This picture above is 100 percent me. It is, however, made with a gender swap filter. As have all of the selfies of me on this blog. I was amab and I have gender identity issues. I live everday as a male but no one knows about this side of me, it's my little secret. I am married and have kids and no they don't know and I don't want them too. I've made a decision to keep this side of me hidden to protect them and myself. Tarah is a completely different person from my IRL self and I act that way. My outward appearance does not match my inner appearance. This blog was created for me for my mental health. I use this space to be the girl I can not be in the real world. The above pic is what I would look like if I had been born in the correct body. God I wish I could have been her. Maybe in my next life. This blog, my thoughts and conversations with all of you amazing people are and have been 100 percent genuine and authentic. I simply do not have the body to match my soul. The person you see in the pic above is the person you are taking to. That's me, that's who I am inside. Hence the blog name. For those mutuals and amazing friends I've met here I'm still happy to interact with you and please know that you are cherished and appreciated beyond measure. I am happy to answer questions you all may have.
















