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cassandraclare

*sneak peek * New Charlie Bowater art! * Last Hours characters * *Chain of Gold * March 3 2020 * WHO AM I?

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teabooksandthoughts

Me to my own mind every single minute of every single day basically,

xaroe

"The wound ia the place where the light enters you." -Rumi

#painting #paint #quote #inspiration #rumi

It is all messy inside of my mind

#mood #pain #painting #drawing #drowning #colors #colorlover #brushes

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I want to live in London maybe Brighton as well ... I want to be surounded by English native speakers, I want to taste their famous tea and try their pasteries ... I want to grab some snacks from M&S and sit in a park to read my book.

I just want to fell like an English person for a day .. is that asking for too much?!!

#lifegoals #current thoughts #london #england

adrenaline

minotauri

if you’re not standing barefoot in the heart of a foreboding forest and chanting to the old gods as the moonlight tangles its fingers in your messy hair and caresses your dirt-streaked cheeks what even is the point

it’s sad really that the closest people to us who are capable to hurt us the most, but what kills us is that they would hurt us anyway ....

#love quotes #love is strange

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teabooksandthoughts

When I thought for once I could actually be happy for once ....

#current thoughts #lifethoughts #personal thoughts

I feel sick, I just learned something I should not learn and the knowledge made me sick to my stomach that the only way I know to fix this is to be punished sexually ... I really am sick (mentally that is)

Please stop being exactly what I need and absolutely what I can't have ... You're torture ... and I don't think I can survive you.

I neeed someone to hurt me, to give me physical pain ... make me feel

#depressing thoughts #self loathing #self harn #pain