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Levi | 17 | They/He A neurodivergence blog. Icon by mmabelpines.

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hey i’m remaking this blog so lms/message me if you want the url

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I need to remake this blog bc it's a mess but also uh . I have followers here

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Gotta love how non-cluster b people can act clingy/etc and people think it's funny and cute but when cluster b people say the exact same thing they have panic attacks over how abusive they're probably being

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"But lev, just bc they're having fun w/o you doesn't mean they're leaving you!!" That's exactly what it means

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I've been awake for 20 minutes and I'm already splitting on someone ... me, unstable ??? No

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When the bpd is like "if you don't hear their voices again soon then they might as well not even exist" but the bpd is also like "if you ask to do a call or anything you'll be Annoying and they'll leave you"

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I keep my silence when Bible passages become shredded to justify [hatred], and kids start to see the face of God in the fragments.

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When you send someone a really special "I love you!!!" snapchat bc you love them so much and they don't even bother to say "ily" back lmao lms if you agree

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Reminder that I LOVE my fp so much AAAH

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When the fp sends you a video and your heart goes FWOOSH and then you can't even watch the video bc you want to Save It

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"it's not like you even deserve to be valedictorian as stupid as you are" I have a 4.1 and my lowest grade is a 99 and my iq is literally genius levels and I take all ap classes but cool

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Anyways owl city is one of my fave artists even if everyone else thinks he's like . Embarrassing

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I love trying to be Here when I'm dissociating lmao I'll stop

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I didn't mean it like that

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And soon they bark and hound you

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11. When did you first start having symptoms? mmm when i was 14 ?? i hesitate to say that tho i can’t remember that far back12. When did you realize/learn that you have BPD? two years ago !13. Do you ever split on yourself? every day my pal14. What’s the most ridiculous thing you’ve split on? i split on a candle for melting awkwardly like ... i think about it every time i use that candle (it smells like a beach) 15. Do you get jealous often? What makes you jealous? GEEZ YES everything like. someone’s happier than me ?? someone’s sicker than me ?? someone gets more attention than me ?? i send a message at the same time as someone else and the someone else gets responded to first ??? im dead mate

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1. Self-dx or Professional dx? self-dx until i’m 18, according to the doctor 2. How often to you split? Who do you split on? GEEZ every day, easily, and mostly my close friends and my fp ? the closer we are the worse it is4. What do you think caused your BPD? uuuhh years of abuse ):6. Do you have any other mental illnesses/disorders? geez louise so i have anxiety, depression, and mdd for sure ! i’m pretty sure i have ocd but that’d be as a result of the autism i think !!