CINDY! 🎀

#1 teachercon ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

[teachercon]

ahh, i just found out my posts weren’t showing up under tags! i hope they are now! (*^^*)♡

well, i’ll turn this into an intro post! my name is cindy — i’m a member of the teacher crush community, irl yan community, radqueer community, and delusional attachment community! i am in love with my goddess (my 8th grade teacher), am a permastudent, am transitioning to become more like my goddess, and am pareo irl! (•̀ᴗ•́ )و

my posts will be written in alternating pink and teal, just like my hair! this blog will also have no, or very few reblogs — unfortunately, i’m the main character here! (＞﹏＜)

i hope this post finds you well, and i do implore you to check out my earlier ramblings that unfortunately didn’t get promoted and send asks! i’d love to answer any and all questions about my goddess to the best of my ability! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ there will be a lot of tags for reach, so i apologize in advance!

please, check out my other posts!

god bless, cindy!

[teachercon]

yearning for my goddess… i need her so badly (＞﹏＜)

ah, how i long for her sweet embrace! two cute girls together forever… we’d really make the perfect couple (☆▽☆)

although i don’t think she returns my feelings, that can be fixed! (•̀ᴗ•́)و (or maybe she does feel the same… i mean, one of our old friends said it could go either way!)

all i have to do is grow up so she’ll see me as an equal. i’ll get my life together! i’ll become a perfectly normal adult. will she see me as more than a daughter then? what do i have to do for her to love me? please, i’ll do anything! i’ll even get surgery to become a man! ( ╥ω╥ )

i wish that my headmates didn’t ban me from contacting her. i have so many lovely things i’d like to say… alas, i’m forbidden ｡･ﾟﾟ*(>д<)*ﾟﾟ･｡ they say it’s for my own good, but anything that keeps me away from my goddess is detrimental to my wellbeing! (⌣̀_⌣́)

i love her! i love her so much! i’ll do anything! i’ll wait for all eternity to spend a fraction of a second in her arms!

[teachercon]

i remember getting jealous when i found out my tc tutored other students outside of school — i’m supposed to be your favorite student! you should only need me! (＃`д´)

i also remember faking needing help in spanish so she’d tutor me — it got to the point where she saw through me and called me out on it, eventually saying i didn’t need tutoring from her (⌒_⌒;)

fun cindy tc fact! she’s not hispanic at all, she’s fluent in spanish because she took a spanish class when she was my age that she could only speak spanish in! i wonder what she looked like when she was my age… smartphones weren’t a thing then (￣、￣〃) i wish i could ask for photos of her as a teenager without seeming creepy! i found her wedding photos on her facebook,,, she was gorgeous, and still is!

i miss her… i wish i was still in her class. she used to teach at my old high school! if she went back there, id beg my mom to let me go back there too, even though i had to transfer out because i was getting bullied so badly. i’d do anything for her! i can’t wait to grow up so i can see if she’d want to be friends, but i doubt it. she’d likely see me as her daughter still… i wish she saw me as more. (＃￣ω￣)

anyways, that’s all for today (for now)! bye, tc nation! (°▽°)/

[teachercon]

i wish that when you looked at me, you saw something more than your favorite student. make me yours already. ravage me, deflower me. i’m still here, waiting for you for the rest of eternity. the second you come to terms with your feelings like i did with mine, we can run away and live a happy life together. i’ll be a good mother to your children, i promise. i’m tired of hiding my feelings from you. i want to be yours. i wish you’d gr00med me. i love you.