#zaena

[mighty-sevenzeroseven]

rp continued from here @attackonangels​

Zaena kneeled on the floor in front of Saeyoung. She grabbes his hands and moved them away from his face. he looked at her, tears brimming his eyes. She used her thumbs to dry away the tears that just barely fell out of his eyes. She also brushed his hair away from his face, clearing his face which was as red as his hair.

“Saeyoung, listen. I understand. I went through a lot as a child. I met you and I suddenly felt free and finally happy. I finally found someone who cared. But, I wouldn’t want you to risk your life for me. If you get hurt, or even killed because of me, I don’t know what I’d do.”

She felt the tears brimming in her own eyes. The thought of Saeyoung being hurt or killed was too much for her to bear. She didn’t want to imagine the things she would do without him.

“Saeyoung, I can’t loose you, I just can’t. If you need to run away with a new identity, then so can I. If you feel you need to run straight into danger and possibly die, then I do too. I would give anything to keep you with me. I would trade anything to keep you happy forever.”

He pushed Zaena away from him, stood up, went over to the wall and kicked it hard enough to hurt himself. Saeyoung was a person who either didn’t feel anything at all, or everything. His emotions were so strong, nearly unbearable, leaving physical pain in his heart and chest. Switching from sadness to anger to self hate. His thoughts wandered and showed him all the horrible things that could be happening to his girlfriend.

“I don’t know what to say, or do or feel. It’s all too much Zaena, it’s too much. You deserve someome better than me, someone who makes you feel save and comfortable. Not someone who puts you in danger. You might get hurt because of me. So many horrible things could happen because of me. You deserve to be free and save. Not bound to some no name hacker. Maybe Vanderwood is right.”

His breathing got faster, his sobbing louder. He kept punching the wall, trying to find a way to deal with his emotions. He completly broke toghether and sunk to the floor. His face red and his hand shaking.

“I..... can’t breathe very well.”

[crayolakoda]

Captions for who’s who. Lmao my hand hurts

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Cute date w the gf 💖☕️ @ttsukki

[mighty-sevenzeroseven]

[[roleplay continued from here @attackonangels ]]

Zaena looked at the red haired boy in the eyes. His eyes were soft, and even though there was no one laughing, she could see cheer in his eyes. She smiled at him and laughed slightly. She grinned and wiped her puffy cheeks dry.

“You weren’t kidding when you said you were a god. It would take a god to deal with all of, well, this.” She gestured to herself, yet laughed while saying so. She could feel her spirits rising just from venting to Saeyoung. He made her happy just being there.

“Well of course I am a god! I would never lie about something like this!!”

Saeyoung joked. He looked into Zaenas beautiful eyes. Those eyes he fell in love with over and over again. He gently puts his right hand onto her face and drew small circles with his thumb over her cheek.

“It’s really nothing big to ‘deal with this’“, he smiled and pointed at his girlfriend, “It is a pleasure. All I wish for is your happiness. You’ve helped me many times when I had a bad day, was depressed or anxious, so of course I am helping you too. I know it’s hard, but let’s get better together okay? Let’s bring out the best in us for eachother.”

[mighty-sevenzeroseven]

(let's start a long rp but I have no ideas plz start)

Saeyoung was sure that Zaena, who was sitting in the other room, behind closed doors was not able to hear the argument between him and Vanderwood. The screaming and shouting through the door was muffled, yet clearly audible.

“I know, I know you are not fucking happy over the fact that I have a girlfriend, Vanderwood. I know my boss isn’t happy too. I know the whole goddamn fucking company isn’t happy but guess what? I am happy for once. I am happy for the first time in my godforsaken life. I have my brother back and a girlfriend who shows me unconditional love every single day of my life. The girl who saved me and gave me enough power to save my brother. I wouldn’t give her up for anything. I’d rather fucking die than break up with her. Get it?!”

After the huge tantrum Seven threw at Vanderwood, he stormed out of the computer room, into the living room and slammed the door behind him. Zaena was sitting on the sofa, a shocked expression on her face.

[mighty-sevenzeroseven]

(anxiety rp?) Zaena sat on her bed, door shut. Her cries and whimpers were loud. These anxiety attacks seemed to just be getting worse. He sat outside the door, listening, unsure whether he should go inside. Suddenly, a note came out from under the door. It was partially wet with tears "If you wanna come in, go ahead."

Saeyoung occasinally has anxiety attacks too, though he doesn’t really know how to react when someone else has them. Hell, whenever he’s in the same sitation, he doesn’t even know what to do to help himself. He stood up, got a glass of water from the kitchen and nervously entered Zaenas bedroom.

Closing the door behind him he was just standing there for a few seconds with a blank expression. Seeing his girlfriend like this was breaking his heart. Not really sure of what to say or what to do, He followed his instincts and sat on the bed beside her, handing her the glass of water.

“Drink up… it might help you calm down. And, do you wanna talk about the thought’s going through your head?”

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Zaena x Jason Maek – Heart On My Shoulders (@zaenaworld) (@jasonmaek)

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Zaena x Jason Maek – Look At That Walk (@zaenaworld) (@jasonmaek)