May 31, 2017
tocdfw one of your obsessions is morality and you have dreams of certain things you like being called out for being problematic for bullshit reasons youre 90% sure arent real, but then again..
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tocdfw one of your obsessions is morality and you have dreams of certain things you like being called out for being problematic for bullshit reasons youre 90% sure arent real, but then again..
Tocdfw you touch something that isn't completely clean and you are convinced it will give you cancer and you have 0.0009 seconds to get to the sink and wash your hands before you die
tocdfw you're terribly obsessive about your grades and you go to a super advanced school and everyone thinks you're really smart but actually you just study all. the. time. and literally do nothing else and you get 0-4 hours of sleep a night because you Can't Fail bc then The Anxiety will come and everything bad that could possibly ever happen will happen because you Failed and so you become so sleep deprived that you're constantly shaking and you start to hallucinate :))))
tocdfw you had severe OCD as a kid (and still do) and one of the things you did was hoard stuff so now you're 15 and sorting through your 400 stuffed animals
tocdfw you get an intrusive thought that's even slightly possible and no matter how unlikely the thing you're worrying about actually is there's always that 0.0000001% chance that it's actually what's going on so no reassurance really works