#zf!update

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I'm still struggling with a few threads, but this is all that's left.

The Revival Plot

SOLDIER meets SHIELD (UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO REMOVE IT AND START SOMETHING NEW, or not have it at all, i'm cool with whatever, yo~.)

I think I'm keeping the Cloud introduces Zack to Tifa thread. I'd really like to. |: But I need to ask if that's cool still since it's been a while.

The Introductory post with Genesis.

Exchange with Tseng...

And maybe the interaction with Vincent. I've had a lot of trouble with that thread for some reason, but I think it's just an uncooperative muse rather than "outlandish setting" or something similar.

It's a tentative list. Really...cut down on my drafts.

I apologize to those who may have wanted to continue interaction, but one of the reasons I took off for a while to play with another few muses was the load I had here. The number of drafts I had was fairly frightening, in addition to Zackmuse being choosy. Got complicated and difficult. So this is damage control, in a sense. Having my other muses really put it in perspective how much...stress was alleviated by not having so many threads all at once. Hah.

Once I get a handle on things, I'll expand and make a few more threads, but for now, this will be it.

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[[ Sort of...coming off hiatus. But I'll be dropping a lot of threads. ; I need to not take on so much with Zack, and I think that attributed to my milking him dry the first time around.

So...let's try this again. ]]

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[[ Ahhh, I'm so out of sorts with this muse. I think my own agenda and recent happenings are taking their toll on poor Zack. ]]

I've been on a peculiarly timed Portal kick as of late, for which I have muses for GLaDOS, and it would seem Wheatley as well. No accounts, thankfully (I have too many, and Zack is the only one I really pay attention to. The others are just...memories really), just via Skype. And those would seem to be burning ever-brightly as far as short-hand "informal" rps go. [Actions in here-] Speaking out here sort of thing.

But ever since this weird itch of mine to play the game, I can't get my mind off of it. So there's that.

I've also been in a bit of a slump lately as well. Things around home are a little stifling. Little busy, little noisy, little much for me. Not to mention college issues, but that's a little nasty, so I won't get into that. Can't move out though, which is a whole different issue in and of itself. There's a lot I can't do for being someone of my age when so many of my friends have excelled rather nicely in getting situated. It's a teeny bit disheartening.

But enough gross details.

Er, I might just...put Zack on another weird...hiatus thing. He's there, I can write for him- or at least somewhat imagine the scenes for certain characters. But I just can't focus without thinking about the million other items on my agenda that I should be doing but can't until i do this, this, and that, which requires that I finish this task, so i can get to that goal, and thus, finalize that item for the completion of one of several aforementioned tasks. It's a bit of a viscous cycle.

Anyway, I actually have to leave soon to chauffeur my siblings around and lose out on the last day of the week to relax until monday--which is actually pushed back since that's when my siblings start their school, so there's just going to be chaos all around, and I'm not really suited for it. So this was my last day to try and relax, but I got myself sick with allergies instead. Go figure.

So...

Ah, I have replies still drafted from the last post i made regarding owed replies in my updates tag. Nothing's....really....changed, obviously....I deleted some things after talking with Cloud about it. |: But those were things between Cloud and I.

My ask is open. Drop a line if you'd like my Skype. Or...I suppose my msn, but I only use it when I'm on my Windows partition. I usually stay on my Mac partition though, so. |: ;; Skype is just easier. And I suppose if you want my personal? I'm just babbling about Portal at current, simultaneously lodging complaints and other items under read mores, but yes. Not too interesting. You might be better off without that, actually. Haha.

I'll...see you guys when I see you then. |:  If I get a burning motivation to really focus and crack down on at least one reply, I'll go ahead and post it.

But consider this another tentative hiatus? Hiatus with exceptions?

....

A break. Yeah. That works.

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Included (from oldest to newest):

An Awakening (I don't know why I haven't replied yet...)

Some number of in-progress and finished Skype Logs

Screen caps I need for something later

izana-kunagiri (I thought I had replies to this ages ago aaaa sorry Ven :U )

another skype log

a surprise prompt for mimzawesome (centered around Zack and Sephiroth)

I'm not really sure what this one is

skype log stuff

turkleader

notes on code editing for my in-progress relations page

another skype log

thelittlestriku

tragicxscarlet

small-light

a starter to god-of-heavens-light (I would really like for Zack to meet her in her wolf form, because of reasons)

Cloud's Birthday Surprise

rapusodosu

sanguinesaint

and a starter to almostkurainmaster

Not included, but somewhere on my mind:

other starters to a multitude of people

I should probably reply to Skype logs

Kunsel, Cloud, and Zack's AU game night

probably some other items I'm forgetting

and headcanon to go along with my umpteenth play-through of Crisis Core

But that's more so on my personal than on my rp blog

The Read More is a courtesy cut.

This would be a hiatus except I know if doublexcut is online, I will likely be online as well, possibly cranking out replies.

If you would like to contact me beyond this blog, I do have a brand new and shiny msn (that I only log onto when I'm on my Windows partition), a skype, and a personal tumblr account that I could give out if I so wished. I evidently do a lot of rping via skype and msn, so if you'd like to fool around with that or you'd just like to chat, let me know.

I would say I rp in a multitude of other places, but I don't. |: Everything's on hiatus except Zack, the more resilient of my muses. I rp my other muses on skype and msn on command sometimes (or as a form of harassment derived from an appreciation of your friendship), but that's about it.

So...yes.

Also of note, although of the darker sort, I'm having to tumblr savior a tentative amount of urls (tentative because they seem to sprout more each time I look) to at least attempt to maintain what amount of joy I get in logging-on to here. If I miss a post directed at me, you're free to poke me about it.

I do whitelist my url, my personal's url, and doublecut, as well as their personal url. But that's it. |: So if it really matters enough for you to tag me in it, then I'll likely see it. Likely.

Hm. That should be it.

So...weird little semi-hiatus until I pull myself together.

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[[ If I disappear for a couple minutes hours, or a number of days, it's undoubtedly my net connection. Preemptive apologies. ]]

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[[ Alright, alright. Comin' off hiatus. I'll be sprucing up a few pages, but I'm around. ]]

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[[ Weird hiatus type thing going on here. Waiting to get a few things sorted out. My apologies. ]]

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[[ I'm totally here. No excuses beyond a video game addiction to not be. ]]