I don’t know how it happened, but it did. OKAY, so at the end of last year I was in a weird place. I was lonely and basically an emotional wreck.
I had been hooking up with this guy I went to high school with and I though we had a thing going, but I was never really sure because we would only see each other at friend events, would never talk unless at said events, and would only hook up a handful of times after said events. I couldn’t tell if he was into me, thought it was a mistake, or what.
This had been going on since about May or June of last year. Over the winter break, I hooked up with a guy I go to school with. We ended up not only hooking up, but talking every day (3 month streak, keep it going woot woot), and actually going out on dates.
I didn’t know if this was going to go anywhere because he’s the player type and had started the year with a girlfriend only to break up with her and hook up with another girl at our school. Meanwhile, guy #1 had recently come back into my life again, after going AWOL since school had started in September. We talked some and hung out a bit and I learned that he actually had feelings for me. Now I had two guys in my life and neither of them were fully committing. It was driving me crazy. Recently things had been going well with guy #2; I met his parents and we went out for our shared birthdays (we have the same birthday. How cool is that!!). He invited me out for his birthday celebrating and I got really drunk and shared waaaay too much. I can’t remember a lot of what I said, but I ended up telling him about guy #1. We then had a long conversation a couple of days later about what we were and what we wanted from whatever we were.
I learned that he was being exclusive and he cared about me more than he expected, which threw me off ‘cause I thought he was just messing around. It was at this point that I came to realize guy #1 was no longer a contender for my heart. Truthfully I think I figured it out a while ago, but I didn’t know where things were going with guy #2 so I thought I’d keep my options open. It’s kind of ironic because I think this is where guy #1 actually figured out how much he cares about me. Sorry guy #1. Today is when it all came together. I invited guy #2 to my house to do homework, but no work got done. As he was leaving he asked me to be his girlfriend. Over the winter break when nothing was happening in my love life, I told a friend that I hoped I’d have a my love life figured out and solidified at the earliest by my birthday or at the latest Valentine’s Day. AND IT FREAKING CAME TRUE BITCHES. February 8th 2017, I am OFFICIALLY in a relationship. Now what?
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