tags: bsf!hollis, best friends to lovers (can u tell i love this trope?), lowk crying during sex (in a good way?) softdom!hollis, fem reader, p in v, use of petnames (i know it cringes some ppl im sorry), smoking mentions, i probably missed some stuff but u get it!
also, sorry this is so short nd not spell checked, just wanted to get something out to start writing again! enjoy all my lovely freaks :3 if anyone wants on a tag list for future works, lmk in comments!!
the faint buzzing of your phone awoke you. before even picking it up, you knew exactly who was calling. hollis. it was a normal occurrence for the two of you to go on late night car rides, smoke, talk about anything and everything until dawn. you sleepily rolled over, grabbing your phone. the bright screen made you flinch as it turned on. you answered the call, phone to your ear, you gave a groggy "hollis?"
a warm, familiar laugh came from the other side of the phone.
"shit, did i wake you up?" he chuckled. you rubbed your eyes, before responding. "yes, you asshole. you coming to pick me up or what?" you giggled back, the sleepiness in your voice still painfully apparent.
"on my way in five, bunny.” you could practically hear the smile on his face. he always got that way when he used that nickname. you liked it more than you cared to admit.
as soon as the call ended, you got up out of bed to get yourself ready. rubbing the tiredness from your face, you fixed up the smudgy pre-nap makeup on your face. you lazily threw on a comfortably big hoodie and sweats and made your way outside. when you stepped out of the door, hollis' car was already parked outside, engine rumbling. the tinted passenger window rolled down slowly as you approached. met with hollis’ face, long blonde curls framing it almost too perfectly. before you realized you were definitely staring, his voice broke you from your trance.
"you gettin' in?" he teased. you smiled as you opened the car door and entered. he made sure you were buckled before driving off. the ride was comfortably silent, routine as he drove down a familiar road. your spot. he parked, the same place he always did. the both of you got out after the engine cut, leaving nothing but the silence and occasional gust of wind. you walked to the opening of grass where the both of you sat overlooking the entire city. hollis laid out a small blanket and you both made your way onto it. "it's so pretty at night. i never get used to it, looks new every time." you said, once you had both settled. "yeah,, gorgeous." he said, tone soft, as his gaze found your eyes, which looked in wonder at the sight in front of you. he just looked at you for a moment, taking in every soft feature of your face as you admired the ambient glow of the city.
the flick of a lighter drew your attention, you were met with a sight that was anything but new to you. hollis with a cigarette between his lips, hand cupped as he lit it. he took a drag, eyes finally meeting yours through the smoke entering the air. "want?" he said, offering. you nodded and he held it to your lips, letting you take a pull before returning the cigarette to his own lips. the smoke lingered while he spoke. "you're awful quiet tonight."
"sorry. just guess i have nothin' to say. it's nice to just be with you." your cheeks flushed pink, and you hoped he only thought it was from the cold. "nah, i get it. nothin' to apologize for. i like bein’ with you too, bunny." he said it so casually it made your stomach flutter. you chose to ignore it. like you always did.
the two of you sat again in a comfortable silence, listening to the distant bustle of the city. you took turns dragging from his cigarette, its bittersweet musk filling your nose. eventually your head made its way onto his shoulder, his arm instinctively wrapping around you. it was something that happened on occasion-- you tried not to think too much into it.
after a while, he spoke again. "you ever think about it?" he said it so softly, you questioned if he had only been talking to himself. "about what?" you replied, somehow even softer than he had been.
"us. being more. being something." hollis kept his eyes forward, another puff of smoke leaving his mouth. you were silent at first, pulling your knees to your chest before responding.
"yeah. a lot actually." you said honestly, a breathy laugh coming with it.
"me too. feels like such a bad idea though." his voice quivered, and you could tell he was being honest too.
"probably is." you said, soft. like you needed to say it to yourself more than to him. you smiled, eyes meeting again. he smiled too. he laid his head softly on top of yours. it felt peaceful. real.
after a while, the breeze blew again, sending shivers through your body that was against his. he noticed. "wanna get outta here?" his head turned toward you, scanning your face for an answer. when you nodded, he helped you stand.
back in his car, you sat in the passenger seat, rubbing your arms from the cold. the drive felt slow, every curve of the road making the pit in your stomach grow. why did he say that? did he think about it often? every question and “what if?” flooded your head, answerless.
you were pulled out of your thoughts by the slow stop outside your apartment and engine cutting.
“are you coming inside?” you questioned.
“if you’ll let me, yeah. i just… i don’t wanna go yet.” his voice seemed so sincere. like he needed to be with you in that moment.
your apartment was warm, a sharp contrast from outside. the two of you made your way to the bedroom. it was a normal occurrence for you and hollis to lay in bed together, watching movies or just talking. it felt natural. the two of you fell into your routine, the soft duvet falling over your figures as you nestled into each other. when you were both content with the positions you were in, hollis let out a comfortable sigh. you looked up at him from your position laying on his chest, big doe eyes with fluttering lashes. you were tired, he could tell.
“y/n, you can sleep. you look exhausted.” he smiled, which you lazily returned. everything felt warm. nuzzling into his chest, you muttered a small “g’night, holli..” so quiet that he almost missed it. he stroked your hair softly until you nodded off, bodies intertwined perfectly.
when you woke up, it was silent. laying there in his arms made you feel things, even though you’d never admitted it to him. of course hollis had had girlfriends during your friendship, but he never let them get in the way of how he acted with you. cuddling you, being there for you always. even though you had him, you couldn’t help but be jealous that they could have all of him. his love. you thought a moment more before you decided to speak. “holli?” your voice came out barely above a whisper.
“yes, y/n?” he replied, his voice foggy with sleep.
“i was thinking. about what you said earlier.” you laid your head back to his chest, avoiding eye contact.
“which part?” he questioned.
“about us. that it’s a bad idea.” it cane out timid, a quiver present that he most definitely heard.
“oh..” he spoke, voice trailing off. “i’m sorry. don’t let it make you sad, bunny. it’s just..”
“just what?” you pouted now, tears pricking your eyes. you were terrified of hearing the answer. he instinctively held you closer, hugging you tight to his body. his hand stroked your hair again, an attempt to comfort you like he had earlier.
“the truth is im scared, okay? if we tried and i broke your heart i’d never forgive myself. i can’t lose you. i love you, bunny.” he was crying too, you could tell from the way his voice broke as he rambled on.
“i love you too, holli.” when you said it, it felt more real this time. like it carried a feeling neither of you had ever meant it with before. you looked up again, your faces close now. a little too close. somewhere in the questioning, there was a shift. it felt like an eternity of batting between looking into each eyes and down to your lips. “you can do it. please, do it.” you practically begged.
that was all it took. the tension broke as your lips met, slow and soft. every movement made your heart beat faster. every doubt you ever had about what you were to each other was gone, you knew from the way he felt against you. one hand made it’s way up to cup your face, the other stationed so perfectly gripping your waist. “fuck, y/n. you really want this?” he panted against your lips. you weakly nodded, too entranced to let any words leave your mouth. “say it, baby. i need to hear it.”
“i want it. i want you.” as soon as the words left your mouth, hollis pulled you up, sitting you on his lap. a whine left your lips, eliciting a groan from him.
“please, holli. please.” you begged, not even sure what you were begging for. everything was too much, yet you needed more. “tell me what you need, bunny. i’ll give it to you.” it was messy, hands everywhere, tongues intertwining between your lips. your hips involuntarily moved against his lap, rubbing his hard on through layers of clothes. “shit, y/n.” he breathed out, a laugh slipping through his speech. “i need it, please holl.” you begged, still rutting against him with a need you’d never felt before.
“slow, baby, slow. let me take my time with you. with this.” his voice was low, the very tone of it making you impossibly wet. you whined in response, hands gripping at his shirt, silently begging for it to be removed. once he was shirtless, your fingertips met his chest, dragging down to his toned stomach. you were mesmerized. “let me take it off, baby.” he pulled your clothes off, leaving you in only your bra and panties.
hollis’ hands reached behind you, unclasping your bra. his hands cupped your bare chest the moment it was gone, leaning to kiss them. you moaned, needing everything more. “please..”
he laid you gently onto your back, falling back between your thighs. lips met your stomach, kissing down to your panties. “fuck, holli. i can’t wait anymore.. please.” he kissed your pussy through the black lace, smiling evil when he felt how soaked you were. “it’s okay, baby. let daddy take care of you..” your thighs clenched at his words, he laughed. “you like that, huh? look at what a fucking mess you are f’me.” his voice was filled with lust, love, and a need that drove you wild. he slid your panties to the side, fingers teasing you, sliding through your folds with an ease that almost shocked him. every whimper you released only made him harder. before letting his mouth meet your pussy, hollis kissed it. every lap of his tongue felt so good. too good. “f-fuck.. nn, don’t stop, don’t..” your hands made their way into his hair, gripping blonde locks tightly. every reaction he pulled from you made your grip even tighter. when his tongue met your clit, it was pure fucking ecstasy. his hands held your thighs apart, steady grip on your curves. fingers kneading into the plush skin, leaving prints where they rested. “ahh-shit.. i’m so closee, holli please.” you moaned, but it only made the pleasure stop abruptly as he got up.
“nnh- holli why’d you stop?” you whimpered out. he grinned at you, looking so messy and fucked out for him already.
“not yet, bunny. wanna make you do it for the first time when i’m inside.” your stomach tightened at his words, thighs pressing together from the tension.
he kissed you, your neck, your chest. every place he touched burned with desire. you needed him. hollis sat up, removing his pants and boxers in a swift movement. your eyes widened at the sheer size of his dick. he was fucking huge. “oh my..” you murmured. “what? you scared, baby?” he smiled. “no.. i mean yeah- i just didn’t think—“ he laughed at your stuttering. “don’t worry. i’ll make it fit, bunny. jus’ gotta trust me a bit, yeah?” you nodded.
the tip of his cock rubbed against you, the feeling of that alone was surely enough to send you over the edge. every touch was amplified with pleasure. when the first few inches entered, you both gasped. the air felt heavy with a lust that you’d never experienced before. the room was filled with nothing but the sounds of you panting together as he entered even more. “fuck, holli. so big—“
“you’re taking it so well, baby, shit. so tight f’me.” his head fell into your shoulder as he began to move in and out, slowly fucking himself into you. “such a good fuckin’ girl.” the push and pull was almost too much, you let out filthy sounds that you weren’t even aware you were capable of. every thrust of his hips made the noises grow louder. “f-fuck.. so- good! don’t stop, daddy- nnh” the name slipped, you hadn’t even meant to say it. but it did something to hollis. “shit, bunny. say it again.” he fell over you, chests touching now as he kissed your neck, leaving love marks everywhere he could. “daddy, pl- please. harder.” you begged. and he delivered. every move rougher, sending you into a heavenly state of lust and need for him. you felt tears start to stream down your face. it was all too much. too good. “yeah? you need it harder, baby? i’ll give it to you- ahh fuck.” hollis’ voice was heavy with an emotion you couldn’t quite place. it was a saccharine melody in your ear, drawing you closer and closer to finishing all over him. he gently wiped your tears, keeping his brutal pace as he did so. “so close.. don’t stop, holli. wanna c- wanna cum on it, please.” he continued pounding into your pretty pussy, your skin meeting with pleasant slaps from every move. “finish on my dick, bunny. such a good girl, c’mon do it f’me.” his words pulled you right over the edge, cumming all over him. the way you tightened around him as he continued fucking himself into you was almost too much. “gonna cum inside you. that okay, bunny?” he whimpered almost. you nodded quickly, caught up in your own orgasm. everything felt too good. he filled you up, a mix of moans and cries coming from him. he fell onto you fully. kissing and holding you as he rode out his orgasm too.
you both laid there, breathing heavily. “bunny?” he questioned.
“yes, holli?” you responded. “i love you. f’real. i want us, something with you.” he gently stroked your hair, looking at your face with a pleading look in his eyes. “i love you too. stay the night?” he smiled. “yeah. i’ll stay the night.”
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