I just get so sad when I’m away from Michelle. After what happened freshman year and the tension and animosity between her and I, I never thought we’d be together again. Then, once I found out she found someone new, I further realized she wouldn’t give me a second chance. After we rekindled, I knew I was in, minus a few setbacks and drunken texts. When we spent that first night together, I knew she was the one. Well, I think I always knew. I remember having roomie chats with Tom and Nate and whenever crushes or girls we liked came up, Michelle’s name was always there, despite any other crushes I had at the time. She really means the world to me, and it makes me sad when we’re apart. I just lay in bed all day. It’s convenient that I’m sick now, so I can have another reason to sleep all day, but I’d still do it if I was 100% healthy. I never realized one person can make such an impact on my life. An impact to the point where I’m depressed when she’s not around. I want nothing more than to propose to her, and I think I found the best day to do it. I love waking up to her, I love going to bed later than her and she grabs me in her sleep, I love hanging out on the couch playing the horrible Animal Crossing Amiibo Festival, I love going to our family events, I love when she holds me close when I’m not feeling well, I love when she sends me cute texts, and I just love everything about her. I don’t think Michelle realizes how lucky I am to have her. I love her sooooo much.
