#zadr angst

[zimanddibromance]

I completely forgot to post something for February so expect double or triple posting this month. February was a rouughhhh month for me guys sorry

[simping-invader]

PART 3~

So not going to lie there's probably a lot of inconsistency throughout the story just because I'm writing each part on a different day and I don't really read through the last part to remember the details I put in so some things are shoehorned in ignore those <3

ANYWAY

Onto part 3

Zims Pov:

Dib's actions make my head spin. does he know what he's doing to me? not to mention how he won't give me my own shirt back! And to make it worse he even has my pac! most confusingly why is he insisting to 'hang out' as he put it.  "You still haven't explained why you think you can just 'hang' around my base, Dib-stink" I huff, having to almost speed walk to keep up with him." Because I'm bored." dib only briefly looks back at me when he speaks, thankfully so. my mind won't get out of the gutter. "How is that my problem, go find some humans to bother. I have much better things to do!"

 hopefully we get to my base soon...these 'swim shorts' are clinging to my skin and driving me mad.  not to mention if Dib keeps being so...Whatever he is! I'll have a... bigger problem other than my antenna.  It's not helping that Dibs shorts are also clinging to his skin, and that on its own is making me feel all sorts of ways. Dib laughs a bit, snaping me out of my filthy thoughts. "Better things like what Zim? it's been years since you've done anything. you're just locked up in your base all the time doing nothing." How DARE this stupid human claim to know what I! ZIM have been doing! " I'll have you know I'm simply waiting for my tallest! soon enough I'll bet off this blasted rock and your EaRtH will be part of the great Irken empire!" I yell, much to my Suprise Dib stops in his track. good. maybe that stupid human is going to beg for Zim's forgiveness.

dibs pov:

Zim's confident proclamation catches me by surprise... there's no way he really believes they're still coming. i turn around, expecting to see some look of sarcasm, but instead Zim's body language actually matches his voice for once. Then smaller alien was glaring at me, his antenna Stright back, and looking sharp enough to stab me if he wanted to. I feel my face Morph from amusement to pity and shock. "You... Zim you actually think they're coming back?" Zims anger only seems to grow from my question, his glare now shooting daggers at me. " OF COURSE, THEY ARE" he yells at me, a real yell, for the first time in years. " My tallest are simply preparing the armada!" I take a step towards him "Zim...I've heard them... On my radio... they're not coming." Zim looks like he's ready to attack me as I get closer to him...Luckly, I have his Pac, so if he decides to lunge, he won't have any machinal advantage. not that he really needs one. I may tower over him Hight wise now, but I know his irken strength can still out match me. " Shut up! you know nothing!" he spits out, his words filled with venom. 

I can't help but sigh, the harsh sun beating down on us starting to annoy me. " Zim, I can prove it to you. when's the last time you even heard from them?"  Zim pauses, clearly having to think about it. " Well, when i last called them was at the Hiskool graduation. I reported that I had collated all the information we needed for the invasion and would stand by for their instructions." I just look at him. god he's fucking oblivious. " That was almost 5 years ago Zim. 5 years. Don't you think they would have at least updated you by now?" Zim's antennae drop down briefly, almost as if he's considering the truth, but they almost immediately shoot back to their angry position. "They're just busy!" His absolute stubborn obviousness' starts to piss me off, the heat not helping. "Zim oh my god. if you're so sure about that, why don't we call them. " Zim seems happy...Ish about that suggestion, his body language relaxing and his antenna going into a more neutral position. "Fine. let's go call them! then you'll see!" I can't help but roll my eyes as we start heading to his base once again. part of me want to laugh at him when his 'beloved tallest' confirm that they want nothing to do with him...the rest of me worries about how this will completely destroy him...

After not too long of a walk we reach his base. Zim wastes no time to push past me once we get inside, almost marching towards the tv.  "Computer!  call the tallest!" with his command, the tv switches from the random show Gir had left on, to a standing image of the irken symbol with 'calling the tallest' in bold letters across it. the line rings for far too long before it's finally picked up and the two leaders of irk appear on screen, immediately looking annoyed to see it was Zim who called. the red one smacked the purple one as Zim turns around to look at me with a ' i told you so' smirk. "What did I tell you about answering transmissions from earth!" red scolds, not even attempting to whisper. Zim doesn't seem to pick up on the clear annoyance towards him, that smirk still on his face.  "My tallest! it is Zim! I'm called to ask about plans for earth, when will i be taken off this soon to be part of our great empire!" I sit back on the couch as the red leader sighs in annoyance "never Zim." his words are short and his tone his blunt.  Zim spins around to face me with a cocky smirk" see Dib! I told you they-" his antennae drop down as his face shifts to one of shock. he slowly turns back to the screen, facing his uncaring leaders. "What?" he mumbles out, only getting two annoyed looks back " we're not coming. stop calling us. you're not an invader and we want nothing to do with that pathetic rock." reds voice was full of hate as he spoke, and with each word Zim seemed to shrivel into himself. "Congrats on at least growing some. " The purple one adds sarcastically. over the past 10ish years Zim has been on earth, he's only grown about 2 and a half feet, still leaving him rather short. both cracking up in laughter before the line is dropped.

My 'I told you so' suddenly self when Zim faces me once more, looking betrayed and crushed. "Zim..." I say softly, wanting to comfort him. "Get out" he utters, his gaze looking towards the floor. "Zim I'm sorry... i tried to war-" Zim cuts me off glaring up at me, his eyes filled with rage and hurt. " I said GET OUT! leave me alone!" my lips part as i go to speak but i decide against it, sighing as i get up, leaving his things on the couch before heading to the front door. before i leave i turn back to him "you know where to find me if you need anything..."  with that I leave, heading back towards my house, feeling guilty about shattering his illusion, even if reality needed to be brought to his attention.

3rd person pov:

A few days pass with neither boys hearing from, or seeing the other. After the reality check from the Tallest, Zim hasn't left his base, nor has he left his private quarters, allowing his s.i.r unit to run rampage around his base. After 5 days of not seeming Zim leave the house, Dib started to get more worried about the alien then he already was, and on the 6th day he decides to go see him. 

Dibs pov;

once again i was woken up before my alarm, my thoughts making it hard for me to sleep. its's been days since last saw Zim...I don't know how he'll react to seeing me, but i just...i need to make sure he's ok. i look out my window, seeing that the sun slowly raising across the Horrison, its golden light softly lighting up the sky. maybe an early morning walk can brighten Zim's mood... yeah...I'll do that. I nod to myself as i swing my legs off the bed before slowly getting up and stretching.  I throw on a random pair of blue jean shorts and a tank top before heading downstairs and out the door. I hope Zim won't attack me on sight... after a short 10-minute walk i find myself at his door, and with a bit of hesitation i knock. much to my surprise the door immediately opens.  when the door opens i can see the absolute mess that is currently Zim's base, and equally messy Gir smiling up at me " HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII." the state of the base makes me more worried for zims mental state. "Hey gir...where's zim?"

 i gently push the robot to the side, letting myself in. almost instantly my nose is assaulted with a combination of smells, almost none of them pleasant. " He's sleeping SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH." i look around at the mess surrounding me " how...long has he been asleep?" Everything about this is..so concerning... " few days. he must be reaaally tired." days?? zim hasn't left his room in days???  I walk past gir, my feet moving on their own as i walk towards zims bedroom. Without knocking i open the door, slightly relieved to find the room clean. The room was completely dark aside from the slivers of sunlight filtering in through the window. in the middle of the room was a large, round green and pink bed. the walls were bare side from the now ripped up irken flags. zim was laying almost lifelessly on the bed, his back towards me.  his irken uniform was thrown onto the floor, and it looked like he was wearing some old gym shorts from skool. "zim..." i speak softly as i walk into the room, slowly approaching the bed. When i don't get a response i get closer. "Zim it's been days...are you ok."

ending this here because its long as shit <3-

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FANFIC PART 2 :3 Ok ok so before we jump in a few things bc.. I forgot about them dhdhdhdh • so I did completely forget about zims di

[animatorfun]

I require THE MOST ANGSTY zadr moment you can muster >:) ofc gore should happen, mayhaps brutal death? Hehehehe >:))))

excerpt from a scene in the gone native au I rather like- death isn't all that upsetting to me but-- ooh spilling your guts over perceived betrayal is quite nice- not the MOST angsty but certainly up there with my prewritten stuff; starts with Zim speaking

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"I've given the world every reason to love me! I proudly served my empire and what did I get for it?! I got you! You- you sniveling little wretch-"

Dib opened his mouth to interject- but was met with Zim's claws across his face instead.

"And you... I gave you every reason to love me- I did everything I could for you- I risked everything! I gave it all up for you- my status, my Empire, my authority as an Irken! All of it gone; and what do I get in return?! You scheming behind my back with that Vortian! Planning to have me exposed- turned in to whoever will give you the biggest reward..."

Zim's words hit Dib like a truck- he sounded so hurt- but Dib hardly had time to focus on it. The force of Zim's grip on the communicator had begun to cause the screen to crack.

"Hey! Be careful with that-!"

"Or what, Dib? Scared I might break it? You scared you'll lose contact with your little co-conspirator?"

Dib couldn't even force out a response- nothing he could say would matter at this point; they both knew this.

With a sigh, Zim tossed the communicator at Dib, who hardly managed to catch it.

"Well? You've had me right where you wanted me for the past eight months and done absolutely nothing. What are you waiting for?! You want to use me to get in with some rebel group? Then do it. Stop playing this stupid game and just do it!"

Zim had Dib backed into a corner, both physically and metaphorically. So many thoughts and feelings were rushing through him and he could hardly process any of them. Frustration with Zim for not letting him explain himself, guilt for never telling him in the first place, and fear. Fear of what Zim might do to him, fear of what Vee might do to Zim, worst of all was fear of what he was doing to Zim. He'd never seen him cry- and he never thought it'd happen like this- in all honesty he didn't even know Irkens could cry. It freaked him out.

It must have been silent for a good minute before Zim's voice ripped Dib from his thoughts. His voice carried little to no emotion, yet somehow it still felt like a threat.

"Well? What are you waiting for, human? Make the call."

lmao when your war criminal boyfriend catches you texting rebels about him

[less-depresso-more-espresso]

It's my comfort ship, Karen.

[lumens8ite]

take my angsty dib art lmao

[xxtrashyalienscumxx]

💔Kiss Me One More Time💔

Made some more fanart of the space boys~

I felt like painting today so I ended up coming out with this. And the song just kind of fits. K love that song it makes me cry so hard ugh.

[zimanddibromance]

Hello, it’s me, the King of Eternal W.I.P.s!!!

Back again to dump this one on y’all cause I know damn well I won’t be finishing it today if at all. (1,160 frames…I believe I’ve never gone over 300 😭)

The reason for this ambitious venture is pure boredom! I just like writing angst AUs with the boys and the audio reminded me of my Dead Dib AU.

Uhhh please enjoy I spent like 3+ hours just on this small snippet so I can tell if I do finish this it’ll be a long journey…

[pyoon-luna]

KnightDibAU https://www.wattpad.com/832702454-the-last-prince-a-position  The Royal Family grows as King Red and Queen Purple have a son. Prince Zim will rule Irk when the time comes, but until then, he is kept in the palace and isolated from the rest of Irk.

 Dib was given the position as Zim's personal knight and servant. Humans were below Irkens and nothing but slaves...Right? Dib was the first human Zim had ever met, and begins to learn the truth about the King and Queen's messed up kingdom and the world beyond the palace. The KnightDiAU is my, and the fanfic its me by @torikour  if you want to know more! follow me on https://twitter.com/chappy_luna or https://www.facebook.com/ConejitosPomposos