Even numbers
i fucking hate you you know that you little shit head
2: Talk about your first kiss.
I was 14 and it was with a guy as a dare. We were playing 7 minutes in heaven and it was dark and he was older, and we were just kind of standing there but then he grabbed my shoulders and kissed me.
4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
I regret not paying attention to the man that I loved. It was my fault he is no longer with me.
6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had.
The year after I was accepted into academy, we were learning a really hard song and I needed to go higher than I've gone before. I couldn't hit it and my trainer kept on yelling at me, and I lost my voice for the next four days.
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
I am proud of my loyalty towards my friends and family. I am proud of the fact that I can be happy most of the time.
10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.
The day one of my friends found out about what I do to earn money. We screamed at each other for hours and didn't talk for days.
12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.
I dreamed that my family found out what I did, and they caught me while I was with another man who then proceeded to kill all of them.
14: Talk about a vacation.
I've never been on a real vacation, if you mean out of the town and all of that.
16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to.
A rave. I went with a few of my hyungs and there was this part where people stood up and sang and danced and rapped. I went up with them and everyone loved it. That was my favourite moment.
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
I used to be teased because my skin was really bad even at a young age. I remember one kid called me 'pimple face' and I punched him in the stomach.
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
I set part of the school on fire with one of my friends who now goes to this school.
22: Talk about your worst fear.
People finally realizing that I'm not worth the effort and they all leave.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
A man once told me that I was important and that he loved me.
26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.
I complain a lot, I eat my way through a years worth of cheesecake, I take lots of showers and I refuse to do anything.
28: Talk about your fetishes.
Bondage, toys, utter submission (for me), rough domination (for him), anything kinky and hot.
30: Talk about what turns you off.
People who act way too cute, people who are overly mean to others who are my friends, people who gossip a lot, people who start drama where there is none.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
There was a park nearby where I used to live. My hyung and I always used to play there and he would push me on the swings, and sometimes we would bring our sister and we would play tag and hide and go seek.
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
...no comment.
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
I have way too many to talk about. Cheesecake, singing, cuddling with my stuffed rabbit.
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
Can I be done this now.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
This.