#zer0.txt

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all this current homestuck and phan posting, I'm starting to hold out that we'll be entering a new chapter of 2012 internet subculture ecosystems. i say vaporwave deserves to be exhumed for a 4th time, this time with none of that Outrun, Synthwave, Miami Vice bullshit that took over and more or less culturally overrode vaporwave.

i just miss vaporwave. i even have a trollsona inspired by my love for vaporwave lol

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digital freak

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sketchyy

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digital freak

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a sudden cascade into the night.

hours under confined florescent lights like the dullest dissection frog.

bursts of color emerge in my voice, but never do they remain.

repetitious requests. a voice overhead calls my name. all to a nullpoint.

we will live elsewhere, we will yearn for more, and in that end, i request, implore myself, to see the best in it.

i yearn formally to be able to talk for hours. create for days. never a moment spent away from my many muses.

head rest to an unfit cushion, a blanket lazily met in its sprawl, the vapid technicolor of Constant Interactions.

i am here. they are there. entombed in a hyper reality, a persona.

where does this end? who will i be? a massive fucking question mark, engulfed in disgust with deadlines set by no other voice but my own.

i need, i should, i gotta. never a moment for my body to settle and my mind. to rest.

fuck retail, man.

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this is my internal monolog as of recent

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imagining my surroundings as an elaborate forced prospective diorama of entropic noise.

imagining the slow change of prospective would reveal a hidden dimensional connective tissue that physically pains you if you look at it.

imagining how one would successfully look past the forced prospective. just like... enable irl noclip and devmode in the corporial server settings.

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i love entirely unapproachable music genres. like ive *tried* explaining why i enjoy noise. it's justifiably, impossible to make it sound like a pleasant experience, but i am for some reason in the camp of brainworm where i just love loud, static bursts of overstimulating noise walls.