Much like her father,” “Shut it”
But at the end of the day, they had a huge happy family, something Diavolo was proud to show off. Especially with Lucifer by his side.
I’m going to cut myself off here. I could continue but I feel like I’ve added way too much and going off-topic.
I’m going to re-post all of my Feliciazura fic commission purchases that I cannot get access to anymore on this account (and WILL credit the writer)
I know this post is probably not gonna be liked by a few who come across it, but I have to speak about this.
Back then, I use to work with this Fire Emblem fanfic writer, named “Yuki Writes”. Back then, I use to purchase from her quite a lot. I remember spending around $12 to $24 for each fic (the reason for the price increase was due to her raising them). Cut to fall of 2018. I won’t get into the specifics, but we had a small falling out. I take responsibility and blame for what happened, and to this day am still sincerely sorry. After we patched things up, I made another purchase towards the end of that year from Yukiwrites. Usually when working with her, sometimes I would request changes to some little things in the fics by sending her extra ko-fis (money). I was initially supposed to send her the details and ko-fi at the beginning of 2019, but got very busy the first couple of months that year with many personal things. I was also working on a project based off of one of my commissions from her that I accidentally neglected to inform her about (to this day, I’m sincerely sorry about that). Cut to April, I tried messaging Yuki to update her on things, as well as hoping to work with her as well. To my complete surprise though, I discovered that I couldn’t message her anymore, or view her posts. I then went to her twitter and tried messaging her, only to find out that I was blocked.
I was completely hurt and devastated that somebody who I genuinely did enjoy working with, blocked me without no explanation at all. I sincerely do not know what happened or what I could’ve done to make her do that. I thought back at the end of 2018 all was alright between her and I, and that there were no hard feelings. Despite being hurt and wanting answers, as well as trying to message people associated with her to work things out (that was a very dumb idea on my end), I decided to let it go completely and move on. Cut to this year, 2020. After avoiding the fics for so long (mostly because I didn’t want to read a fic from someone who doesn’t like me), I decided to read one. That’s when I discovered that I no longer had ANY access to any of them, despite being tagged and having them reblogged on my tumblr. Yukiwrites knows that I cannot see them, which I believe is completely unfair and not professional to do to a customer. As I mentioned before, I spent around $12-$24 for each fic. In total, I must’ve spent around $350 total for every written commission piece put together. To not be able or allowed to read my fics that I SPENT MONEY ON is completely unfair and not right at all. Absolutely no fanfic writer should EVER do that to a customer, even if they DO NOT work with them anymore.
Thankfully, one of my good friends managed to get all of the fics back for me. Even though I now have them back, I would still like to share these fics with others, especially my friends on here who like the feliciazura ship. That’s why I’ve decided to upload them onto here for everyone to see (and because I spent a lot of money on each of these). I WILL NOT CHANGE anything that was written for these fics (I may fix typos, and probably add a small scene in one or two of them, but that’s it). And of course, I will still give Yuki credit for each of these by mentioning her tumblr (can’t tag her due to being blocked), as well as mentioning her twitter too. I don’t hold any grudge towards Yukiwrites, even if what she did is unprofessional and unfair. If you end up liking these fics or want to commission an FE fanfic writer, shoot her a message because she is a pretty good writer in my opinion.
If Yukiwrites ever does come across this post, or hears about these re-posts, and wants them taken down, I’m willing to talk it out with her and if we come to an agreement on something, I will take these down immediately. Please know that I’m not looking for an apology from her. I would just like to genuinely know what I did in 2019 that made her block me all of a sudden so that I could also apologize to her if it was something bad.
With all this being explained and out of the way, expect the feliciazura fics (aka the Clumsy Series), to be posted within a few days.
-arod7293
Blue Angel is all about blues and whites and pinks and purples. The first two are expected, simply because of the name Aoi picked out. The last two are just supposed to look cute. Because hearts can be pink and flowers can be purple and that just made Blue Angel look all the more cute. More innocent.
Not at all like she is a duelist to be reckoned with.
When someone thinks of Blue Angel, the first thing they would think of would be the blue of her dress and the white of her wings. And then the other colors as well, because they’re cute and she’s cute and that’s why she’s called the idol of VRAINS.
Rarely do they think of green, but it’s part of her as well. On her right cheek, in fact, where it sits in the form of a lovely little clover. A four-leaf clover, for good luck.
And good luck it has brought her, for Blue Angel has never lost a single duel since she started in LINK VRAINS. But then comes Playmaker, and her record is stained with that single loss, and from that a part of her life disappears with her into the void of her mind.
But Playmaker’s the one who defies fate, who defies any and all possibilities of his loss, and Blue Angel was determined to have her revenge against him. Even if the four-leaf clover brings luck, it would always be skill that clinches the win. And she would win the second time. She would, she definitely would.
Those are all plans of the future, after the threat of the Knights of Hanoi are dealt with. After she, Go Onizuka, and Playmaker save LINK VRAINS. And they would, because failure is not an option when their lives are on the line.
So she fights and wins, with her armor being the blues and whites and pinks and purples of her cute little outfit. Wins with the little green charm on her cheek that’s supposed to bring luck. Wins against the ones who hurt her so, and who hurt others along with them. Because she’s an idol and can’t let her fans get hurt, and she’s also a duelist who wants to protect the game that gave her what she desired.
Her dueling record is stained from her loss to Playmaker, but that would be the only stain she will allow herself to have.