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#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( STUDY. ) tender heart births misery.#me sneaking my way back here ....#eyes

* BASICS !

name : hannah . age : i just turned twenty ! pronouns : they/them or she/her ... i don’t have a preference . zodiac sign : virgo . taken or single : that’s my secret , i’ll never tell . you know you love me , xoxo , gossip girl .

* THREE FACTS !

- i’m a hufflepuff & i’m v proud of this , thank you & goodnight .

- allison argent is my all time favorite canon character . i’d die for her but she already died for me .

- hi my name is hannah and i have absolutely no idea what i’m doing with my life because i can’t make a career out of reading jane austen , i would have to write something of my own & who knows if that’ll ever be completed . but yes i’m writing 2 books and they both suck !

* EXPERIENCE !

platforms used : i use tumblr but i used to use chatzy dont @ me or i’ll cry .

* MUSE PREFERENCE !

female or male : i honestly don’t care . least favourite face(s) : i don’t want to start any drama bc she’s super popular rn but on the other hand i don’t like anyone gross & problematic . multi or single : single bc i can’t organize a multi and i get too drawn into phases of playing specific people but i love interacting with both .

* WRITING PREFERENCE !

fluff / angst / smut : both ! plot / memes : plotting ...

TAGGED BY @switcblade an actual angel ! TAGGING : @likethcrns , @sinbcrn , @doethropy ~

#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( OOC. ) the emotional gay.#hi

tendermyth

katerina is honestly … so annoying . she’s extremely insecure & has a very low opinion of herself , and how people see her , & it often causes her to be jealous . she takes it out on people , says stupid things , seems very self absorbed . she’s very nice , on the inside , so if she notices she actually hurt your feelings ( while she doesn’t apologize too much ) , she will take a step back and retreat .

#she says the meanest things sometimes.#just in a qUICK flash of jealousy or impulse.#and she.. she means well u know.#and if she actually hurts ur feelings and she sees that #she'll take it back .#she'll try to make u feel better .#but she's .. not perfect #she's not a Good person naturally it's something she has to work at .#and she's working at it .#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( STUDY. ) tender heart births misery.

quotemadness

I am aware that I am less than some people prefer me to be, but most people are unaware that I am so much more than what they see.

Douglas Pagels (via quotemadness)

katerina is honestly ... so annoying . she’s extremely insecure & has a very low opinion of herself , and how people see her , & it often causes her to be jealous . she takes it out on people , says stupid things , seems very self absorbed . she’s very nice , on the inside , so if she notices she actually hurt your feelings ( while she doesn’t apologize too much ) , she will take a step back and retreat .

#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( STUDY. ) tender heart births misery.

envykilled·:

SYMPATHY EMBRACES HER ! compassion locks into heart and seals her destiny . a love driven girl . she feels too much . the woe of another is shared by her . if only tender heart could heal the damages the world has lashed onto everyone . ❝ i’m sorry about your mother . mine is absent too , i think . ❞ hesitation pulls her . where did her mother go ? mind goes blank . there is a hole in place of memory . doubt eats at her . it is the denial of truth she is not aware exists . ❝ i’m confused by what you’re saying . what is my fate ? ❞

jealousy , she takes it like a drag . how prominent its smoke is in the air around them . paradoxical ! woman of suavity , all the captured grace of the wood nymphs . she grins like the preening cat . oh , adoration come , she is sick with her spell ! sick from a perfumed stomach . ❛ you think ? oh , i suppose you wouldn’t know . that’s right . ❜ like the god’s , her tone is absent of compassion . absent of her own brimming love . ( a gentler tune , she knows not of it . ) ❛ you don’t want to know if you don’t already . besides , the fates are fickle things . they claim to know all , but so many people have cheated them . frauds , if you ask me . don’t mind me , forget i said anything ! ❜

#envykilled #kat vc: i am uncomfortable when we r not talking abt Me #◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( MAIN. ) oh ! love is brutal.

HOLY APHRODITE / HEAR MY PRAYER.

I LIKE THE IDEA OF YOU MORE !

#self promo.#HI support my br an d!!!!!

tendermyth

it’s also funny … the thing katerina loves more than anything is love. it’s all she wants , and she wants it desperately . both to feel more connected to her mother & to feel something more , to feel like she has a purpose . yet she is one of the most lonely people . she feels so unloved pretty much all the time & she hates it . it’s supposed to be something she is better at than everyone else , but she fails with it again & again .

#this is such an important aspect to her character.#it motivates most of the way that she acts.#she purposely draws attention to herself #purposely like ... is really self asborbed #absorbed.#and .. talks abt herself all the time #for the sole purpose that she needs Validation #she needs people to .. pay attention to her #in hopes that maybe if they start paying attention to her #they'll like her ????#she's so lonely and empty #so she tries to fill the gap and holes in her heart #.... with herself. .#if she's more comfortable around u #and she thinks u care about her #she slowly .. becomes less self interested #and more Genuine #her reactions arent as fake #she isnt as fake .#and it's all really so tragic and ironic #that her sole... purpose ( what she believes is her purpose #& reason for existing )#is .. something she utterly fails at .#love is why she exists .#and she cannot grasp it.#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( OOC. ) the emotional gay.#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( STUDY. ) tender heart births misery.

hi ♡ ♡ ♡ i know not many people are following me here yet , but you can like this for a starter ! there’s no technical cap , but i will be a little selective as i don’t want to force my muse . if i can’t come up with something , or i don’t know if you’ll be okay with it , i’ll approach you for plotting .

#don't worry tho !#if i approach U for plotting i will have an idea or two .#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( OOC. ) the emotional gay.

envykilled·:

BLINKING SYLPH ! puzzlement crosses her . wordlessly , slender fingers scrape along the edges of the cup . victim of devotion . tragedy has sewn her threads together , but spirit endures and prevails as soft . ❝ i’m sure your mother loves you . ❞ spoken with positivity . sunlight bleeds through her and into every syllable . ❝ what do you mean by cursed though ? ❞

she is sculpted in the image of someone who pays no mind to her . a girl carved from divinity . a martyr but no saint . coldness etches under her brows , leave features pale and porcelain . ❛ i wouldn’t know . she’s .... absent . ❜ sympathy shows itself in her eyes . ( nymphea , you are full of charm and big heart . carve it out . ) ❛ nothing , nothing . i was simply projecting . wait , you don’t know ? all my siblings talk about your fate constantly . it’s all i ever hear about these days . ❜

#envykilled #◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( MAIN. ) oh ! love is brutal.#oh .

averagefairy

i temporarily fall in love with like any guy thats nice to me at all like the checkout guy at CVS told me to “stay dry” this morning bc it was raining and i thought about him for like 2 hours after that

#THIS IS HER !!!!!#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( STUDY. ) tender heart births misery.

mrscrystalparker

#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( VISAGE. ) one with porcelain.#this ... her

love-personal

#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( STUDY. ) tender heart births misery.#a katerina mood.

daughter of love and rosebushes . she is full of tenderness and scars . saccharine is what devours the budding smile , but underneath it is sorrow . the shape-shifting beast . buried with falsities is she , she hardly feels like a person at all . ❛ oh , that is so sad . cursed for love . my mother would love you . ❜ she shoves forward a hot drink . the steam fills the air between them . hospitality ! ❛ i bet she wishes you were her daughter instead . anyway , have a drink . ❜ / @envykilled

#who ... says this ...#envykilled #◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( MAIN. ) oh ! love is brutal.

hi my ( -2 ) followers ... which one ?

#2 is my current psd with a little adjustments.#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( OOC. ) the emotional gay.

it’s also funny ... the thing katerina loves more than anything is love. it’s all she wants , and she wants it desperately . both to feel more connected to her mother & to feel something more , to feel like she has a purpose . yet she is one of the most lonely people . she feels so unloved pretty much all the time & she hates it . it’s supposed to be something she is better at than everyone else , but she fails with it again & again .

#she's just upset..#this is supposed to be her thing. and she cant even #get her father to love her.#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( OOC. ) the emotional gay.#ok i'll stop now i just had things to say.

no but really , katerina dies at 23 . she’s not a particularly great fighter compared to the others , as she gets out of training as much as she can . she doesn’t want to be a fighter . she wants to be tender & soft . while she can be both , she doesn’t see it that way . she can be very proud when she’s feeling like it too , and the mixture of the two ... is not a good combination . so while she’s on the run again , trying to escape destiny , to escape it all , she gets killed .

#the only reason ... she doesn't die earlier ..#is because she often stays Out of everything.#◟❤｡‘ﾟ･ ( OOC. ) the emotional gay.#i'm going to write more on what/who kills her.. but yeah.#for now .. yeah.

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