Kill Your Darlings🌿

28 | she/her ‪ Director & screenwriter • Hobby artist https://tarzelladraws.straw.page/ • Reylo 🦋 • Mohabbot 🩺

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I love mohabbot arm

(New Patreon post is up)

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“Had I known that Abbot and Mohan had… at least a couple of years of history together, I might’ve changed how I sat there.”

bench scene 2.0 for mohabbot monday

Full interview 🔗

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I was thinking about how Abbot’s used to residents having really terrible days and just not coming back. They’ll leave quit medicine move back home etc. He gets so scared he’ll see her at shift change one day and she’ll clock out and just never come back. 🧍🏽‍♀️

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this one finally escaped drafts hell

Based off [this tweet]

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Been going through some things so I don’t have a full drawing today, but here’s a sneak look at a project coming up hopefully on my birthday!

#mohabbotmonday

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In the Pitt fandom if you’re brown you can’t ship women of color with anyone or they’ll kill you

✋🏽😔🤚🏽

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well I’m sure if we rubbed our two brain cells together we could find something worse

‪I like the “☝️also” bc it feels like they left the room and then remembered two more really good zingers and came back to deliver them‬

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my final bellyache | E | 21k

#bratmirasummer for my fandom wife @goldenshores0 💛

friday fic post bc Samira has a date tonight :)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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#mohabbotmonday beach episode ⛱️

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5 times they connect and 1 time she sabotages it

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“succor me.” fic art that should have been ready when I published but wasn’t 😬

Ao3 link

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If you want to catch up before this is posted

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Where do you think Samira would go to culinary school?

USA

France

Switzerland

Voting ended onJul 22

(pls answer this question and don’t think about what it’s for 🧍🏽‍♀️)

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I am so sorry to hear you’ve been experiencing such a gross and unsettling experience and that someone would ever even do such a thing. That’s so beyond unacceptable and violating. If you need to take time away from social media or a break from creating publicly, please know you have support in doing so. And not that it needs to be said but please also know that per LDS standards you are not in the wrong here. You have upheld your covenants and this individual has not. Additionally if you decide at any point between now and October that you are not interested in participating, or choose to share further boundaries regarding the type of content you’ll be sharing, you do not owe your time and energy to anyone but yourself. Sending love.

Going to share what I posted to Patreon/twitter to get the people here up to date. Trigger warning for sexual harassment:

I really appreciate this message along with everyone who’s reached out. Like I said, it’s been very violating and the depression it’s caused is not pleasant, but I am very much safe and capable of working through it.

I would also like to really hone in on what’s being said here vis-à-vis religion. I’m pretty open about being Mormon, and with that information I’d hope it’s well known that I am the farthest thing from conservative and that this is an extremely safe space for the queer community. I am very comfortable in my relationship with my beliefs and the way I choose to engage with sexuality as far as drawing NSFW content. I’m able to hold two things in my hands, but I do understand that many are not and this would be a concern for people. So thank you for the reassurance, but know that it’s really not a concern for me here.

I don’t think I’m going to stop creating for Patreon any time soon. It does fill a need for me in that I can engage with sexuality in a way that still coincides with my lifestyle that I find healthy and positive, so I’m not going to let that be taken from me because one creep decided to cross a line. A man’s inability to be appropriate is not my burden to bear and I don’t plan on letting it effect my agency.

Thank you again for the sweet message, and to anyone who’s had to deal with anything like this I’m so deeply sorry. No one should be made to feel unsafe. ❤️

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Rituals 🪒 #mohabbotmonday

I used to watch my dad shave- so Samira did too

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thanks to my dad for always asking me "uh huh?"

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I’m getting a head start on kinktober for mohabbot & reylo over on patreon so I can follow the same format as last year (weekly). If you have any suggestions you can submit them anonymously here or my straw page!

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Cigarette Smoke | a heart’s a heavy burden🫀

Tiktok 🔗

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POV: Samira’s favorites folder on her phone 📸

Companion drawing