I get the feeling that I&#x27;m not alone.

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timaeusturnkey-blog

dARREN godDAMNTI

see see u have a hubby so when our wifi is shit u can just go to a movie or something

but me’

i am dependent, on wifi

for COMPANSIONSHIP

u are not in ocmplaining place

timaeusturnkey-blog

also get off my shit those chats have some weird pictures and it would be easier if it was just porn because some of that shit is hard to explain

what the fuck is this

#lmao #ooc

TT: You know he loves you, right? TT: I'm sure you know what I mean by that. TT: You need to talk shit out with him.

TT: Too much happened that I needed him here for.

TT: I fucked myself up, and I can't blame him for that.

TT: But somehow I still do, because I feel like if he were here, he would've stopped me.

TT: Instead he was with Bailey.

TT: But I needed him. I just expected him to predict I would like he always did. His mind has someone else on it now, though. I lost my chance.

TT: For a minute there, I thought I loved him too.

TT: Things will work out. TT: Whether you love him or not.

#(( i fuckign hate glitchy computer connections tbh #like HONESTLY #i dinntdtnt fuckign #send tha ton facebook wtf #thats npt even my facebook #this always hpapens wtf

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My heart is pounding right now, jesus fuck.

TT: Nothing will make me feel like less of an asshole. TT: I'll just wait until he's ready to come home, if ever.

TT: Yeah.

TT: Wish I could keep doing the same.

TT: You know he loves you, right? TT: I'm sure you know what I mean by that. TT: You need to talk shit out with him.

TT: It's nothing like that, despite how true it is. TT: I love him. TT: That's all there is to it.

TT: That's a selfish way to put it.

TT: But if it makes you feel like less of an asshole, fine.

TT: Nothing will make me feel like less of an asshole. TT: I'll just wait until he's ready to come home, if ever.

TT: I know. TT: He's on.

TT: You get it, don't you?

TT: I don't have to explain it.

TT: No one else is able to put up with us like he can.

TT: When he decides he can't, it's over.

TT: Not for him, but for you.

TT: Turning him off won't change what you are.

TT: Do what you can to salvage it.

TT: It's nothing like that, despite how true it is. TT: I love him. TT: That's all there is to it.

TT: . . . . .

TT: Hey.

TT: You need to turn him back on.

TT: I know. TT: He's on.

How are you making that comparison?

Are you kidding me?

You and I, in essence, have done the exact same thing.

The close friend. The never being home. The fact that you love someone and yet you never make an effort to show it.

Sound familiar?

robotstrider-blog

No. I make an effort to show him. I brought it up with him first, I go to him for things first, he is the one who runs away from me, he refuses to tell me how he feels about me. He has locked himself in his room and refuses to talk to me. My “home” right now is a half destroyed building that we have yet to fix up, it is not a place I want to be at, and even less when Dirk hides away from me.