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my name is juni and i'm extremely gay nsfw side blog p much just for hentai shit. main blog is terminal-dogma.  i am: dfab, agender, pansexual but mostly into girls, usually submissive, petplayer, furry, general kinkster, extremely thirsty for sharp teeth

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here’s the single best dirty fanfic ive read in months

https://archiveofourown.org/works/7941685

this one was p hot too but i’ll admit i just skipped immediately to chapter 3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/7861009

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ohhhhhh i think i understand why i feel so depressed whenever i get aroused

but i see no way to solve any of these problems

im stuck

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEBfK1t7T9I

why am i horny

throw me in the trash

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cant even have a sad cum because i cant cum

not even as a kink i just have so little physical sensation in my privates nothing works

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i am physically broken and will never experience anything good sexually lol

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cant even have a sad cum because i cant cum

not even as a kink i just have so little physical sensation in my privates nothing works

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feeling down because

a. i will never get to do anything on my kink list

b. im a disgusting ugly waste who will never be attractive

c. i wanna fuck but also wanna die

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nobody follows this blog anymore but sexbots so i could say whatever i truly wanted

im screaming horny things into the abyss

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the true question: which fictional character do i want to tie me up and slap me around and humiliate and degrade me most

i cant decide

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yeah im just dusting off this blog and im looking at that kinks list link and now im thinking about all of that stuff when i should be doing organic chemistry homework. Great

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youtube keeps suggesting i rewatch this and its NOt Good because i consistently get super flustered by it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWIjvPuY2jo

miku singing about ways to torture/murder me is pushing some buttons

i have problems

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hh8hkx6uxwM this is only making the problem worse lol

whew boy

[terminal-thirst]

youtube keeps suggesting i rewatch this and its NOt Good because i consistently get super flustered by it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWIjvPuY2jo

miku singing about ways to torture/murder me is pushing some buttons

i have problems

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also putting out a heads up that im in a relationship and not seeking flings or any kind of real life contact ever

now that i’m using this blog again this is mostly just my place to be simultaneously sad and horny

i like the idea of roleplaying too but im shit at it

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june’s thirst recap

so i guess i last used this blog at the start of 2015??? damn

well lets recap all the sexy (phhhahahaha yeah right) shit that happened

i tried actual real-life master/pet stuff for the first time ever, and only found disappointment and had my heart entirely crushed and my feelings and self-worth disrespected by an emotionally manipulative person

you know that saying that when youre doing kink with significantly younger partners, especially first timers, you should be sure to “leave them better off than you found them” mentally, emotionally, etc. yeah the people i was involved with did the polar fucking opposite

i want to be a pet but i dont trust anyone anymore on that level

im on heavy psychiatric and endocrine medication that has severely suppressed my sex drive, i still cant achieve orgasm (i was going to see a specialist but i ended up not having the money bc i currently have more pressing health problems than “cant cum”) and i’m honestly dealing w a lot of mental psychosexual shit especially at the moment

i dont jerk off anymore, havent in like.... 6 months now, and last time i think i just gave up

lately i just look at anime porn and go “nice” and think about anime women causing me pain for physical gratification

this is all very fucking pathetic, i know