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Thoughts.
I'm in that place again, where I'm not happy with a lot in my life. Feels like I'm only really happy when I'm with certain people or in certain places. Maybe I'm just bored and desperately needing a change. I wish I could wake up a just be the person I see in my mind.... These places in my mind are my escape... But even there getting dark.
Moving forward.
I finally did it. I listened to the deepest part of me and cut you out of my life. You are no longer a part of who I am, and you never will be again. You were a toxic person and I will never forgive you for the damage you caused me.
You were right when you said you're not a terrible person. But my god you can be, and you were.
I'm not sorry any more for hurting you by me moving forward with my life. You held me back when we were together, you no longer control my life.
I hope you find happiness, cause you've become a bitter, vindictive person.
Best of luck in your life.
P.s. Because I know you'll read this, please stop sending me anonymous messages. And know that your number is blocked and deleted. You are not a welcome part of my life any more.
"I'm feeling capable of seeing the end, I'm feeling capable of saying it's over."
Past thoughts.
What do you do when you find the person that makes you glow? When you find exactly whAt you've been looking for? Can I be just looking at what I want and by passing what's actually there like I normally do? But what if I'm not , what if it's exactly how it seems..... I feel like I so close to something great or close to losing everything I've ever wanted in my life. There's something special about the look in his eye, the feeling I get when I'm around him. There's something about my smile now, people are noticing how happy I actually am. I've never been told that when I'm was with any one else. Does he feel the same? Get told the same? Does he just sit and think about me like I think about him? I want to give up on this, just stay friends. What the point of risking something that makes me so happy, but what if that happiness fades because I need more.
I would like to take this moment to say, fuck you.
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