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Natalie. 22. California. coffee // sad songs // & the city. I sing & write music here.

[harrysdimples]

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this is the song I imagine lying in the dark at 3am listening to

[backk-to-backk-deactivated20190]

[yourresidentginger]

my anxiety has a loophole that if somebody is else is equally or more uncomfortable I develop the sudden ability to Do The Thing

[castielsteenwolf]

i cant go and ask for more ketchup for myself but if my friend wants more ketchup im out of my seat in a second

[thehotgirlproject]

The mom friend override

[reeferheadwoman]

[thcrin]

I am Chidi. Chidi is me.

[soundsof71]

[soundsof71]

Bob Dylan on Jacob Street, lower Manhattan, near the Brooklyn Bridge for the cover of Blonde on Blonde, by Jerry Schatzberg. Astounding story about this shoot at PopSpotsNYC 

[prettypositivity]

remember that your mental illness doesn’t have your best interest at heart most of the time. believe the opposite of whatever negative thing your mind is trying to convince you

[blossomfully]

“You don’t tell people you’re not okay,“ she said, “because it’s hard watching them not know what to do. “Then you end up comforting them, even though the one who needed comforting was you.”

— S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #222

[talktomatty]

So I’m finally dating (it only took me 21 fucking years) and I want a damn refund. I had a 7-hour date yesterday that involved writing and recording a whole ass song with the cutest, purest human being. And he leaves for school on the east coast in one month. Tell me how that’s fair?? I’m so screwed 🙂

[ponycamp]

[jigglypuffsvevo]

my kink is closing doors so that i am in complete solitude

[cineboutique]

[bandaidpennylane]

[talktomatty]

I’m talking to a guy for literally the first time in my 21 years and naturally, I’m a ball of anxiety. But damn this feels nice, even if it’s alternated with thoughts of “it won’t last” “he’ll get bored of me” etc etc. Sooo this is what all the fuss is about 🤔

[talktomatty]

Of course my biggest source of comfort and love for 15 years has to leave me when I️ need her most. The world has some serious fucked up timing. I feel broken.

[talktomatty]

I️ just want to be someone’s favorite person.

[talktomatty]

Oh look, I’m still alive. Things have been harder this year than I️ ever could have imagined. I️ was vocal about my struggles before as a teen, but I️ had no idea what was coming. I’m tired of talking and posting about negative things, not because I’m ashamed or anything, but because that’s my life every single day and I️ have to talk about it enough as it is. So here’s me going to my moms work party last night where things were fine and i drank and danced the night away with 60 year olds 😂🙃