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“ I’m getting dressed can I help you?”

“oh, sorry. i was just checking if you were ready to go.”

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“fair enough.”

“i’m so nervous.” she squeaked while looking down at her now slightly big stomach.

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belle tilted her head, searching her brain for an idea. “how about a zoo theme? or beach theme?” she mumbled, staring off and pursing her lips. “i’d be happy to help you and dom decorate.”

“we’ll see the gender first.” she smiled nervously.

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“i know you are. i’m a little nervous for you.” she nodded and toyed with the ends of her hair, eyes meeting tatiana’s. “have you thought of a theme for the nursery or is it just gonna be painted pink or blue?”

“well, i don’t want to do the whole pink and blue basic shit. but i don’t know if i can think about it now since we’re stuck here..”

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“Yay! Are you excited?”

“i am excited and nervous.”

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“i better be the first person you tell besides dom, bitch.” belle grinned and nodded her head. “niece or nephew, i’m going to spoil ‘em.”

tatiana giggled loudly before nodding, “of course you’ll be the second person i tell. i’m super duper nervous!”

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“well.. today is the day.”

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“ Yeah cause hurting myself is making it better.” She sighed as she shook her head and made her way over to the window. “ It’s whatever the sooner I can get out of here the better.”

“hurting yourself is never the answer.. just don’t shut yourself out from those who care about you. like izzy. you’re not alone, nat. and i will do my best to make sure you will be okay.”

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“Don’t worry. I’m still freaking out about half the time, but I’ve also been pregnant for several more months than you have.” 

biting onto her lower lip, she fiddled with her fingers. “is ainsley helping you out?”

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“ Help, you want to help me?” laughing she finally sat up all the way by herself and shook her head. “ I’ve tortured innocent people, cut out eye balls and tongues. I’ve done a lot in my life time and I did just fine. I get attacked and violated and I can’t do shit. So please tell me how you can help me.” Motioning to the very pregnant female she chuckled again before getting up out of the bed and stumbling.

frowning at her words, she knew who has made her like this. it was the bastard she wasn’t able to kill with her bare hands. “because i’ve been attacked and violated too.. multiple times actually. i know what it felt like. you are not alone on this, okay? everything will feel like shit, you start questioning why.. but you will get through this. it just sucks ass.”

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“ Thank you for putting up with me,” it was true she did put up a alot from him. He was thankful for her, this place didn’t save him she had.

pressing a peck to his lips, she took his hand and squeezed it gently. “have you thought of some names?”

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He looked over at her as he chuckled and shrugged. She admitted she was nervous and he could understand that. So was he, it was a nerve wracking thing. “ It’s going to be okay.”

nodding, she looked up at him again and smiled, “thank you for loving me..”

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Pushing herself up kind before slumping back down she chuckled. “ I’m peachy really.” It was a lie though and she knew it deep down. She was hungover, and in pain and everything just sucked right now.

“you can talk to me.” it was clear as day the girl had been drinking quite a lot, and all she wanted to do was help.

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“ You look like you swallowed a cute watermelon.” He chuckled as she walked over and sat by him. Leaning into her kiss he shrugged as he shook his head. “ I haven’t played in years, I feel a bit rusty honestly.” He was excited hearing that soon he would know if he was having a little boy or little girl. “ I can’t wait.”

smiling a bit she shook her head, “well, you don’t sound rusty.” kissing his cheek once more, her hues glanced down at her big stomach. “i’m nervous.”

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Sighing as she heard a voice she looked over to see Tatiana. She was her twin sisters best friend and she had to be looking for Isabelle. “ Izzy isn’t here right now.”

nodding slightly, she made her way inside before sitting in front of her. “are you okay?” she knew it was an awful question to be askd, but tati was genuinely concerned.