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height: 165cm SW:90kg CW:74kg GW: 70kg UGW:40kg she/her

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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

4 years of mental illness

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Hello ED Tumblr! After years have passed from initially making this account, I've made an amazing discovery while experiencing early adulthood. I lost so much weight doing M3TH. This 100% is not a joke. I lost 40 lbs smoking crystal everyday. It completely suppresses hunger so that even the fattest of fucks can loose weight and not crave any food! Why are you sitting there, watching Super-sized Vs. Super Skinny when you could get high as a kite and walk 4 miles straight. If Crystal M3TH is inaccessible, Adderall or Vivance does the trick. You'll also be super focused! Thank me later.

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I gained weight I need to get back to this...

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I'm back 😈😈😈😈😈

I stopped using Tumblr but continued to restrict and I'm now at 164lbs I can't wait to lose more and I think I'm going to try that Dracula diet thing.

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omfg how do I know if my got everything out in a purge plsss 😭😭😭

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I forgot about Tumblr lol

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what I ate today:

total: 315

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hi guys just a vent

I had a job interview today, the date was set for half a month already and when I went in for the interview they cancelled and told me to reschedule. I'm so upset, I know shouldn't be so upset but I've been planning around this and now I have to reschedule, fill out a new application and all that. Aughhhhhh I'm so fucking annoyed

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i binged yesterday. :/ kinda want to never eat again.

I don't even have a calorie range for the binge so idek what to do, I guess I'll do a 42 hour fast and then heavily restrict the next day. I feel like shit rn.

[thinlyq]

Low Cal Filling "Meals"

no more cheating yourself out of a full tummy w/ 3 tiny 150kcal cookies! :3

🥀 120kcal

1 cup of gluten free stuffing + 6 small carrots

🥥 90kcal

5 little potatoes + 1 tbsp of ketchup

🥀 100kcal

1 cup of regular cheerios

🥥 120kcal

3 cornthins + 5 tsp of mustard

🥀 90kcal

1 can of chicken broth, 6 small carrots + 5 brussel sprouts

🥥 94kcal

1 cup of sour rye soup + 2 hard boiled eggs minus yolk

🥀 110kcal

1 slice of bimbo toasted white bread + 1 tbsp jam

🥥 105kcal

1/2 a cup of green beans + 1/2 a cup of minute white rice

🥀 137kcal

greek yogurt, half a banana + 5 blueberries

🥥 130kcal

2 regular slices of pumpernickel bread

🥀 155kcal

1/4 of a cup porridge powder + 1/2 cup of milk

🥥 120kcal

1/2 a cup of gravy + 5 mashed little potatoes

🥀 101kcal

1/2 a cup of marie callender's canned chicken dumpling soup + 1 cup of broccoli

🥥 64kcal

10 frozen grapes + half a cup of watermelon blended w/ ice + 5 medium strawberries

🥀 128kcal

1 tbsp manuka honey + 1 green apple

🥥 110kcal

1 slice of 647 bread + applesauce

🥀 94kcal

1/2 a cup of muir glen diced tomatoes, 2 cups of shredded lettuce + 2 tbsp / 1 oz of turkey

🥥 114kcal

1/2 cup of corn, 2 little potatoes + 1 small cucumber (optional: 1 tbsp sour cream for 23 extra calories)

disclaimer - I haven't tried all of these but most of them are pretty good

[pneumonox-deactivated20221205]

this is your (tw) ed reminder

that you should not weigh yourself right after/day after intense working out. my weight is 50 kg, but today it was 54 kg, because i burned 1000 calories yesterday. it might be water or your muscles are sore. so please, tell it to your ed friend, so they don't have to freak out.

stay hydrated, luv yal'l

also, i am starting 30 days Thinspo Challenge, so stay tuned today !

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anyone else like this song? it's ab the death of Karen Carpenter.

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hey :)

ate: 235cals

burned: 307

100 inner thigh, 100 outer thigh, lifted 40 50x, 100? abs

I lost another lb :)

[ayeshaerotical]

mom its not skipping a meal, on the internet we call it fasting

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I also lifted a lot and did a lot of abs :)

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update: I had to break my fast, the stomach pains were so bad they had my crying :( so I ate like half a banana. I guess it's okay, I just have to tell myself it's not going to effect my weight and it's nutrition my body needs but it's difficult. I'm going to the gym today too so I'll burn it off.

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checked my scale, I lost another 1 or 2 kg :)

also worked hard at the gym, I burned 283 calories on the treadmill, did 100 inner thigh, 100 outer thigh, about 70 crunches (on a machine so it was easier) 85 jumping jacks and lifted 18kg weight ab 40 times :) Im also fasting today and tmr.💗💗💗