Raw feelings.

Thoughts,desires,faults,qualities, dreams,opinions and life itself.

[th0ry]

it won’t hurt forever

[th0ry]

you are everything and i hurt you

you decided to hurt me too

just call me

we can make this okay again

[th0ry]

I hope you are

i hope you are my love

i hope you are kind

i hope you are telling the truth

i hope you are everything i have always wished for

i hope you are

[th0ry]

i love you

im learning to love myself

but i like me better when im with you

[th0ry]

feeling really small today

[th0ry]

sometimes i feel left out bc im sober

this is one of those days

but i know im not

the craving for alcohol does make me think that

it took over on friday

so i didnt want to be around it

[th0ry]

he had his chance and he blew it

[th0ry]

just trust him

he adores you

even though he has a life

its normal hon

he doesnt have to consume you

own you

even though you want that

think about yourself

become the best version of yourself

remember you are great just as you are

either way

you will be okay

[th0ry]

its like a rollercoaster

sometimes i get it

feel like its okay we are not together everyday

we’ve only known each other for a month

then other times

i dont, and feel unwanted

i think it is my insecurites from past relationships

but what we have is good

but what if i cant do this

and need more?

you, everyday

or is that selfish of me?

[th0ry]

i feel so amazing when im with you

[th0ry]

if i’m not a priority to you

you are not a priority to me

[th0ry]

There is still a smell of you on my sheets

after last night

we fucked, we loved we did so good

the day after

complete silence

and you say we’re good

but im not

far from it

im so attached

i want to be with you

and i thought we were on the same page

maybe i was a fool for thinking that

but when you took me out to desserts it was the most beautiful thing someone has ever done for me in a while

and the kiss in the frisbee golf

was magic

its like the spark is gone

and i just have to let it be

while there is still a smell of you of my sheets

[th0ry]

you are beautiful and good enough

[th0ry]

im so fucking scared

that there is someone else

[th0ry]

you kiss me with no makeup on

you make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world

[th0ry]

i feel myself getting attached to you

i dont know if i think its okay

[th0ry]

you make my heart sing

like the guitar you play so gently

im so glad i met you