sherry:
She chokes on coffee when her phone rings, not five seconds after she hung up. Sherry swallows and breathes to compose herself, giving five seconds of breathing time before she picks up and sleepily stutters out a, ”Hello.”
“I’m so sorry for waking you up… It’s so late.”
And Claire is one of them that probably needs the most sleep. She can’t actually go through her contacts list and pinpoint someone who wasn’t on sleeping medication- besides Jake, but he vibrates with energy that defies the confines of the human body on a daily basis. Three cheers for the insomniac’s burden.
“I’m oh ka-” and she stops to really think about it, “No. I’m really not okay.”
She’s kept Claire in most of the loops in her life. Things with nondisclosure agreements attached usually made it into their spoken conversations in person. She told Claire everything: about the insomnia, the sleepwalking, the experiments and tests they put her through at the initial capture (save the one with her arm. She has to leave that one out for her own personal sanity).
“I don’t really know where to start but… can you spare thirty minutes, right now?”
She shifts in her desk chair and takes her coffee back to her bed, watching the neighborhood diner lights flicker in the window.
“I think something is really wrong with me.”
And for anyone infected? It was the worst admission. It was admitting you were either going to die, or kill your friends.There wasn’t an in between, and the current doctors and scientists assigned to her biweekly check ins can’t pinpoint exactly what is going on. Only that neuroimaging has her brain lighting up like a casino and nobody can figure out why.
“I… kind of wish my dad was here. He’d… actually know what was going on. It was his virus.”
She shook her head to shake it off.
“I keep dreaming about Raccoon. Not like it was, but like it is now. I want to go there. I feel like there’s something wrong still there.”
She sounded like her dad. Strung out on coffee and desperately trying to string together something that made sense. That, in and of itself, was terrifying and made the hairs on the back of her neck stand up.
claire suspected it might have concerned golgotha even before sherry picked up the phone. of the remaining figures in sherry’s life, claire had been the one to see her infection, her progression, and finally her “cure” with the antiviral, DEVIL. and in the subsequent years, sherry’s filled her in on the rest; the changes that the virus made to her body, on a cellular level, were beyond anything that claire could ever hope to fully understand. but she knows what it did. and what was done to study it. the experiments, the tests, all of it.
“ no, please -- don’t worry about that. you didn’t wake me up.”
a lie that sherry maybe sees right through, but claire doesn’t care. she leans forward, phone gripped to her ear in one hand as she moves through the apartment to the kitchen, pouring herself a glass of water.
“ thirty minutes? sherry, you have me for the whole entire night if you need.”
she takes a sip, allowing the liquid to coat the back of her throat in anticipation for sherry’s words. she’s always worried too much about her, and no amount of tests, however numerous or invasive, could ever explain to sherry what exactly was going on with her body. sherry was the first and only patient to become infected with g and survive it. claire understands how she feels. ever since her infection with phobos, her daily life felt strapped to a ticking time bomb. and yet the lack of research on the virus left many researchers stumped as to what the it was actually doing to the inside of her body on a physiological level -- leaving much of it either misunderstood, or simply not understood at all. she balances a fine line between living life as normal and dying suddenly of an adrenaline spike. and that’s if she’s one of the lucky ones.
“ i know, sherry.... “
she pauses for a moment, her voice ever soft, ever assuring.
“ hey, listen. i think, above everything, you’ve always gotta go with your gut feeling. you’ve been dreaming of raccoon for a reason. especially if what you’re seeing is raccoon city now, then it has to mean something. one hundred percent.”
claire doesn’t like the implications of the premonition. but sherry needs to go, and claire’s not letting her go alone.
“ i think you should go. but i’ll be right there with you.”















