Shit Happens

Just a guys mixed venting account Suppose I should put a trigger warning here too Currently trying shut my own head up

[iamquietlydrowning]

[remanence-of-love]

[valentina-poem]

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I've always been trying to get away from myself.

Because I am the thing I hate the most.

[hatin]

Breaking Bad

[heavensghost]

[hallucination]

[zefiko]

[take-it-or-loose-it]

When you strike the match

And set the world ablaze

You must remember

The fire and the blaze

Is wildly difficult to contain

[emotional-bean-sprout-deactivat]

today’s mood

[1autisticfox-deactivated2023041]

[duckerdodadau]

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.

[honorized]

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary... (Trigger warning)

I hate how a single chromosome can fuck up your life.

I just wish I didn't have a body at all.

[funnytwittertweets]

[take-it-or-loose-it]

I’m so tired man, all I do is get shit, things in my life just go wrong, people around me die and I’m powerless.

Empty. Numb. And powerless