[komaedas]

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[komaedas]

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[tansaninryou]

     Oi, oi, oi--- Kazuichi Souda 'ere! 

If ya'll could do me a solid an' simply reblog this if yer a DR0/DR/SDR2/DR:AE or jus' any other roleplay blog t'get m'self 'round, that'd be great! I'll get 'round ta follow ya'll an' shit.

[kokaifukii-deactivated20160707]

"That’s so considerate, Souda-kun!!!" His voice boomed like thunder before letting out a hearty laugh in response to the new foundation member’s kind act of spreading information to him! It’s an act of kindness that really moved the young adult’s heart— So considerate and noble—!!! It was enough to bring tears to Ishimaru’s crimson eyes, as he bit down on his lip lightly he announced loudly again, "—Really! You are no doubt going to be a valuable worker and friend to us! Hahaha!"

[tansaninryou]

      Considerate? Well, that's a first. He usually gets the exact opposite with "compliments"-- Which, he never gets. Besides the sarcasm which he can't tell most of the time until it's too late, anyways. Just stuck in place from the sudden booming voice which the other had up-roared from his own throat, Souda quickly stepped back a few and rubbed the back of his neck rather sheepishly. All he was doing was trying to keep his cool reputation, after all. Nonetheless, he appreciated the kind words which the other had spoken towards him and gladly took the words to the heart. "Oh, uh... Er, r-right! Right, right! Thank ya' very much, Ishimaru! G-Gahahhah..."

[tansaninryou]

im not posting this on my personal because ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,because

[tansaninryou]

"F-First, I forget m'comrades' names.. Th-Then, I make a chick cry.. W-What next--?"

[resusukato-deactivated20140404]

— ;;✿ "Souda… Ah!" The boy trailed off for a moment, the name ringing a couple bells, but not enough to let the memories slip off his tongue. "Well, pleasure is all mine Souda-san."

Although the other, at first, was a bit physically intimidating, the warm tone of his voice put the hacker’s nerves at ease, Chihiro already feeling comfortable around the pinkette.

[tansaninryou]

----Even if the shorter male had began to trail off momentarily, Souda kept his wide smile with a bit of a quirk to his posture; clicking his tongue a few times before he could bring himself to speak.

"Gyeheh, I can say th'same! --So! Is there somethin' ya' do for a livin' or somethin', Fujisaki?"

[xtoil-deactivated20140323]

            ` good. ´

A dry voice emerged from her throat; echoing in the restless summertime air. Her eyes – so grey, mundane and tarnished stared straight at the male before they dropped their attention to elsewhere. It was apparent that the boy held no memories of the past three years; which was definitely something beneficial.

            ` you … really don’t remember anything, do you? ´

[tansaninryou]

    His breathing dropping in an instant, he could feel his throat being wrapped around as if he were being choked; being stopped of speaking any further. Shutting his eyes at an attempt to perhaps calm himself down, and speak with not much of a stutter to be heard, he huffed and averted his eyes downwards.

               ----".. No. Not really. Sorry."

[rouhika-deactivated20140409]

               ”There’s really no need for you to smile like that.  I mean— It’s not the same as the smiles you aren’t forcing, you know.”

     They both had changed after the events in the island, that was for certain.  More than half the classmates they’d bonded with were in a coma, and even now it was very complicated to come back to a world where they were naught but criminals in the eyes of the population.  It was true, they all had done things they weren’t exactly proud of now.  But they’d chosen this path, and if it was the only way to atone then so be it.  Admittedly, seeing Souda struggling to keep up a conversation caused the brunette to feel somewhat guilty.  He honestly seemed to be trying to keep everyone’s spirits up at the very least.  And Hinata certainly appreciated that he was attempting to maintain the ‘cheer’ in their adverse situation.

     It felt strange to be chatting with him so naturally, after they hadn’t seen each other for so long.  And even in spite of that sharp-toothed smile, the other seemed exhausted.  He wondered just how often Souda thought of himself as a monster for what they’d done.  As far as he’d been told, his interactions with most of the former despair cast as Izuru Kamukura had been virtually null until the simulator.  Just the mere thought of that name sent chills down his spine, but instead he opted for offering him a small nod.

               “Sure, I don’t have anything pending in my checklist as it is.”

[tansaninryou]

----!?;

   Receiving a jolt throughout his back with a laugh which was quickly spitted out once the other had spoken up with such a straight-forward response to the mechanic's fake actions, he couldn't help but to avert his eyes back and forth with a fidget. Even then did he manage to laugh; even if it was a minor situation as to him being caught red handed by his own acts.

    Not much was really being said, and it caused the brightly hued haired male to tap his shoe against the floor with a suckle at his teeth from the silence he was beginning to create once again. Thoughts slowly trucking themselves on over to Souda once more, he grunted with a roll at his eyes as he simply picked himself up with feet flat on the ground; folding his arms as he shut his eyes in thought. It was rather obvious that the other had put himself in a trance of thought, so-- Why couldn't the mechanic do so, as well? As long as he could snap out of it whenever a word was to be put at action. Emotions bouncing off walls by each passing second-- It was as if he was receiving darts shooting through his body by each angle possible. Coughing to snap himself out of it rather quickly, he shook his head in a frantic and picked his head up to meet eye contact to his comrade.

                     [ Stop thinking of the monstrosity actions you've caused. ]

   With a single frown, Souda rubbed at his arm and nodded as he heard the other response. Picking a foot up to begin his pace on the walk which he had suggested to have with Hinata, he hopped on over to now be at the other's side, and perked his head up once more to smile; though his eyes seemed to have been filled with-- Not exactly despair. Maybe it was, but-- Whatever it may have been, there was something quite off. Hopefully, the shine coming from the lights which reflected against the mechanic's frames were hiding that small detail, after all.

            ----"..Right--! Let's get goin' then, Soul Friend!"

[tansaninryou]

 いいえ . . .

             いいえ . . .

                         いいえ . . .                                               

                                           am i a

    m o nst e r ?

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[dejitauru]

—-”Oh. don’t worry about me. You didn’t do anything Wrong, I’m just a Little emotional is all.”

[tansaninryou]

----"O-Oi, oi, oi, oi--! B-But--! Yer cryin'-- Y-Ya' were jus' f-fine b-before I said somethin', r-right?!"

[mxkan-deactivated20140424]

"Ah, I’m s-so sorry to hear that. Surely you s-should’ve been one of t-the first people t-to be told … However, it’s r-really not important. If it were someone like Mioda-san or Tanaka-san, p-perhaps more people would be overjoyed … But t-that isn’t the case. I u-understand though, it i-is nice to have been wakened f-from that slumber."

     [ Brittle appendages arose and entangled themselves, as cranium beveled forward.]

"Aside from m-myself, I b-believe that it was … Saionji-san. So e-everyone i-is busying t-themselves with her … It’s wonderful t-that she is back, and s-she is … There i-is something obscure a-about her. I’m p-probably hallucinating due to the over amount of sleep I have had."

    [ Sanguine powder dusted through cheeks, as crystalline drops begun to well below lilac optics. ] 

"I k-know … I j-just can’t … There i-is something wrong a-about everything I do. I c-can barely look at anyone anymore, and when I do it m-makes rue s-swell up and I … I’m s-so sorry. You s-shouldn’t h-have had to hear a-any of that, Kazuichi-san. It i-is not your duty t-to listen to m-my fruitless r-ramblings. However, c-can I say thank you. It t-truly means a lot to me. Is e-everything alright w-with you? After everything … You d-don’t have to tell me … I w-was hoping that you h-had been feeling alright."

[tansaninryou]

    [ It wasn't very long until Souda was catching himself squinting by such a long ramble he had to keep himself from listening. It wasn't much of a bother as it used to be, but it did cause him to grumble under his breath from still not being able to properly catch up by every running word she had spoken. ]

"..Saionji?-- Blegh, she'd probably just try t'bust a nut at me if she saw me walkin' 'round--"

   [ Slowly shaking his head once more by his own thoughts beginning to train on over his spoken words, he sighed rather loudly with a mixed grunt, and folded his arms. ]

"--...Oi. It's-- It's fine. Er, it ain't no problem, though-- ..Uh, ye'. I-- I'm fine.. Ye'. Nothin' t'worry 'bout."

[tansaninryou]

dejitauru:

that’s it im burning you too

[tansaninryou]

ooc;

how sadder can i possibly make kazuichi souda; a character who was already sad to begin with? who happens to now have to pass each day witnessing his friends slowly waking up from such despairing events which caused them "death" and some which cause him guilt?

kyehhehhhh~ .. well, friend----

[novisheus]

Finds his eyes on the mechanic, giving him a slow blink. Stout was his accusation that fell upon his ears. 

"No… who is Hinata?"

Finds himself on the bed, not wanting his knees to buckle beneath him. Hands thrown to either side; the IV that connected his veins to the machine beside the low cot coiling around his legs. Pain wasn’t an issue.

"And you."

Curious, curious. It ate at him. This stranger perking his interest. Something foreign in this otherwise drawl room.

[tansaninryou]

Just by the sudden soft glare he was receiving was enough to make Souda want to knock himself over by the chills going straight down his spine.

"... D-Don't worry 'bout it----"

Gulping by such movements he was witnessing, Souda was sure that it was probably unsafe for the other to even begin moving around in such a state which he was currently in-- Was it really okay for him to be moving around at all..?

"U-Uh, th'name's.. Th'name's S-Souda Kazuichi."

Tremble by each speaking word he attempted to do, he only then tried to at least clear his throat up before speaking once again.

[resusukato-deactivated20140404]

— ;;✿ The corner’s of Chihiro’s lips curled up into a small smile, head tilting to the side side at the taller male. He looked a bit familiar, but the programmer couldn’t put his finger on it. “Oh? Well even if we have, I’m not sure I know your name.” 

"I’m Chihiro Fujisaki. Pleased to make your acquaintance."

[tansaninryou]

----Just seeing the shorter male smile caused Souda to smile in return. It was rather-- Cute. Cackling to himself, he rubbed the back of his head and nodded to the other's words.

"N-Nice t'meetcha' Fujisaki! Th'name's Souda Kazuichi."

[dejitauru]

       —”I'm..Nanami Chiaki. Sorry,I was stupid to think anyone would remember..”’            

[tansaninryou]

"---H-Hey! Are ya' cryin'? D-Did I make ya' cry--?! Shit, 'm s-sorry! I ain't mean to, I swear! D-Did I say somethin' wrong..?"