What transformation are you going through?
(The Hierophant rx, 3 of cups rx, 7 of swords, 10 of pentacles, the sun rx)
I feel like you want a transformation in a certain (or all) area of your life, but you may be too focused on traditions and how you were taught things were supposed to get done and in what order, but deep down, tradition is not what you crave, but a change. A change in how you do things, in how you see the world and how you learn from it. You may also want to teach others in your situation how to overcome their fear of disappointing others (especially their family) just for wanting to do something different to what they want and what their perception of success is.
Right now you're not truly able to enjoy your life or spending time with your loved ones because of this. You feel conflicted, you feel that if they don't approve of what you do then you won't be able to fully enjoy it, you'd feel remorse.
If this keeps going on, I feel like you'll reach a point where you end up exhausted from repressing your needs and just leave them behind so you can go and live how you want to, on your own terms, which isn't completely wrong, as long as you do it from a place of "I'm doing this because I deserve to fulfill my dreams" and not in order to get some kind of revenge for all the times they've repressed you and you're needs.
I'm not saying that they're necessarily bad people and don't want the best for you (at least for some of you), but they may feel like they're right just because they're older than you, when in reality it's because of all the trauma they've gone through in their lives. That shapes our mindset and the way we perceive life and when unhealed, we project that onto others, so I highly encourage you to take your own path, whatever that may look like. See where they're coming from and only take what you'll truly need.
Something you should work in is your self-concept, you may feel undeserving of what you desire and that is simply not true. By thinking you're not worthy of what you want and not appreciating all you've already done, you may be blocking the happy ending you're seeking. You're blocking blessings and abundance, so I highly recommend you do some shadow work to get to the root of it so you can heal and finally recognize and unlock all your potential.
(2 of wands, 9 of pentacles, king of pentacles, the lovers, ace of swords)
You are finally stepping into your own power and taking control over your life. Congratulations!! You've been putting in the work for a while now and I feel like this transformation reflects that. You're finally enjoying your day to day life, taking things one step at a time and learning to enjoy the process, being open and realizing all the resources that are now available to you (or that have always been there, but you're now seeing them and using them in your favor and taking advantage of them).
It wasn't easy, but you're finally going to have all you have been manifesting. All your desires are coming to fruition. You'll finally have the stability and structure you've been building for your life.
I feel like you may have gone through a situation (like a relationship) that left you some traumas and it would be useful for you to reflect on it, work through it and finally realease it. I feel like for some of you, these people could even contact you and ask for your forgiveness... Do it, forgive them, even if you don't tell them directly. You are walking into a new stage of your life, you shouldn't be carrying things that don't align with it since they'll only weigh you down and you won't be able to fully enjoy all the new blessings coming in because you'd have this unresolved issue within yourself. I know it can be extremely hard sometimes, but you should forgive yourself and all the other parties involved, they may not deserve it, but you do. You're walking into a place where resentment will not let you shine, and you deserve to feel free of past burdens.
By letting this go completely and focusing on yourself and what's ahead of you, you'll be experiencing this new beginning in the best way possible. I'm really happy for you!!
(6 of pentacles, 8 of wands rx, 6 of cups rx, the sun, ace of swords)
In this transformation you're learning to give to others. Let me explain, you may have gone through some serious shit, people that have stabbed you in the back and broken your trust, and thanks to that you may have been feeling like your relationships (not only romantic, this could be platonic or in your family for some of you) have been stagnant for a while. Maybe you wanted to meet knew people and for one reason or another, your plans didn't come to fruition. I feel like this may have been a lesson you had to go through, in order to learn how to set boundaries and to learn how to teach others to treat you, so in the future no one will treat you that way again.
I feel that after this whole transformation process you'll be completely in charge of your time and energy and will be able to discern when someone deserves it and how much of it to give. By this point you'll have strong and healthy boundaries, because you've learned that your presence and energy are sacred and should not be given freely to anyone, just those who truly deserve it.
You have learned how to enjoy your own company and you're not desperate to fill your life with other people just because.
I feel like there may be some eagerness on your part to finally meet new people and find the ones that truly appreciate you for who you are, but remember to not ignore any red flags just because of the potential of the relationship. If you feel like something is off or they make certain comments or have attitudes that don't align with you, then the best is to leave that situation. Following your intuition is the best option here, no matter how reliable they may seem. If something feels off then listen to that instinct. Also, keep in mind that it's totally normal for people to stay in your life for only a particular amount of time, so don't beat yourself up if you meet people that you vibe with and they don't end up being there for you for the rest of your life (or for the next months-years). Not all people are meant to be with us forever, and that's ok.
I feel that at the end of this transformation you'll be feeling unstoppable, you'll be manifesting the connections that you've wanted and will be feeling wiser in all areas of your life. You'll be making the right connections that'll lead you exactly where you want to be in life.
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