āI keep coming back to you even though it hurts every time.ā
ā 12:36 AM

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āI keep coming back to you even though it hurts every time.ā
ā 12:36 AM
ādear god, please stop breaking my heartā
i canāt take much more
āHeartbreak is mentally exhausting. You spend hours of your life pining, analyzing, regretting, wishing, hoping - hurting. And you feel it everywhere, itās consuming. And while you understand this emotional prison is temporary, every part of you screams and you scream with it.ā
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āWhat if I find someone new but still fall asleep to the thought of you?ā
ā9:54 PM
šæ unrequited šæ
(heheh not about me dw - just remembering old heartbreaks)
āAnd weāre all just fighting to survive in a world where I miss you doesnāt mean Iām coming back and I love you doesnāt mean Iāll stay.ā
ā10:15 PM
I fell for someone I knew I couldnāt have
Thatās emotional self-harm, yo.
āIām not tearing down my walls for anyone anymore. You wanna know whatās inside? Climb.ā
ā10:00 AM
I often wonder where I stand with you. Some days it feels as if my feelings are reciprocated, and that you want to be with me as much as I want to be with you. Other days I question whether or not I even cross your mind, especially when Iām waiting by the phone or being left on read.
-But through it all, my feelings for you remain unphased.
-m.t.t.
āI miss him in a way Iām afraid to talk about. Iām supposed to be better now, I think, but my breath still catches at his ghost sometimes. More often than Iād like. Iām paralyzed by the visceral memories of his fingers on my hips, his arm wrapped around my shoulders, his hand in mine. Iām reminded of the promises tattooed on my heart: the cities we laid claim to but never visited, the goals we had, the life weād eventually share. I thought he was mine, but in truth, I never even knew him. We were just vague promises. All we had was false hope. We banked on a hazy future. I miss what I had, but more than that I miss the opportunity I lost. I loved the idea of him. Iāll always regret that I did not get to love him.ā
ā Ā i am so sorry we fell for each other when the thousands of miles between us would pull us apart. i wish i could tell you everything. i wish you were still a part of my adventure.
āThe real goodbye is the one that happens slowly, over time, wordlessly. There is no āsee you again.ā There are no future plans. You stop checking up on each other, and eventually you go back to being strangers.ā
ā we canāt justĀ ābe friendsā
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