#zheng rambles

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Scheduled shit

Seeing this = ho finally committed suicide I know I know my hate anons are cheering 🙏 love you moots I'll be burning in hell

At the time of posting this i should already be fucking gone, no one is home so trust me I'm gone gone 🔥

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ᓚᘏᗢ intro post (UNDER CONSTRUCTION ⚠️ being done little by little)

WARNING WARNING!!!!! This is a VENT blog! Triggering topics such as suicidal ideation, suicide attempts, bpd splitting, ed, self hate, and sh! Please please please if these topics effect you click off!

edit made by boyfriend: Yongzheng is dead, the account will not be deleted at all it will stay up.

anon asks back on

ׂ╰┈➤ About me !!!

-17 years old

-Not american (chinese)

-Very autistic

-Extremely gay 🔥

-He/him/his pronouns

-Poly guy (two bfs)

My friends !!!!

@freakylittlerants (My god where do I start??? He's literally the best thing that has EVER happened to me. He is there when I need them, he's so fucking kind and caring holy shit. I genuinely aspire to be as amazing as this autistic fucker, I love him so so so much. Salmon is genuinely my whole entire world and I'll love him fucking forever. He deserves the love and attention of literally everybody on earth)

@fuckjellybeans (boyfriend #1 🙄🙄🙄🙄)

@angusgonebad (RAHHHHH Angus🙏 So fucking silly and funny holy shit, I love talking to their ass sm they are genuinely so funny and sweet go interact with them please please their so cool)

@mow-down-the-sexy-ppl (noodles 🫶 genuine complete sweetheart!!! always cares so fucking much and it's genuinely so sweet of her she deserves nothing but love love love. Ps. Kitty is such a cutie too just a little grumpy looking)

@narniasclosetvoltron (heh narnia 😼 literally so cool oh em gee?????? like genuinely I don't understand how one can be so cool like HUHHHHHH drop the coolness tutorial right now 🔥)

@still-nobody-wants-me (genuinely convinced they have no feeling in their fingers.... This fucker has managed to like 100+ posts in 2 MINUTES 💔 literally how the hell ... literally love the silliness on them though oh em gee!!!!!!)

@hotdogmmmmmmreborn (freak6000 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 so awesome sauce favorite minion is Kevin and has a very strange liking for fishing 😔 scary hobby but it's okay because they are funny ☝️)

my current anons: 🥫, 🐟, 🎩, 🔥, ✨, + the hate anons

(I'll add more people later I'm just lazy as I write this tbh.....)

Random shit idk..... 💔

DNI (STAY BACK STAY BACK): abelists, bigots, transphobes, homophobes, anti mental health, anti recovery, proshippers, assholes in general GET OJT!

My dms are open 🔥 I love talking I love people I love making friends

i have an account where I act like a horny bitch 👅 (@yongzhengisawhore)

My tags bcs I gotta tag shit now:

#salmon posting (this gonna go under any post I use that involves @freakylittlerants)

#Minghao posting (bf #1 posting)

#Zheng vents (My crashing out tag)

#Zheng rambles (shit posting basically about wtvr that isn't a crash out)

#My moots (for when I interact with moots)

#Anons (I get an anon ask)

#Mama posting (posting about my mom who committed suicide not too long ago)

#Angus posting (the tag I'll use any time I interact with @angusgonebad)

#Xin posting (the tag I use any time I talk about Xin)

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i love my moots I'm going to passionately make out with every singular one

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My relapse is gonna be so bad when I get home Literally so ready for having to get stitches 😭

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fuck is 67

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how I look after posting every single thought I have onto tumblr dot com

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i cannot breathe my nose is stuffy 💔💔💔

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schook makes me want to violently kill myself