#zwillz

[z-willz]

was @zwillz but got termed, please rb to find my mutuals, ive missed you all

[traumatizeddfox]

A day doesn’t go by where I think, “wow it would be so much easier to just off myself instead of dealing with all this shit”, I have okay days where I’m even excited about the future then it just hits me like a wall of bricks that it doesn’t even matter if I dig myself out of this hole and succeed because I have no one to share it with. It’ll all be for nothing and no one, and I’ll still just be alone, maybe with a bit more money and prestige in society, but all by myself. So who am I even doing this for if I don’t even want to do it for myself?

i feel this incredibly. sometimes i’m like okay so what if i heal? who is it for?