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My name is Tal. Bisexual. Dark fic lover. Tom Blyth enthusiast. If you feed me Chicken Parmesan, I will love you forever.
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Coriolanus Snow
Hunger
When you find out that the great Coriolanus Snow is not as financially well off as he makes himself out to be, you can't help but take advantage of his vulnerability.
Little Nun, Run!
Something evil has taken over the halls of the convent. Your Sisters are dying, their screams ringing in your ears as they cry and plead, begging God for mercy that He can't provide. One by one they're killed by the devil with sharp teeth and an even sharper tongue. He's coming for you next and you have nowhere to hide when he comes for your soul.
Extras:
Thoughts on Vampire!Coryo
Coriolanusβs expectations during the holidays
Billy The Kid
Godless Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four (Coming Soon)
When Billy stumbles into your clinic, hurt and in desperate need of care and refuge, you don't hesitate to help him. Perhaps this is God's will. Perhaps He has brought him into your life to help heal the parts of him that the cruelness of the world has soiled and broken. You are a healer by trade, both of the physical body and of faith. If this is to be God's mission for you, then it shall be done. How could you have possibly known that the young man who begged for help that fateful night would turn out to be the devil himself?
Pretty Little Problem
Jesse's younger sister is a pretty problem for Billy.
Would you ever write a fanfic about Coriolanus being president?? like of a district person winning the games and becoming somehow involved with him or maybe a capitol person??
Yes, absolutely! I have a few ideas for some President!Coryo fics but truthfully nothing is fleshed out yet
Just finished reading all three parts of godless and oh my god!!! Holy shit it's so good! So well written. Will be waiting for part 4 no matter how long it takes. Cannot believe Billy just decided to eat her out in her sleep. The nun needs to stop playing around and give him what he wantsπ€
I'm so sorry this has taken me so long to answer! I hope you're still around!
Thank you so much for saying this! That makes me so happy! I really hope to have the next part out soon.
Billy has surely lost his mind doing something like that π I couldn't believe it and im the one that wrote it lolll
I wish I could write stories like you but I tend to be a copycat artist in all thingsβ¦ singing, drawing, writingβ¦.
I am always amazed at peopleβs creativity.
Well thats how we learn, right? We read other people's works, or try to copy a drawing to learn the craft and study the technique. We study and create and recreate and eventually we find our own voices and our own style and go from there to create amazing things!
(obviously make sure though that anything you post and claim as yours is original and not plagiarism - cause there is a difference, but i feel like most people know this)
You've got this, hun! I have all the faith in you! Believe me when i say that I constantly doubt my own abilities and soak up any reassurance that i can get. i get so awestruck at what other people create and feel so inferior sometimes. I don't think those feelings will ever go away lol. Its part of the craft unfortunately π An artist, no matter their medium, is their own worst critic
But if you ever decide to post something or want a second pair of eyes on it, let me know! I'd love to read whatever you have π§‘
ooh, if you're trying to regrow hair, there's a fee mothods i've been using after a devastating haircut a few months ago. i've been using this one hair oil, i'll drop the link below! once a week i'll also go in with a deep conditioning hair mask and let it sit for 15 minutes before rinsing it out. one of my coworkers also reccomended an egg was once a week. basically you take an egg, mix it with olive oil and lemon juice, put it in your hair and let it sit for an hour before rinsing it out and washing your hair like normal. there are hair growth shampoos out there, but they tend to be mega expensive for some reason, and they do the same work as the hair oil does, so don't get those. the hair oil and the deep conditioning hair mask has been pulling the most weight in terms of hair growth so i'd reccomend those. the hair mask comes in a little baggie that costs maybe 2 dollars and you get 3 uses out of it. i think it's the hask brand? when your hair does start to grow out more, i'd go in maybe once every month and a half to 2 months to get rid of the dead ends so your hair grows out healthier and faster! i hope you start to feel better soon, pneumonia is no joke! πππ
Oh my gosh, thank you so much for this! This is so sweet of you! π§‘π§‘π§‘
Thank you for linking the hair oil. It looks like it has amazing reviews so i think im gonna give it a try. I've been told over and over again that hair oiling is important but i think ive been scared cause i also read that when you first start out, it can cause hair shedding - which freaked me out before i started with this problem and now even more so, so i've been really hesitant to start it. i mean, i put oil on my ends after my showers, but thats about it. But it seems like a few people can vouch for it so tbh it probably can't hurt to try.
How long do you keep the oil on your scalp before you wash it off?
Also, is this the one you're talking about for the deep conditioner? Maybe not the exact one, but the brand?
I have not done any testing yet about it but I have been taking vitamins to try and help. Biotin, vitamin D3, fish oil, and vitamin C. I also use this hair skin nails gummy vitamin.
Iβm almost positive it has something to do with diet/ lifestyle. I tend to gain and lose weight a lot and freak out my hormones and body π .
Okay good! That's what i was told to do too so i started taking a multivitamin with all that in it (except the fish oil so maybe i should add that too).
Ohhhh i hear you with the diet thing. The older i get, the more realize how important eating well makes your body feel. I don't really have the means to truly make my diet exactly what it should be right now but im trying to fix it little by little.
I have not tried the unbrush yet. I have considered it though. I have the same problem where I see improvement some days and then it seems after my showers all the hair that shouldβve shed before all comes at once π. Though I do think the tonic is helping grow my new hairs back.
I think something I have noticed improvement with is moisture. My hair struggles to retain it so the leave in conditioner and a bit of castor oil after my showers does help it not look so frizzy and hopefully is preventing further breakage, which is also something that is excessive in my case.
I can only brush my hair dry or even more falls out and breaks off so that is an inconvenience but I can only hope that my actions are the thing stopping me from being bald. Haha. I am terrified for people to even touch it.
Definitely give it a try if you think it could work for you! They're pretty pricy for hairbrushes but I'm really glad i found it and i feel the difference between that and normal brushes, but i've also heard other people say that they don't notice a difference so maybe it depend on hair type? π€·π»ββοΈ Good to hear about the tonic though! I'm going to try it too, i think. Anything to help this mess lol
And i 100% hear you on not wanting people to touch your hair. I was visiting my mom when this whole thing started and asked her to french braid my hair cause i hate doing it myself and i thought the braids would help me stop touching my hair and panic pulling at it, but the whole time she was braiding i was freaking out even though she was being gentle.
I hope you start seeing some more progress soon! Have you gotten a blood test to see if you need to start taking some iron or another supplement too?
β‘ HELLO am such a big fan of your dark!billy the kid fics and i really really love godless and i was.js wondering when u would or could possibly post the fourth part? heheheh im not pressuring or anything bc as a fellow author myself, there r js some times where we need a break from writing but i am realllyyyyy excited for thr fourth part! thanks for listening!
Hiiiiiii π§‘
Thank you so much for saying that!!!!! I want to give you a definite date but as im sure you know by now, i cant be trusted to be accurate with my date estimating abilities lol. Here is my attempt tho: I have roughly two scenes left to write but one of them i know is going to be lengthy and i have no idea how im supposed to get from point A to point B which is why im stuck and its taking forever. BUT, i really really want to publish Part 4 by the end of the month.
Thank you for sticking by my story as i post a chapter every 84 years lol π«Άπ»
Also, helloooooo fellow author π What are you writing?
Hey I was just wondering how the next chapter of Godless is going? No pressure! Just curious! I love the story!
Hello! π§‘
Not going quick enough π I have a transitional scene and then the last scene to write before i can call the chapter done but its kicking my ass lol
I think I'm nervous cause the end of this chapter is technically where i was going to end the fic back when it was originally supposed to be a oneshot and i dont have anything definite set for after cause i do think i want to continue it cause theres so much more story to explore but ugghhhh idkkkk. The will is there, but my brain wont brain to write the words and its killing me
When's the new season coming out? I need something to look forward to lol
Sending love!! π Hope you are succeeding with your hair! Iβm still struggling with mineβ¦ unfortunately. Itβs devastating.
Hi, love! Thank you so much for checking in on me! It means a lot. π§‘
Also, im really sorry i never responded to your other message. I started to respond to it and then got distracted apparently so it got stuck in my drafts. I genuinely thought i responded and i really appreciate you sharing your struggle with me too. Hair loss is so devastating and can make you feel so self-conscious so im really thankful that you shared that with me.
I'm so sorry to hear that you're still struggling too :( Not quite sure if id say i'm succeeding yet either tbh. I'm still taking the iron and D3 and i feel like sometimes i see less shedding and it makes me happy, but then other times its just as much as before and i literally don't know how i still have hair on my head with everything that i've lost.
Hows the rosemary tonic working? Before all this i was seeing tons of videos for rice water but i never tried it cause it said it was bad for low porosity hair which im pretty sure i have. I did hear that rosemary was good for growth tho so i wanted to try that. Also, have you tried the Unbrush? I though it was a lie when i first heard about it but got it a while ago for my mom who also had tons of hair loss cause of her thyroid just in case it really was a miracle brush and it works so well for her that i got one for myself and have been using it ever since, and its been a god send during this whole thing. I find its really gentle on my hair to minimize pulling and breakage while still also getting out the tangles.
hello, how is it going? I really love your characterization of Billy the Kid :) I am soo obssessed with the dynamics of him and the nun in Godless, it is just chefβs kiss. I keep rereading it and loving it even more. I am wondering if there will be some more information about her nun-friend and the love-struck friend. It is already so angsty and fun. Hope you have a nice day :)
Hi, hun! I'm so sorry for the month late response, but you should know that i did see this around when you sent it and it made me so unbelievably happy π§‘
Thank you so much for saying this! I'm really excited that you love the dynamics between Billy and Nun too cause love dynamics like theirs, especially in dark fics. I'm trying super hard to keep with how i see his character in the show and keep him as true as i can while shifting to explore the darker side of his personality too and it makes me happy to hear that others also seem to like the dynamic too right now.
I definitely do want to expand more on Sam and Sister Ann, I just think they're so cute together! Sam is such a cutie, he deserves the world. Not exactly sure how in depth it will get, it will depend on how the story ends up going, but i do feel like they're going to be pretty decent sized roles in the next few chapters so I can totally see going into their background and exploring their dynamic more.
Thank you for your ask, love! I hope you have a great day too! π₯°
just binged a hefty amount your fics way later than i should be but i seriously could not stop. you are a genius. i am in awe. if your brainpower were split among everyone on earth, i think society would collapse simply because the collective mental force would be too overwhelming. i don't think i'll ever forget this experience good lord my soul is ascending
BROOOOOO LMAOOOOO
I love you so much, Anon. Come say it to my face right now π€π
Thank you so much! I'm so glad to hear that you enjoyed them! Did you have a favorite? π
I hope youβre doing ok. You havenβt been on here much lately. Sending love π
Hello! Thank you so much for checking in on me! And thank you to everyone else who also sent me kind messages as well since I've been gone! Please know the love has definitely been received and you have honestly no idea how much those check ins really mean to me π§‘
I'm very very sorry about falling off the edge of the earth again. This year has not been my friend.
Update on me if you're interested:
The pneumonia lasted way longer than i thought it would and really messed me up. Currently, I'm freaking out cause my hair is shedding significantly and i don't know why. Blood tests say low iron and vitamin D levels as well as a possible autoimmune disease (tbd on that but my doctor wont get back to me π) so they have me taking some iron supplements but i want to know why this is happening. Is it cause i need to change my diet? Is it a delayed stress response from the pneumonia? Is it cause of an autoimmune disease? I want to knoowwwww. But im so sad cause i love my hair and its the one thing about my body that im actually confident in and I'll just be so devastated if i lose it all. So then depression hits again and yall know how that goes.
I started baking sourdough bread though! It's actually super fun and therapeutic! And delicious lol
Again, thank you so much for checking in on me. It means so much to me! Sending so much love right back to you! I hope to have something out soon - the next chapter of Godless is almost finished (I think π).
