Having emotions is tuff and weird
I am a walking (actually sitting) contradiction. I want someone to cry to but I never want anyone to see me cry. People say, "You're handling this so well!" and I say, "Well, you know, what choice do ya have? That's life." And then I cry by myself. But if I hear someone around I quickly try to dry my eyes and distract myself and look like I've been chill the whole time in case they come into the room where I am.















