Forever Wandering

I write when I can. I travel if I can. My shit seems to burn a lot. I have chronic pain from some spinal issues... and Tumblr is the only place I don't have to give a fuck. Oh, and the Fuck word is my favorite word.

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I know I promised writing, but then my life burned down… thanks to yet ANOTHER power company.

When I find the words… I will write. 

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It took a really long time, but I found the words... a manuscript exists now.

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I'm back, bitches.

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When @kelseywarnerblog and I get drunk together from afar.

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Me: What should I do tonight?

Friend: Get drunk at home it's cheaper.

Me: I did just get a Black Box.

Friend: Sounds pornographic.

Me: It's a box of wine.

Friend: Oh, I thought it was like Direct TV

ME: *sends photo*

Friend: Yeah, there's for sure porn in there.

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Anyone else hear "testicles" every time someone says "listicles."?

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Found some originals and I'm wondering what I should do with them...

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There's a poem trapped inside

waiting to come out.

Give it enough whiskey.

It will come.

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I hope it was worth it

to let go of everything we built

for a life of your own

all alone,

just like you left me

after we lived as one-

torn in half,

like a bleeding tragedy.

I'd have died for you.

Would you've done the same for me?

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I am such a awkward person.

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My Tumblr feed had been super depressing because it's where I post everything I can't post anywhere else.

So here's something more fun.

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At what point does self medication turn into alcoholism?

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Me: My boyfriend and I broke up last week.

Coworker: That explains a lot. Here's another beer.

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I need to go on a fucking road trip.

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He had to be mine, but

not because I needed him.

I only wanted him for a night.

His eyes met mine and I turned -

not abashed, but burned

by historic rejection.

So if I won his affection -

only for one evening -

my soul might recover,

my heart might stop bleeding.

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Got a new computer on Monday.

The computer broke on Thursday.

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Update: Apple gave me a brand new one to replace it.

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Cheers to blacking out.