tart o' pants

| personal + video games + fucking lonely detectives | L Lawliet | Will Graham | Rust Cohle |

[painterleey]

… so I joined a new fandom

[sybilius]

Some pictures of me cosplaying fem!70s sweaterboy, mostly under the cut because this is one of the most unapologetically dork things I’ve done in a while. :3

Keep reading

[dbhsource]

(ɔ ˘⌣˘)˘⌣˘ c)

[sybilius]

@tartpants

[tartpants]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Added Chapter 4 today

smol excerpt follows:

I don’t belong to anyone.

It should be a freeing thought; once, he was just Connor, the android sent by Cyberlife, but then he went deviant and he belonged only to himself.

But how can I belong to myself when I don’t know who or what I am?

Zlatko’s horrible words resurface, echoing from deep within Connor’s memory files. “Your life belongs to me.”

“No,” Connor moans, mashing the pillow against his mouth. He doesn’t want to belong to Zlatko, but he doesn’t want to belong to himself, either. It seems too dangerous, too desperately lonely.

I want to belong to Lieutenant Anderson.

He imagines it etched over the surface of his skin, written on every memory chip and biocomponent, like a brand on his serial number that can never be scrubbed away.

I belong to Lieutenant Hank Anderson.

[loreleyfromouterspace]

Let’s talk about this cause I just realized this

This is Connor in “Waiting for Hank”, sitting like a shy third grader on his first fucking day, anxiously waiting for daddy Hank to show up

And then three (3) days later:

Little shit already flings himself on that desk as if he is in a bloody Oscar Wilde story!

CHARACTERDEVELOPMENT!!!

[tartpants]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Hank Anderson/Connor, Hank Anderson & Connor Characters: Connor (Detroit: Become Human), RK800 "Connor" Android(s) (Detroit: Become Human), Hank Anderson, Gavin Reed, Elijah Kamski, Zlatko Andronikov, North (Detroit: Become Human), Markus (Detroit: Become Human), Original Characters Additional Tags: Slash, Pre-Slash, Post-Canon, Androids, Post-Peaceful Android Revolution (Detroit: Become Human), Case Fic, Mind Control, Slavery, Sexual Slavery, Non-Sexual Slavery, Rape/Non-con Elements, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Total Power Exchange, Blackouts, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Android abuse, Torture, Psychological Torture, Imprisonment, android experimentation, android mutilation, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Explicit Sexual Content, Implied Sexual Content, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Non-Consensual Drug Use Summary:

It's three months after the androids peacefully revolted in Detroit, but it's anything but peaceful in Lt. Hank Anderson's head. Depression and hard-drinking have taken him over, especially now that the Android Personhood Act has legally declared that all androids are alive, and have equal rights under the constitution. What good does it do with Connor dead?

Then a homicide case lands on his desk. Androids being mutilated, murdered, and forced to do god-knows what else. The investigation is disturbing, but leaves Hank grasping to the hope that Connor is still alive, if in grave danger.

Whatever it takes, wherever he is, Hank will find him.

[simsontherope]

:D :D :D

You can watch the trailer here !

[80sretroelectro]

Going around a corner in Asakusa

[everythingfox]

Konsta Punkka

[13eyond13]

Beyond birthday please? ☮   Position Preferences, ☯   Kinks, ♔  What gets them in the mood

BEYOND:

-PositionPreferences:

Heprefers being the one on top, whether or not he’s being more dominant orsubmissive. He’s big into grinding and making out, pressing hispartner flat into the bed or couch or floor or whatever surfacethey’re getting busy on, making them squirm up against him a lot. Heusually wants to face his partner too, as he disassociates too easilyif the position isn’t intimate enough. He’s actually fairly romanticabout sex.

-Kinks:

Sneaky public fooling around, praise, feels kinda frisky during heavy thunderstorms for some reason, also reallylikes touching people through their clothes and dressing/undressing his partners

-Whatgets him in the mood:

Asmuch as B loves getting very weird and rough sometimes, he’s actuallythe most turned on by loyalty, sweet romantic gestures, and tender,affectionate words.

[gendice]

i would apologise for anime on main but Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood is not an anime it’s the Word of God

[miss-jointed]

Here’s the unboxing of my very first BJD. He’s the Minifee Niella by Fairyland. Better photos coming soon!

[tartpants]

Hey my followers -- I have BJD fever and have currently made two new sideblogs to document my new interest. The first is for reblogs and informal photoshoots, which you can find at @miss-jointed. The second will be purely my own attempts at BJD photography, and is currently under construction, but it will be at @fae-skin

I will occasionally reblog stuff to my main here, too, but feel free to follow if you are interested in BJDs!  

[official-johnsonsbaby]

Minnie Mouse vibes 🎀

[sybilius]

Reflecting on polyamory things, but there’s a really subtle distinction between the way people talk to me about my partners, specifically thinking about gratitude towards my partners love for me and their openness to an unconventional relationship (v-shaped non hierarchial polyamory).

The uncomfortable side of these conversations is when they’re with people who are very clearly imagining themselves in either my shoes or my partners shoes. That’s where I get the very uncomfortable “you’re very lucky”, the “you’re very lucky….that your partners are okay with that.” That they let you screw someone else, because that is Abnormal and I Would Never Want That.

This is uncomfortable on several levels. The first of which is that it assumes my position is easy. Am I lucky? Absolutely, I am grateful every day for my partners’ openness to my needs and the way they acknowledge that I am giving them both the best of myself, and that the best of myself isn’t constrained to loving only one of them (my relationship optimal is two, for others it could be more though ^^).

But what bothers me is the implicit assumption that it doesn’t take a lot of care and attention for me to maintain these relationships. It’s a responsibility I cherish and take very seriously. My partners are trusting me to be present for them and listen to them and do what I can to make them feel loved and safe. That’s very important to me. Yes, I’m lucky and grateful that I have this opportunity. But I guess the assumption that anyone who could have this situation, would have it, is what bothers me. It’s something I pursued because I knew I wouldn’t be as happy or as fulfilled in any other relationship. But many people can’t separate from seeing it as a relationship they, personally would be unhappy in.

Polyamory is complex. I get it. But I also wouldn’t have moved forward with it without being reasonably sure my partners would at least be open to it, and without getting their consent every step of the way.

The best of these conversations acknowledge how lucky I am without putting it on a pedestal above the normal luck it takes to find the right person to be in a relationship with.

So I guess the long and short of it is if you’re having a first time conversation with someone about their polyamory, try not to project yourself into their situation. You don’t know it. If you’re curious about their situation I think most would be happy to answer (non invasive) questions about it, especially if you’re someone who is polycurious. But the bottom line is to leave your judgements and projections at the door.

[tartpants]

I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

I LOVE YUyuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuyuuuu

[kenfucky]

So I started watching this Japanese dating show on Netflix called Rea(L)ove, where every contestant is looking for love and each has a “dark secret” that they have to reveal to the other contestants at random times, and hope that the others still accept them. Some are addicted to sex, some have a lot of debt, some have a criminal record and so on. So there is this one girl who likes one of the guys despite him being rude at times, and he choosesto go on a solo date with her. Towards the end of their date, the hosts make her share her secret with him, and it goes as follows:

he had an almost speechless and shocked response, he didn’t say anything negative or positive really, just the two hosts kept laughing and saying very rude remarks. The scene just kind of ended with them walking away and then their individual thoughts on the date that pretty much boiled down to:

and

So the next day, the girls, this time,  get to choose a guy to go on a date with…

WILL HE????

HE DID!

So now, on the date—–

Sorry for the long post, but this was one of the sweetest things I’ve seen in a long time, and I was literally crying and just needed to share this with someone

[kenfucky]

SPOILER ALERT: THEY CHOSE EACH OTHER AT THE END!!!!!!!!

Me:

((see my other post for his heartbreaking dark secret))

[imonlyadumpling]

I’m crying, this is so sweet

[sleazeburger]

Chinatown