chase the light.

hello, i'm bea. nice to meet you.

[cottaegecore]

- sylvia plath

[sinisterpopsicle-deactivated202]

sylvia pls be right

[sandmandaddy69]

[sandmandaddy69]

[inkskinned]

i worry so often - is the goodness in me a veneer. a rough white spackling of champagne toasts and friday evenings and too-quick jokes. i feel i am always building myself back up again, always trying to stack boxes on top of a rotted foundation. i mutate myself, hoop-jumping to some semblance of normalcy by journaling and eating right and "trying harder". try as i might: i know the form i began with, and that always feels more permanent. i was born as an anvil. i could never be the weightless sword.

the happiness and the joy is malleable, fragmented. but the despair? the despair remains. every time i drag my fingers down the tide of my soul, like black sand, i watch the sapphire grief glitter in the moonlight - somehow always-there, in despite.

[sisyphusrex-deactivated20260202]

[sandmandaddy69]

[angelnumber27]

Empty Kingdom by Fuke

[20dollarlolita]

WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN HOBBY LOBBY

[amethystviolist]

[morepeachyogurt]

Cain by José Saramago translation by Margaret Jull Costa

[cristalplanetheart]

[mournfulroses]

Wislawa Szymborska, from "Tortures," featured in Map: Collected and Last Poems

[clara-scintilla]

Captain Nemo

I drew this piece in 2019, and although I can see lots of mistakes and imperfections, it's still one of my favourite artworks

[20kmemesunderthesea]

This is AWESOME!

[caats]

[queerorthodoxy]

Dance as an act of rebellion. Dance as an act of joy.

[freshfarmhouse]

“Time can be slowed if you live deliberately. If you stop and watch sunsets. If you spend time sitting on porches listening to the woods. If you give in to the reality of the seasons.”

— Thomas Christopher Greene, I’ll Never Be Long Gone (via grayskymorning)

[matineaux-deactivated20260222]

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

[daily-spooky]

[daily-spooky]