The aspiring author.

[extramadness]

[termono]

Lick my fur

[quotemadness]

“The broken heart. You think you will die, but you just keep living, day after day after terrible day.”

— Charles Dickens

[tsnami]

[extramadness]

[termono]

“Shit happens”

You must see and understand...That almost every day around the world. The literal version of shit happens is that shit out of your body happens. Also when digging and reworking around the nature area when you prepare for constructs.

When you wanna learn from the teacher...is the psyche that you are supposed to understand and just copy and use for yourself?

“We talk and cover little for what the juice you’re using”

Okay, so now the versions of a talk way. You talk from an adjustment when writing out from what you’ve learned...

They ask if you understand....do you?

I always...ALWAYS, talk in my own personality way that is from my mental energy, has juice and then force it forward.

When I wrote something randomly from my feels and then sent it to a teacher. She said that I was great at talking English...And the content? She just thought about it for a while...

I MUST SAY. LET IT GO BRUH.

Let what go? Myself? Am I living in a prison where I believe that school is so haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard.

or that I need to let go of my adjustments. I need to know if what I'm doing is right.

What you do when you write? MY FEELS. 

I am feeling the need to burst out whatever I have inside of me.

A PIECE OF MIND. 

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

How warm you are, how warm and human,

Anaïs Nin, from “The Four-Chambered Heart,” originally published c. 1950 (via violentwavesofemotion)

[thegoodvybe]

[termono]

Let The Rainbow Remind You Song - My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic - ...

[thegoodvybe]

[termono]

Puuuuurr

[termono]

Free uncontrollable person

When you have space and chance to steer things the way you want to. When you have that spot in the zone when friends...

you control the feels, you know the way to go.

The last touch is the one who has the power to decide the next thing. When you are cold and distant. When you don’t want to have contact. When you hope that the mind of that person is “fair” and “silent” about it.

The one thing to be edgy and take command if you feel safe about it. Some information isn’t tolerant that other’s know. What people know of me and those rumors sure is deadly for what every person is attacking me when they are not in control and are free.

So I hope that they will know me and my value to them. I hope to reach it and you will see what I am on the inside.

The respect is what I'm after I guess...People need to know the darn story, but since they are so quick on spreading the word out so lightning fast. I don’t have the chance to turn things around. I’m only one person and everyone else involved sure has quit since they are weak and scared.

Who won and who lost?

Everyone is attacking me when they see the chance. Going the opposite way so suddenly. They sure think and conclude a lot about me. 

Who’s this person? The rumors sure are loud. VERY LOUD.

But what do they need? what I did to them? 

Do they need answers? Can they step forward and face me? No? Because no one gonna takes it to the next level. This level is cold and distant...Hints and signals also. No one wants to be direct to me. Sure knows a lot about me...

[mcelts]

[termono]

Rework and reflection. Smart Fucker who gives and takes?

Balanced, as all things should be.

See my powers, see my intelligence on a lazy level.

Where’s your HEEAAAAD ATTT!?

Okay, so I’ve been sitting and listening well as I can to a person who is that guy with knowledge beyond most people... I assume...

Also that it was quick and effective right in your heads.

Information non-stop in 1 hour and 30 minutes.

The main thing was the attitude that he was talking about.

When you are born and you get information from your senses. When your mind is facing the world or at least in your area and in reach, you seek out what you hunger for.

Think about the stages of your life...

as a baby, as a kid, as a teenager, as an adult, as an old dude...

Those stages and when you are in one of them, you get some certain hunger on what to do. 

Okay, so attitude on how you meet the world. On where you are, what you decide and think.

Lets judge! couldn’t be that bad of a move, huh?

Let's get early information and hope that it is right on a person! Couldn’t be that wrong. huh?

You can judge when you are perfect, and for what people have told me. Perfection... I am with some flaws. I then call myself for imperfection and I’m tasty chewing on my content.

So with knowledge, you shall be right. With that leading head towards progress and conclusion, you shall judge and see results. 

Get to know a person is nice. It’s essential for me. I will know people and the energy and impression impulse sure will do work for ya!

The impression after a workout. Workout means for me a person in action who is doing “work” when active with feels or bodies.

Okay, so you work on each other. You see results and get feels for each other.

Play so well by the rules that you feel. Be sure about what you’re doing. Don’t always be impulsive. That can go wrong...

Ugh, okay so you see all the nature around your mind. Everything that you give and get. Well stored energy that can be used. Only when you know it will be good.

[termono]

Heavy breathing. Take it easy, DUDEE.

satisfy your eyes when you play videogames.

Visual graphics. How your game looks like. Nice effects and particles when doing actions.

I want my own darn game. My head is slow and dumb. I only see logic. How things are connected to another is hard for me to see.

[bnmxfld]

F. Scott Fitzgerald / More Than Just a House

[termono]

Any plans for a girlfriend? Do you follow the feelings?

I don't always following the feelings. Some are traps which you should be aware and stay out of. Second is choosing a girl that fits or suits you. How you would know that? You make some tests and checks and see their sides. Both good and bad. Her properties and personality. Behaviour, reactions, intelligence, attitude and so on..

And you see her natured mind and its capabilities on what to do. Her powers over others and manipulations of feelings. Just how good are you to others?

The energy and impulse..

Probably would be hard to find a girl that is "rare" on everything i said above.

Okay, so what are girls looking for? What kind of a person?

You see...me also is an extremely rare human being with a chaos mind that is cool. I get all the girls and still i have none cause i reject and judge from that opinion i have on girls.

The opinion? What i wanted as i said above.

Okey so we hunt for each other and see if we match.

The natured attraction law is the only thing that makes me wanting girls that has basic beauty face and nothing else. I need to see beyond and hope for a nicer view on girls.

But the impulse i have is kinda "forcing" me to get a girl. Its like it doesnt matter what girl, just find one you like. Approve and then sexy time!

After the "experience" with each other. We settle for a few more and then we are done and can move on.

Its like that we all get an impulse of sexuality some time in life when we are mature.

And we have to go trough it or we won't get peace. The inner peace ye.

"Nothing fills the space"