Riptide

twenty-four || former hufflepuff || metamorphmagus || DADA professor || engaged to Victoire Weasley I try to picture myself without you but I can't

[louisthehandsome-blog]

Hello guys!

So, I am writing this with a deep regret and paining heart. It’s really not easy but I finally came to decision that is right at least for me.

I am leaving your amazingly lovely roleplay.

And the reason behind it is very simple - I cannot live like this. I am not as strong as some of you to leave roleplay for some time and then return. I cannot do it because I would still invest my time thinking about characters and huge plots and time is a luxury I cannot waste.

I love you all and I apologise Ray (NADEN 4 life), Hayley (if at least a hair from Albus head would drop, I will come to your house and rip off your beautiful scalp), Lucy I (if she won’t see this, tell her I love her) and all others I had an honour to roleplay with.

Well, have a silver lining here. If you liked to roleplay with me and/or want our characters to interact again, then just shoot me a message. I do not promise to be quick replying but some stories cannot end. And sone must start.

You can always find me on: - snapchat: thelegendqueen - tumblr: msmarasmus - email: [email protected] - and other platforms.

So, again, I love you all very much and if we won’t talk ever again, then have a marvelous day/week/month/year/life.

xoxo Milda

[radicalroxanne]

“Fight me, bitch.”

[teddytheloving-blog]

"That’s some strong language you’re using but if you’re going to defend yourself, your feet must be flat, not on the tip-toes.”

[risinggenyearbook]

“That was Al wasn’t it?” “Mum is going to kill us.” “I don’t live with you lot so I’m safe, your mother terrifies me.” Lily, James and Teddy all discussing the consequences of allowing Albus to fall into a lake near their home on a cold autumn day.

[delphineskeeterrg]

[teddytheloving-blog]

“Well, it’s not really a bullshit that they change the programme, they do it all the time. Besides, it’s more intensive, so it’s really better for students.”

[fraser-mclaren-deactivated20150]

Well...

Are you going to sit or just stare at me all day?

[teddytheloving-blog]

“No, only for next twenty minutes until your detention is done.”

[risinggenyearbook]

Teddy babysitting a very young Albus.

[jspxtter]

“Mate… I’ve got you a present, it’s in my dorm. But I forgot it was your birthday, you know how bad I am with dates and you know, most things. Then I felt bad so I’ve been avoiding you, which is why I’ve been skipping your lessons. I’m just a bit of a twat, aren’t I?”

[teddytheloving-blog]

“Wow, that’s really an explanation,” he said with a big smile. Then it was gone. “You know that I cannot not punish you when I punish other peers when they don’t come to my class without any good reason. It’s a detention of one day. Three hours of sitting in the classroom and doing your homework,” he said and stood up. He couldn’t let himself to exclude James or Albus or Lily from the others, even if they were his family. “Do you want anything to drink?” He asked in loosen tone, glancing at the boy with his head half turned.

[tovarowle]

“If we did we might have accomplished something.”

[teddytheloving-blog]

“I don’t know, shall I feel happy or disappointed... Do you know anything about Ashford’s death?”

[tovarowle]

She shrugged. “Not really.”

[teddytheloving-blog]

"But someone must supervise you.”

[red-haired-rose]

“Not really. I probably should, but just don’t really feel like it.”

[teddytheloving-blog]

“Oh, alright. Just, know that you always have an ear to listen and person to hug,” he suggested her a friendly smile.

[teddytheloving-blog]

Teddy glanced away for a moment as he listened to the boy. He wanted to pat his shoulder for sympathy but remembered that Rodolphus was still a Lestrange whom they with Vic did not trust, especially after Davey returning. “I guess it wasn’t easy to grow up like this. As close as growing without any parents.”

[thesecondrodolphus]

“Well the rest of my family is dead, or locked up, so..” Rodolphus didn’t hold back the bitterness in his tone, unable to stop himself from blaming Teddy for the death and misery in his family just as he was sure Teddy was doing for him. “You’re lucky. At least you didn’t watch your parents die.” He couldn’t help himself, the words were spilling out. He just needed someone to blame, someone to talk to who might understand. “I was there when my father got the Dementor’s kiss. I was the one who found my mother after her first suicide attempt. I wish sometimes that they had just both died in the battle. It would have been easier, more dignified. They didn’t deserve this. My sister doesn’t deserve this.” 

[teddytheloving-blog]

Teddy bit inside of his cheek as he listened to the boy. He didn’t want to feel sorry about him, hell, if his both parents died in the war then he wouldn’t sit here and maybe a lot of things happening now probably wouldn’t be a problem. But the things were as they were and he just felt sorry for the boy whose eyes watered. He felt the bitterness towards himself. “You really don’t,” he said after being silent. "Funny, isn't it? How the neverending war ruined lives of young people before they were even born. Before they even knew what means to die, not to exist anymore. Before they experienced happiness or sadness." He said and turned his face at Rodolphus. "Our parents, families were on different sides, Rodolphus, and I am not going to lie. I still blame your family that I never had people whom I could mum and dad. That I have visit them in cemetary every year instead of coming back home to them. Hell, Harry tried to be my father figure but what he knew compared to my dad? Who I would be if my parents were around," he talked not even feeling how his eyes watered. "How much I, we lost to someone's wishes to be better than others."

[teddytheloving-blog]

jspxtter

“One thing is not to have present on my birthday but the whole other is to miss my three classes in a row.”

[deppheard]

[thesecondrodolphus]

Rodolphus glared at Teddy, too stumped to find a harsh retort. Finally he glanced down to the ground, studying the grass as though it were the most important thing in the world. “I brought Nova and myself up, my mother is hardly in the picture, I help her..” He started bitterly, pulling out a fist full of grass as he spoke. “When she allows that of me. Mostly she sleeps.” 

[teddytheloving-blog]

Teddy glanced away for a moment as he listened to the boy. He wanted to pat his shoulder for sympathy but remembered that Rodolphus was still a Lestrange whom they with Vic did not trust, especially after Davey returning. “I guess it wasn’t easy to grow up like this. As close as growing without any parents.”

[tovarowle]

Fair enough.

[teddytheloving-blog]

“Do you have a leader here in school?”

[thesecondrodolphus]

At the mention of his mother Rodolphus looked as though he had just been punched in the gut. “Why do you ask?” He snarled, suspicious. “My mother is no concern of yours, Lupin;”

[louisthehandsome-blog]

“Because I know how hard is for a woman to grow children on her own. My granny may had help from the others but she still had to deal with a hyperactive boy on her own when she needed to put him to sleep or to calm down at least for five minutes. I guess you both with your sister are calm as lambs but still children and still two. So, do you help her, Rodolphus?”

[tovarowle]

“If they had I wouldn’t be here and I’m not doing one for you either.”

[teddytheloving-blog]

“I choose to trust you. But I swear to my parents graves, if you’ll be the one who betrays us, I will take care of you personally.”