Hi there!
I know it's been a while, as in like...a WHILE. But I'm back. However, I'm back only to say this account will be archived and severed from my main account.
A lot of the art I have been creating has been private and personal as of late, and I keep it separate from both of my identities as to not make anyone uncomfortable. What art may it be? Well, stuff that people wouldn't like of course.
Over the many years of being in the fandom, I realized that the main audience just isn't for me. A lot of what I create is considered socially unacceptable by the majority of people who cannot comprehend the difference between a drawing and an actual event. In this case it could be gore, suggestive content, or even just Safe For Work artwork. A lot of people cannot comprehend the fact that what I do is for me, and me alone. I am my main audience. And I've decided that I would like to preserve my own work simply for myself and others that would be more open to accepting and consuming my work.
These people see me as an actual person. I'm no longer just a face in the crowd--this audience treats me as if I am more than just my art, and more than just some guy that draws funny stuff every now and then. They actually accept my more personal works at face value and without any second thoughts. They actually understand what I put down, and something about that was just so...relieving. Being understood without judgement, and most of all, taking the truth for what it is.
Whenever I posted here, it was always a shot in the dark. I'd get some occasional interest, some people talked behind my back. A lot of people just...ignored it. Because I'm not as prominent or as important to them as, say, bigger more well known artists. It didn't help that most of what I posted were sketches--everyone wants finished artwork, 20 million details...The algorithm was always against me. I would tag from hell to back and it still wouldn't make a difference. I was nobody.
But now, I am somebody, and that somebody is just...elsewhere.
Sorry for the ramble. I would disable reblogs on all of my posts, but mass post editor doesn't allow that. All I did was private my reblogs and miscellaneous posts so you can have a smooth sailing through my account without interruption. Maybe you want to look back at one drawing I made and go "Wow, I remember this." Or maybe you want to judge me for being a disgusting person who craves attention at any given moment.
Either way, thank you for your support!