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if only i could go back to the start to break the pattern forming between us tegan calgry / eighteen years old / taken

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Prehistoric by Now, Now

I know this will mess things up tonight But god it feels so good to close my eyes I’ll say that I’ve been trying to move on We both know I’m not It may be different now but the pattern won’t wash out Covers up our eyes, leaves us knots and severed ties We follow new lines

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I can't believe what I said to her last night. She'll never take me back now.

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Who's free?

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Don’t disregard books like that, mister.

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Watch me. Books are foolish. They should be illegal in Canada!

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Are you kidding? People who don't like reading should be illegal in Canada.

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Who's free?

I’m bored. Look at me reading a book. So bored

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Don't disregard books like that, mister.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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I-it will. Yeah..

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So are you sober now?

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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Sh-she…died in the— oh god…

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C'mon. It'll all be okay soon.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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Yes she is. I’m sorry, E. You have to understand.

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B-but…she was a baby…

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She was. That's kind of how she went. She was too small, and the snow was too cold.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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Rain is dead, E. She’s not at the park.

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Dead? No, no…she isn’t..

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Yes she is. I'm sorry, E. You have to understand.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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That’s not a good idea.

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Why nwot? She is probably at a park waiting for her mommy!

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Rain is dead, E. She's not at the park.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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But, I am gonna you know…find her! Im gonna go wook for her!

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That's not a good idea.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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My baby. She gone tee tee. I don’t know what else to do.

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Oh...I'm sorry, E.

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Kelly and I went this amazing Art Gallery today.

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Well I’m sorry! Tegan, all I wanted to do was surprise you. I didn’t want to stay for a week, Tee. A couple of days to visit with Kelly and then I was going to come home and surprise you. I’m not just going on about, Kelly even helped me plan something special for you. I’m sorry that was such a crime. I’m sorry. I’ll stay the full week. 

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Gee, Becky. Nice way to turn the tables. I really hope you're happy now. Why can't you try to understand how I feel? At this point, that's all I can fucking ask for. All you think is that it's all just anger towards you. We haven't spent a day apart in a long time now. Don't you think it makes sense why I'm like this? Apparently not since all you do is blame me for saying things when you didn't even tell me, or even hint at was going on. But, whatever. You mind as well stay there for good since you're such "best friends."

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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Oh no no. My mistake. I spelled it wronggg. Silly me.

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That's okay.

Why did you get drunk anyway?

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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So…you’re Eli today?

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No. Im E! Goodness Teeeeeeteeea.

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Okay, E. Please excuse my mistake.

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Kelly and I went this amazing Art Gallery today.

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All I did was simply make a post about what we did today! You’re judging my friend, my best friend. Who I haven’t see since I moved to Toronto. I would never cheat on you. You are making me feel bad! I wanted you to come with me, Tegan. You insisted that I go and I did. I’m sorry for saying that you can go to hell. Loo, Tegan, the reason I was so happy about tomorrow was because I was coming home to surprise you and Sarah! I don’t understand why you don’t trust me around a friend, I wouldn’t do anything sexual with her, you should know that. 

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Simple to you, at least! You act like everything that comes out of my mouth is nothing but bullshit about her when it's not! What would ever make you think I would've wanted to come? I didn't, so here I am. And now you're just going on about coming home tomorrow? You said you were going to stay a week, so I took your word for it! See? That's trust! So stop accusing me of not trusting you the least bit! Besides, when did I ever accuse you of doing anything sexual with her? Now you're just making things up, Becca.

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Immm s000 dwunk!

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Whut about a vizzit with Ewil.

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…With what?

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With ELI :D

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So...you're Eli today?