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Er July 16th lol
O: Happy belated birthday! even though it was forever ago ;;
July - what do your summers usually consist of?uh other than laying around... Catching up on anime
16 - would you rather be anorexic or obese?Neither also anorexic isn’t something to be lightly talked about it’s v serious suddenly I don’t like this ask meme that much
75 Truths
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write a note with 75 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. tagged by super-april-showers-may-flowers . What was your:
1) last drink: A mixed drink. Malibu, Blue Curacao, & Pineapple juice.
2)last phone call: My personal mortgage consultant.
3)last text message: My friend’s mom telling me she can’t wait to see me as soon as I get my vacation time at work :)
4)last song you listened to: Lay Me Down, by Sam Smith. Love that song.
5)last time you cried: A few days ago, when I got more health related bad news. Can’t stand anymore bad news...
6)dated someone twice: Yeah. My advice: Don’t. If something made it end once, take that as a sign that it isn’t meant to be.
7) been cheated on: Multiple times.
8)kissed someone and regretted it: No regrets. Just learning experiences.
9)lost someone special: A few months ago. It hurts. But I guess that was meant to be as well.
10) been depressed: Yeah, struggling with it on and off for the last 10 years.
11)been drunk and thrown up: More times than I’d like to admit. But I go back for rounds two and three.
12) list three favourite colours: Purple, Blue & Red.
In the last year have you:
13)made a new friend: Yeah, many. My partner at work for example. He’s my best friend :)
15) laughed until you cried: Several times. It’s easy for me though.
16) met someone who changed you: Everybody changes you. Whether it’s a positive change or not. After you’ve met someone, you’re never the same as you were before you met them.
17)found out who your true friends are: Yeah, some people don’t stay on the same path as their friends do, and that’s okay. I do laugh when I see posts that say “studies show that people who are friends more than 5 years are usually friends for life” like no, obviously not true.
18)found out someone who was talking about you: Yeah, my own family.
19)kissed anyone on your fb friends list: Probably about 3 of them in the last year.
General:
20)how many people on your fb friends do you know in real life: All except two.
21)do you have any pets: No. Sometimes I think that’s what I’m missing in my life.
22)do you want to change your name? Only my last name.
23)What did you do on your last birthday? Went to work, then Matty took me to dinner.
24)what time did you wake up today: 6am. Had to do laundry and vacuum before we go tonight.
25)what were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
26) name something you cannot wait for: To move permanently into my house.
27)last time you saw your mother: Yesterday.
28)what are you listening to right now: American, by Lana Del Rey.
29)have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yeah, I used to go to church with a guy named Tommy.
30)what’s getting on your nerves right now: The fact that my anxiety has me terrified to leave my house.
31)blood type: Mine.
32)nickname: Syd, Squid, and Wonderwoman :]
33)relationship status: In a relationship
34)zodiac sign: Scorpio.
35)pronouns: She/Her
36)favourite tv show: Probably the Vampire Diaries, or Spongebob.
37)tattoos: Two for now.
38)right or left handed: Lefty.
39)first surgery: Having tubes put in my ears twice before I was 3.
40)first piercing: Ear lobes.
41)first best friend: Are’annah. My first neighbor.
42)first sport you joined: Either T-ball or Cheerleading.
43)first vacation: Cedar Point when I was 2.
44)first pair of trainers: Probably at a year?
45)eating: Nothing.
46)drinking: Water.
47)i’m about to: Do another load of laundry.
48)listening to: Research, by Big Sean.
49)waiting for: Matty to get home so we can go to a movie.
50)want kids? Yes.
51)get married: Of course.
52)career: I think maybe an ultrasound technician or something with graphics, since that’s what i’m currently doing...
Which is better:
53)lips or eyes: Eyes.
54)hugs or kisses: Both.
55)shorter or taller: Since I’m barely 5 foot, probably taller than me.
56)older or younger: My personal preferences, older. How much older specifically, doesn’t matter to me.
57)romantic or spontaneous: Both . Maybe moreso romantic.
58)nice stomach or nice arms: I think this is a shallow question. I prefer that my partner doesn’t have a toned stomach or toned arms.
59)sensitive or loud: Since I don’t really like loud noises aside from music, probably sensitive.
60)hook up or relationship: Hook ups are confusing. Relationships are better.
61)decision maker or hesitant: I’d like someone who makes the decisions. I’d assume that hesitant is meant to lean towards indecisive, and I’m already indecisive.
Have you ever:
62)kissed a stranger: Yeah.
63)drank hard liquor: I prefer it.
64)sex on the first date: Hook-ups hahahah. Yes I have.
65)broke someone’s heart: Apparently.
66)had your own heart broken: Only by loving someone I would never have.
67)been arrested: No.
68)cried when someone died: Yeah.
69)fallen for a friend: Hahah...I wish I hadn’t.
Do you believe in:
70)yourself: Sometimes.
71)miracles: I don’t know.
72)love at first sight: Yeah. Sometimes you get a vibe.
73)heaven: Not sure. I think we have our own heavens.
74)santa claus: Um.
75)kiss on the first date: I don’t. I think that for something to last, it shouldn’t be rushed.
zorothar said: No need to be sorry about the selfies, yo. You’re doing your followers a favor, really.
this is probably the best compliment ive ever heard from anyone?? ? omg,,,
zorothar replied to your post:That deep melancholy thing you were talking about,...
Kind of a double edged sword, yeah? I dunno about you, but when the mood hits, I don’t want to do anything. It’s wonderful for getting some much needed r&r though.
yeah.
further study is necessary!
That deep melancholy thing you were talking about, I think I feel somewhat similar sometimes. Like, I don't really know how to fully put my thoughts on it together, y'know? It's kinda sad but also kind of just really calm and at peace for me. Good time for just resting with some nice hot tea, maybe read a bit, watch a mindless show or something. Just good for relaxing.
yeah, at first today i was kind of upset and felt listless, but after i started to recognize the feeling it just felt ... slow and calming
Ayyy, lovin' the hair! You look great! Ah, also, in your faq + ask page, the ask box at the bottom is broken. Just wanted to give ya a heads up~
thank you! ♡ and also for letting me know!! i guess i forgot to update the html for it when i changed my url a little while back.
HEY YOU! It's been a long time and I see you are getting harassed and that is really not cool. Wanting representation is kind of a normal thing, and that random anon calling it racist is really weird. Like, I'd think it would be more racist to want to DENY someone representation, yeah? Anyway, side note because I'm forgetful and had to reread your "about me", calamari.
Hey! It has been a long time, how are you? :D Thanks for reading my about me! And yeah, I don't know if they're even serious or not, they sent me like four other messages but they're all anon and they signed them with the url of the OP anyway, so I'm thinking it's either A) someone trolling and pretending to be the OP so they can't actually use their account or B) it actually is the OP and they're just even stranger than I first thought. I don't know what their issue is, but I think they'll calm down after a while since I'm not answering any more of the messages they already sent. I just don't see how someone could get angry about me liking mixed race characters just because they're not "really" diverse...is nothing good enough these days?
Temperance, the Hermit, the Sun and the Moon~
Temperance: Your ideal day
Spending the day drinking all the coffee I want, bingewatching anime and Criminal Minds and giving my dog lots of belly scritches and kisses <3 also I'd be home alone haha
The Hermit: Favourite way to spend a day alone
Well, other than what's described above, I'd probably be playing my music loudly and baking cookies! Or if I had to get out of the house, I'd totally go shopping (assuming I had money lol) also I'd probably pleasure myself a lot because hey a day alone is rare for me
The Sun: Your happiest memory
Getting to meet Emilie Autumn. I had been waiting for 6 months to go to her concert with my VIP ticket and her music and book have changed my life. When I first saw her come out from backstage I thought I'd be sick but from excitement and awe. I finally got my turn to meet her and I gave her one of my tea cups (she collects them) and absolutely loved it and she took my head into her hands and told me that no matter what, she believed in me and we would march through everything together. I know she probably doesn't remember me, but I remember that day like it was yesterday. And it was 2 years ago.
The Moon: Something you fear
I fear the people in my life that I love turning their backs on me or just plain leaving me...it's happened before to me and it's the most heartbreaking thing. I just want someone that won't leave me when I need them most...
