Stacey

[timotaychalamet]

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[reverthelp]

One day you could wake up and find something you love, is no longer part of your life; so show gratitude for what you have, while you have it!

[thaiteastacey]

The journey into loving myself

My heart and my mind are suffering.. it has been this way for several months now. I’ve lost my motivation to study, to care for myself... as much as I’ve tried to keep strong and pretend I’m okay I know I’m not. 

The things that have happened are very personal, but what I will say is that I do need therapy now. I have become obsessed, scared, and lonely during this part of my life. 

The person I dedicated the most trust to in my life has lied to me for years even during the most intimate and special moments of our lives. I was turned to and blamed for finding out. I put myself in a position to beg for them to understand what they did wrong, I was lost and confused. They would have never been sorry if they didn't get caught. 

I have been with someone who has been gaslighting me and making me feel crazy. Sadly I have become obsessed and depressed now. Not a day goes by where I wish I wasn't here anymore but I know my daughter needs me...she is the only one keeping me alive.

I know its the hardest thing I have to do in my life but I have to learn to love myself before a man. My daughter and myself, I don't want to make the same mistakes my mother did when I was a child. To be more of a woman than a mother.

All I can say is try to think about your significant other and think if its really worth it to do things behind their back.. let them go if you are just going to hurt them.

I had to let go myself even if I didn’t want to deep down inside. I feel as if my other half was never with me for all these years and its a ghost. God.... as i’m writing this my tears are swelling up.

I have to repeat to myself I am strong, I am worthy, Allah is with me. 

[princessmimoza]

.sailor moon / tsukino usagi

and back to the retro line~ sailor moon was the first anime i saw when i was 10 years old, so really long ago XD it made a huge impact on my life and without it i wouldn’t be the one who i am rn <3 

[thoradvice]

the world can be so beautiful. somewhere, a baby was a born. someone got their first kiss. someone beat cancer. someone got married. someone adopted a lonely cat. someone is loving themself. someone got approved for life-saving surgery. flowers are blooming, the sun is shining, the moon is out there. if you can’t find anything beautiful, make it. 

[julaibib]

[arandomthot]

[thaiteastacey]

[namasteybollywood]

TItan Raga (2013) Commercial starring Katrina Kaif

[yourbigsisnissi]

When it comes to dating, attention and effort are two separate things. A person can pay you attention and compliments, send you a text or call you here and there, say nice things. But actually making plans, making the effort to show you different ways they care, taking time out of their day to be with you, that’s different. Being in a relationship will cost you time, effort, and energy. A person who cares about you will see that cost and have no problem because they see you as worth it

[gloupblog]

a gentle reminder

[dankmemeuniversity]

[shinekudasaine]

[thaiteastacey]

My Daughters 1st Birthday. Mommy loves you

[islamicrays]

Getting married isn’t going to solve our inabilities to wake up for Fajr or get up for qiyam. We need to develop our own selves without expecting marriage to somehow magically change our lives. Marriage can be a great tool of self-improvement and can help us change for the best, with Allah’s will. Marriage is amongst the greatest blessings that Allah (swt) can bestow on a person; and the creation of a family, and taking care of that family, is amongst the greatest acts of worship. But if we are not personally working on ourselves now, how can we expect that it will be easier with the additional baggage of another individual who is also imperfect?

Maryam Amirebrahimi (via islamicrays)

[chilehabanerochill]

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