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i'm white. All stories written/rb/liked here are FANTASY and therefore fictional. This is a place for me to process trauma I experienced in a healthy way that, in reality, hurts no one. If you care and if this makes sense: I am what you call a “Sexual System Alter.” TMA. I am a whole 38 years old; if you are under 30, should you really be visiting this blog? Absolutely DNI if you are under 18. Will block minors on sight, and for no age in bio/pinned. DNI if you are not vehemently anti-transmisogyny. I am autistic and will communicate in a way that feels overly verbose and kinda weird to you if you aren't my flavor of autism, and it's perfectly fine and natural to not click with me. Not everyone is going to. I’m a 6’3” Lesbian trans woman with both a strap and a built-in strap. Not looking for anything serious, don't message looking for a sexual or romantic relationship (respectful messages and Friends With Benefits etc requests are fine). I know what I want, what I like, what I am, and what I need, and that spark is not inside any one but myself. All people depicted, written about, reblogged, or liked are adults and presumed to be butch/femme or otherwise lesbian and/or wlw. Again, all stories written or reblogged or liked here are fantasy, and therefore completely fictional. If you like this blog, you're welcome. TLDR Don't fucking bother me, and if who I am bothers you, block me. It's truly that simple. No zonists no terfs no racists no bigots, no time for oppressors and colonizer sympathizers. Current status: drained, exhausted, spent and hopeful.
Let me clip a leash to your collar. Yes, I put a collar on you, yeah while you were sleeping, really it's your fault for not noticing.
Oh it's not for anything specific. This is just your life now. I want to make sure you don't go anywhere or do anything I don't want you to, and if you try, I'll choke you with that collar. You don't get to do *anything* without my approval. Got it?
there are so many beautiful women to leash or to be leashed by but unfortunately most of them are on the other side of the ocean. it's not fair, it's not fair at all.
I have an idea! How about I choke you with my cock until your brain reboots into safe mode. Then I can tinker with all of your brain's security settings until you're nice and compliant~
Really one of the coolest things ever is how easily you can shape your non-volitional responses by choosing to respond in a certain way.
Like, if right now you don't make any noises in response to sexual stimuli or pain or whatever, that's fine. I imagine you might even have some trauma to work through. An environment you needed to be quiet in, a belief the sounds you did make were inappropriate, or some other taboo against noise.
But, you can change yourself. Rather easily, too. Just start making the noises you wish you made. It'll feel silly at first. Well, maybe it'll feel hot at first, too. I highly recommend perceiving it as hot. But it'll feel performative in any case.
And if you keep going, it'll become automatic. You'll shortcut the process. You'll forget to notice the intent. Learn to use it and use it without thinking. And eventually you'll have to stop yourself from not using it.
Plenty of the time it's actively beneficial too. Helps with pain tolerance, and I'd expect other kinds of sensitivity too. You're a social animal, it's comfortable to perform a social component. It's useful to do so for just your own mind.
If you didn't want to get molested, then you shouldn't have come to bed naked, with such a gropeable, squeezable, molestable ass, now should you have? And you definitely shouldn't have woken me up by grinding it back on my strap while you rutt against your hand and whine into your pillow like a pretty little princess slut, should you pet? No, no you shouldn't have done any of that. So now be quiet, and just take it nice and deep, like the cock starved whore you are my angel. Mhmmm. That's it sweetheart, be a good doll and cum on daddy's cock.
MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI ! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED !
This applies doubly, x10 tbh, to transfemme doms. You NEED to be nice to her, you NEED to let her know she is doing a good job. That transfemme dom might have a lot of issues with her self worth, she may have been used up and left a discarded husk so many times.
Sorry but I got sick of scrolling through the notes on this on desktop and seeing all the red usernames marked by shinigami eyes reblogging this.
I'm a transfemme dom and I'm proud of it. Take care of us. Love us.
"Oh I get a lot of random bruises that I don't know where they come from." That's slightly concerning and you should probably confirm that you know what they're from. You might have a vitamin deficiency or perhaps a disease. However more importantly can I see pictures of them. And also before you fix it if it is something that needs fixing can I please play with your easily bruised body for a normal amount of time. You might not enjoy it but I really, really will.
