So, W. I saw him for the first time in 2 years.
Two days ago, my mom wasn't getting out of work early and I had time to kill after school. It's finals week, and so we've been getting out of school early and my mom doesn't get off of work until 5. I dressed up really nice that day because I had morning practice for basketball, and dresses are the easiest thing to slip on in the morning lol. Anyways, I had this bizarre idea take over me as I was changing out of my pe clothes: "Should I go see W today?"I decided and went to his new school, and I swear to you, the first minute of me seeing him was just me looking at him and saying "Omg, I haven't seen you in forever!" LOL
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I'm so happy we got to spend time together. He gave me a tour of his room (which was so cute) and it was nice! Much more spacious than the one we used to work in. He showed me what the kids have been working on, which was cool, he even taught me about 3d printing. He told me he's been doing well, we talked about all our favorite shows. I ended up confessing to him my fears about losing my passion for art, and he understood completely. It was really refreshing, actually.
We had a conversation and I think I might be a realist like he is because we think very similarly. I love the way his mind works, honestly I felt like we could have talked for hours if I wasn't in a rush.
I told him I bought his book and he was so happy! The next time I see him he said he'll autograph it <3
I was basically trying my best to ignore my parents the whole time we were talking because honestly my mom would have never let me go to another school BY MYSELF if she had known. I honestly didn't even know if he was going to be in his classroom, when I walked on campus initially I was trying so hard to find it 😂 I even went to the front desk with a story about my sister and they were like zero help until I told them who I was actually looking for. When the lady at the front desk called him and he actually ANSWERED I almost jumped out of my skin LMAO because I
That he was THERE, ON CAMPUS
I fucking 100 yard dashed over to the buildings another lady from the school pointed me towards. Anyways fast forward, after we get done talking about Boba Fett, Stranger Things 4, and Obi-Wan, 3d printing, and my existential crisis, he told me he was a actually working on a graduation gift for another student and that he was going to my schools graduation at 6 that day.
I told him I was thinking about doing the same thing, which wasn't a lie because it's what I told my mom I was actually going to do. He asked me how I was going to get there and I told him I would walk, and he said he was just thinking about doing the same. So, we walked together. When I tell you I can't make this up because I've literally never been happier and I could go into so much detail if y'all want me to but basically: it was perfect.
We got there hecka early, my mom ended up finding me and yelling at me until I had to tell her I wasn't with some random hippie man for no reason (LMAO) and I ended up convincing her to let me go. Funny story but I almost abandoned him bc of my mom (I'll probably post abt that in a separate post bc it's funny in hindsight lol), and we ended up watching the whole graduation together until 8pm when he walked me to my car...Literally, the sweetest man ❤️ I'm so glad I got to spend an entire evening with him
Thank you guys for listening! I know this one was long for a post back, if you've never met me before I hope I can get to know you! :)
It's been a while, I actually turned 17 last April! 17! That's my favorite number, especially considering I was born on April 17th lol! I can't believe I started this when I was 14, I know I didn't entirely disclose that fact but nonetheless I'm 17 now and I've learned a lot about myself over the years. They say it gets easier but I've found myself reverting back to bad habits: letting people walk all over me, procrastination, and self hate. Hopefully that changes soon. But I will say I'm probably wiser now, and I'm glad I still have this to come back to when I have wonderful encounters like these <333 love you guys!!!
P.S. Happy Pride Month from a fellow bi!🌺
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