[tc-sadness]

Hello Mr. Perfectly Fine,

How's your heart after breaking mine?

[tc-sadness]

Friday, 13th November 2020

I keep dreaming about H. Almost every fucking night. When will this stop? I miss him so much. I hope he thinks of me too. Just one second. One second. I just want everything to stop.

[tc-sadness]

I remember it all to well...

[tc-sadness]

Sunday, 1st November 2020

I miss H like crazy. I have a boyfriend since almost 1,5 years and we're living together. He's 8 years older than me and I really thought at the beginning of our relationship that it could work out but the longer I miss H the worse everything gets. I just want to call him and spend time with him. Love him and kiss him and hug him. I'm such a bad person. I feel so bad about my boyfriend. He knows about H. And I'm so sorry for him. He's so good to me and cares so much. He deserves so much better than me. Gosh I miss H so much. Haven't seen him since July 2019. I really want to call him but I think he never wants to see me again... what if I never get over him?

[letters-from-alex]

“What a painful feeling it is to watch the best thing that ever happened to you walk away without saying a word, as you wonder if you’ll ever find even an ounce of that same love, that same familiarity, within someone else in this lifetime.”

— © Letters From Alex | Instagram

[alwaysinlovepoetry]

i would do everything to turn back time and hold you in my arms again…

[tc-sadness]

You don't cross my mind. You live in it.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

“I think that if we met at a different time, we could’ve been soulmates.”

— I think that’s what kills me the most (via depresseddisneyprincess)

[tc-sadness]

My friends they wanna take me to the movies. I tell them to fuck off I'm holding hands with my depression.

Anxiety - Julia Michaels & Selena Gomez

[arlannaab]

She was not fragile like a flower;

She was fragile like a bomb.

[tc-sadness]

"holding hands with the darkness"

A Sweeter Place - Selena Gomez

[tc-sadness]

It feels like you don't care. Why don't you recognize I'm so rare?

Rare - Selena Gomez

[writingllama-deactivated2020012]

“Maybe it was your laugh, or your eyes, or the way you smile. Or maybe it was your voice, or your personality. Whatever it was, it made me fall pretty damn hard.”

— I Love You / Unrequited Love

[tc-sadness]

Eine Zigarette nach der anderen rauchen nur weil ich hoffe der Rauch vernebelt meine düsteren Gedanken. Aber trotzdem stehe ich in Flammen.

[honigimohr]

“I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you.”

— Unknown  (via thelovejournals)

[tc-sadness]

when I'm lying

close to someone else

you're stuck in my head

and I can't get you out of it

[tc-sadness]

in your eyes there's a

heavy blue

one to love

and one to loose

[melindacarolinee]

“I don’t believe time heals everything. It helps, it does. After awhile you won’t cry about it all the time. It won’t consume your every thought anymore. You do get better. You’ll laugh, And smile. You’ll even have a lot of great days. But it’s still there. You just learn to live with it. This is how things are now. So you get used to it. But, That doesn’t mean it ever goes away. It’s still deep in your soul. Still makes you cry when you think about it too much. Still stops you in your tracks when something reminds you of it. You’ll have those moments where your heart hurts really bad. I don’t think time heals everything Sure it gets better, But it’s a scar that never goes away. A broken bone that still aches on rainy days.”

— Chapters from my life

[tc-sadness]

H will always have a piece of my heart. He is with me where ever I go and I'm so thankful that he was a part of my life.